#lexa thinking #i dont matter to her #i am as good as invisible #as good an an inanimate object #baby nooooo

#nooooooooooo#ugh this mindset she has totally explains why she cries when clarke finally kisses her#clarke keeps saying “for my people” and lexa starts to believe it#that she’s nothing to clarke#and even though they still have a more personal relationship than lexa has with anyone else#she still probably has a tendency to make it worse in her head “you’re nothing to her”#and inside its armored cage her tender little heart just breaks#because she’s In Love#and she thinks clarke isn’t#and so she’ll try to be content that clarke is in her life without hoping for anything more#and she takes clarke by the arm without hoping for anything more#and then clarke kisses her#clarke has always been able to find her way through lexa’s barriers but this is like a freight train busting straight through a brick wall#and lexa can’t stop the tears from falling because it’s like she’s tripped into a fantasy but it’s Real#clarke loves her and clarke wants her and all lexa can really do is cry and let clarke kiss her#she’s such a sweet girl and she deserved better (via @ohmyheda)

okay what the fuck 

the time to log off of this hell hole is now.

Swagger. 

I will reblog this every. single. time.

WHY HAVE I NEVER SEEN THIS OMG

I f*** love this scene!!