Girls are just missunderstood

The best day has turned into the worst

Your ignoring me for no reason 

He told me that I had no flaws 

Why would he say that 

It's his birthday tomorrow.

The only thing i talk about is him

My mind gets taken over by him

I can't cope 

hearing him talking about other girls makes me so jealous

i've never felt like this before

It's killing me slowly

I replay the things he said to me on my mind over and over

He makes me happy

I'd love to have the balls to tell him 

Today, today i'm not sure how i feel.

part of me feels like i'm done with everything family,work and school but then parts of me feels motivated... so confusing 

And there's this boy and he's so confusing it's like we're more than friends but less than a couple but then i like it like that but then i don't

I haven't had a boyfriend in about 4 years and it was because i wasn't ready but i think now im in college it's less pressure from my peers. I think it's kinda skinny love ( we both like eachother but too scared to do anything about it)..

I can't go a day without thinking about him..

ahh idk what to do anymore 

Just to get it out there my kik is 

I decided that it was time to get a new blog as my followers probably thought that my old one was always negative, it was! Instead of this being either negative or postive I'm going to treat it like my internet diary something that words can't quite say, so if your reading this then thank you for taking time to look at my blog.