forever & a day

I’m a girl who...

“I’m at the point where if people want to be out in my life then I won’t stop them. Go Remove yourself entirely, do it. Detach yourself, fine. You hate me now, you got tired of me, hey, you can go. Even if I spend my time and feelings for you, friendship or relationship or whatever brewed between us, it’s okay. I’ll let you go. You see, I know myself when it comes to caring, I am extreme. I care a lot for people who make it so obvious that they need me in their life; they want me around. And I always make sure to give back the sentiment in double; with so much effort. But if suddenly, you got suffocated with that then I understand. If at some point you already find me too much, that it becomes not what you wanted anymore then I’ll change. I can be better. And you can go. This is not me hating you for wanting to leave, this is me being okay even without you. That’s life. You gain; you lose but keep the people who chose to stay.”

“I am so afraid of disappointing the people I love, I often forget that I am someone I love too. And I need kindness just as much as I believe the people I love do.”