Angel Valentin

Started going back to the gym but it’s not the same. I’m extremely depressed and trying to make the best of everything but I really don’t want to. I feel the same way I felt two years ago and man oh man was that a dark pit I had to claw my fucking way out of. Yet here I am back on this fucking app venting. 2018 had a lot of high notes and great people met with equally saddening moments and people. I miss the old me. I miss my snakebites and being thinner, I miss being confident in my bullshit. I wasted so much time thinking I was investing in something but I dug myself yet another pit to get out of. I’m really sad about who I am atm and I’m going to kick scream cry my way to some kind of normalcy.

Idek

feel good moments

Vegas. 
I seriously love the friends that I have.
I had been really depressed weeks prior but this weekend solidified a lot of things for me. I’m seriously grateful for being able to live on my own terms and live a life that I whole heartedly enjoy. I put in effort. My friends put in effort. We all flourish to our best abilities. We are the dopest team on the planet.

Happy moment.

Too much or not enough. what the fuck man...

Selfie. @cybrpnkmusic @riottenmusic (at Rooftop Skygarden & Grill)

Proud to have them as my friends.

paint parties and great conversation w/ @killthenoise @cybrpnkmusic

ready for san antonio w/ @riottenmusic (at The Hilton, San Antonio)