Jamie

4 months on T and my voice is still the same. Everyone gets a deeper voice and then there is me.

The sound of my laugh is changing. It gives me gender euphoria

I hate being autistic. It's exhausting

PMDS is kicking my ass today. Send help

I just want to feel loved once. Don't I feel it because no one loves me or because I am not capable of feeling it?

Lace panties lowkey gives me gender euphoria (yes as a trans man). Kinda gives me Dean Winchester Panty kink vibes

Omg! Omg! My body squared up! Omg! Im so freaking excited! I look like a dude! I can't stop looking at the mirror and smiling.

God I just want to be a cis guy and be silly with other cis guys. No dysphoria. No thinking about belonging. Just having fun and goofing around.

A friend said to me "Somehow you manage to make your boobs look masculine", when I was shirtless and without a binder. Kinda feel good now.

Being trans, pre op, early on T and midsize is so fucking lonely. I'm so dysphoric that I don't even try to start dating. I have so much love in me and noone to give it to. Being disabled and having a nurse and social worker makes my chances even smaller.

Listening to classic rock while working out with weights till I cry out of exhaustion to fix my dysphoria.

I feel like the T isn't working. (2 months on T)