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Okay... So I just got shot like four kik messages...
Honestly - I have no idea what is going on at all. First the OOC stopped working and now we got hacked.. so I don't know what's going on. I'll try to get ahold of Dakota but no promises guys.Ā
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You just joined this rp how is that possible?
OOC: Dakota was away for the first half of this week and asked if Emma and I wouldnāt mind watching the RP for her while she was gone. When she returned, she asked us to stay on as full admins. I graciously accepted the offer, not sure is Emma has decided to or not. (:
Are you an admin?
OOC: I am, yep.
Yeah. You say that because you donāt know how to handle it. Because you donāt. You probably havenāt ever had to handle something like this. So itās easy for you to say āoh just deal with it,ā but you have probably never had numerous people tell you repeatedly that your...
Oh grow up, Kaya. The only thing more pathetic than someone who blatantly seeks attention is someone who results to second grade bullshit when they realized they've been cornered in an argument.
And there is the ābadass tough girl who doesnāt give a fuck.ā Just another cookie cutter who tries to appear too above everyone else to care. How were you trying to help? By patronizing me? By telling me to suck it up? How do you suggest I control this? Hm? I would LOVE to hear...
Yeah. You say that because you don't know how to handle it. Because you don't. You probably haven't ever had to handle something like this. So it's easy for you to say "oh just deal with it," but you have probably never had numerous people tell you repeatedly that your boyfriend - someone you ruined a great relationship for, someone you are risking ruining an amazing friendship over, someone who is the ONLY person in this place who you trust - doesn't really want to be with you, doesn't even really love you, and that you can't possibly live up to his ex.
So yeah... Keep your one liner snide comments coming. They're only proving how completely clueless about this situation you are and that you had no place in trying to help me fix something you are personally responsible for.
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This has nothing to do with being bitter and everything to do with finding your hypocrisy revolting. Like you said; youāre nothing to get myself into a tizzy over, right? But your actions and how they affect the entire house and everyone in it sure are. Do you realize how much...
And there is the "badass tough girl who doesn't give a fuck." Just another cookie cutter who tries to appear too above everyone else to care. How were you trying to help? By patronizing me? By telling me to suck it up? How do you suggest I control this? Hm? I would LOVE to hear your grand solution for getting people off my back about you and Max when you BOTH can't seem to tell them to fuck off. Come on, Kaya. How am I supposed to handle it and say fuck off? Tell me. I would LOVE to know.
Oh thatās absolute bullshit, Kaya. Everyone here knows you wanted the attention and so you fought everyone who tried to help you because if you gave in and let them help, you wouldnāt be the center of it. You have a serious issue with not being the center of attention around...
This has nothing to do with being bitter and everything to do with finding your hypocrisy revolting. Like you said; you're nothing to get myself into a tizzy over, right? But your actions and how they affect the entire house and everyone in it sure are. Do you realize how much this house revolves around you? How much drama is centered on you? If you don't like it, change it. Isn't that exactly what you're telling me to do? Change it. Oh wait... It's not that simple right? Because this is you we are talking about and you actually do like it centered on you.
You got help AFTER people pestered you about it repeatedly! You made certain EVERYONE knew you werenāt feeling well and when they tried to help you or tried to get you to eat, you tried to brush it off like it was no big dealā¦ But oh wait! Even when you tried to brush it off you...
Oh that's absolute bullshit, Kaya. Everyone here knows you wanted the attention and so you fought everyone who tried to help you because if you gave in and let them help, you wouldn't be the center of it. You have a serious issue with not being the center of attention around here. It's really fucking obvious.
So. Done.
That is really fucking rich coming from the girl who wouldnāt get help or eat when she was bitching about not having eaten for two weeks and having a headache. Take your own advice sometime, Kaya.
I got help thank you very much. I bitched about having a headache once so sorry if thatās a big inconvenience for you. I didnāt fucking tell anyone for two weeks and now that I did and went and got help Iām looking for sympathy? Fuck that and fuck you too.
You got help AFTER people pestered you about it repeatedly! You made certain EVERYONE knew you weren't feeling well and when they tried to help you or tried to get you to eat, you tried to brush it off like it was no big deal... But oh wait! Even when you tried to brush it off you STILL brought it up. So I'm sorry, but no... You've got no right to tell me I can't ask for sympathy in this situation when you fucking milked for it in yours.
The world has enough people who think theyāre hot shit and badass because they donāt give a shit what other people think. I wonāt be one of them. Iām not a pushover, I just donāt see the fucking point in fueling a fire by retaliating. Of course, then whenever I do have an issue...
That is really fucking rich coming from the girl who wouldn't get help or eat when she was bitching about not having eaten for two weeks and having a headache. Take your own advice sometime, Kaya.
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So. Done.
You donāt have to be a fucking push over if you donāt want to be. There is one thing that you and you alone can control and thatās your actions. If you donāt want to āgrin and bear itā then donāt fucking do it. Itās not like the world will stop turning if you do.
Want a cookie? Sorry, force of habitā¦
The world has enough people who think they're hot shit and badass because they don't give a shit what other people think. I won't be one of them. I'm not a pushover, I just don't see the fucking point in fueling a fire by retaliating. Of course, then whenever I do have an issue people don't take me fucking seriously. Guess I've made my own bed, got to lie in it.
So. Done.
No, Iām offering a helpful solution.
Okay, maybe a little.
That's not helpful. You know it. I'd get anons telling me I'm a coward or something stupid. There's nothing I can fucking do except grin and bear it because that's what Lily fucking Collins does - grins and bears it. Takes it like a champ.
Yeah. I figured.
So. Done.
Want me to make a public service announcement or maybe banners around the house?
You're patronizing me, aren't you?
So. Done.
Donāt sell yourself, love. Trust me Iām nothing to get worked into a tizzy over. There are some things in life you have to realize you canāt control. You canāt make everyone happy no matter how hard you try. I know you care, but letting peopleās opinions effect you that much isnāt worth it.Ā
Yeah, okay. You tell all the fucking anons that flood me with the "Max wants Kaya" messages or all the anons who continually try to get Max to admit he would rather be with you than me to back off.. and maybe it'll stop affecting me.
So. Done.
He loves you Lily. Probably more than he ever loved me. Donāt let what they say bother you. They canāt read minds. They donāt know what heās feeling or what he wants. Just know that you both love each other and fuck what everyone else thinks.Ā
Their opinion doesnāt matter.Ā
I'm a little naive, Kaya... but not stupid... I know he doesn't love me more than he loves you. I'm not like you... I can't just say "fuck everyone else." I'm not really programmed that way... I care way too much.
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So. Done.
That doesnāt sound fun. Anons are even worse cos their to pussy to just tell the person how they feel to their face.Ā
Their anonymity and cowardice doesn't bother me. It's their pathetic idea of a good time that does. "Let's torture Lily today! What do you think? Fun idea? Totally!"
So. Done.
Well Max and I both have let the relationship go and, considering we were the only two involved in it, I think thatās what matters. If my two cents means anything Iām really happy for the both of you .
Also if it makes you feel any better Iām over Max and I know heās over me.
It should be all that matters, yeah. But when I get almost daily anons reminding me that Max won't love me like he loves you, or that he still wants you... well it kind of takes a toll on the little self-esteem I have left. Your two cents does mean a lot, thanks.
I know. It's just the fucking anons...
