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And then you looked up, and your breath caught in your throat.

The Sun.

The Sun was really high in the sky — directly overhead, almost — hanging in an expanse of perfectly blue heaven that stretched from one end of the horizon to the other without a single cloud to interrupt it. The light was bright, almost too bright after the dimness of the isolation chamber, and you had to squint against it, your eyes stinging slightly as they adjusted.

It's still morning, you realized, the knowledge settling into you like a small, unexpected gift. Or maybe early afternoon. Not even a full day has passed since that bastard knocked me out.

You'd assumed, based on how disoriented you'd felt when you'd woken up, that you'd been unconscious for hours — maybe even a full day. But the position of the Sun told a different story. You'd been out for… what, a few hours? Maybe less? The fight with the monsters, the absorption, the kidnapping; it had all happened this morning. The same morning.

It feels like it's been longer, you thought, and the thought was strange because you couldn't explain it. Like time moved differently in that room.

You shook your head slightly, pushing the thought away. It didn't matter. What mattered was that you were out of that room, standing in a real hallway with real sunlight filtering through the windows, and you were going to figure out where you were and how to survive this new situation.

The weirdo was already walking ahead, his hands shoved casually into the pockets of his dark uniform, his shoulders relaxed, his whole posture radiating an easy confidence that you found both impressive and deeply irritating.

He walks like he owns the whole place, you observed, falling into step behind him, keeping a few feet of distance between you. Like he's never had to worry about someone attacking him from behind, or jumping out of a shadow, or following him home.

It must be nice, you thought, to be that secure. To be that safe.

You didn't say any of that out loud. You just followed, your dark eyes scanning every corner, every passage, every potential exit you passed. The hallways were long — longer than any hallways you'd ever seen — and they all looked the same; dark wood floors, dark wood walls, sliding doors spaced at regular intervals. It would be easy to get lost here, easy to wander in circles and never find your way out.

I need to perfectly memorize the path, you told yourself, your dark eyes darting from one landmark to the next. That door has a scratch on the left side. That window has a crack in the top corner. That pillar has a knot in the wood that looks like a face.

It was a habit you'd developed years ago, back when you'd first started exploring the city on your own.

Memorize your surroundings. Note the details. Create a mental map so that even if you got turned around, even if someone grabbed you and dragged you somewhere unfamiliar, you could find your way back.

Left at the cracked window, you recited silently. Right at the pillar with the face. Straight past the door with the scratch. Then left again, and…

"So," the weirdo's voice cut through your concentration, and your head snapped up, your eyes narrowing. The white-haired boy had slowed his pace slightly, walking alongside you now instead of ahead, his head tilted in that curious, bird-like way of his. "What's your name?"

You hesitated.

It wasn't that you were trying to be difficult — well, maybe you were, but just a little — but there was something about giving your name to someone that felt like handing them a piece of yourself; a piece they could easily use, a piece they could easily exploit. On the streets, names were currency. You didn't give yours away for free.

But I agreed to join this school, you reminded yourself, the memory of that conversation still fresh in your mind. And he's going to be my classmate, apparently. So I should probably tell him my name.

"…Y/N," you said finally, the word coming out a little rougher than you'd intended.

The weirdo's eyebrows rose above the rims of his sunglasses, and his lips curved into a smile that was different from the ones you'd seen before — not mocking, not amused, but genuinely interested.

"Ohhh," he said, nodding slowly, as if you had just confirmed something he'd suspected. "Y/N. Deep darkness." He paused, his blue eyes glinting behind the dark lenses. "Yeah, I think that suits you quite well."

You blinked.

Huh?

You weren't sure what you'd been expecting — maybe a joke about how edgy your name sounded, or a comment about how it was weird, or just a simple acknowledgment and nothing more. But this… this was unexpected.

"What?" you asked, unable to keep the confusion out of your voice. The young boy tilted his head slightly, his brows furrowing. "What do you mean?"

The weirdo's smile widened.

"You didn't know your first name means that?"

Know? Your frown deepened. How the hell was I supposed to know?

To be honest, it had never occurred to you that names had meanings. A name was just a name; something people called you, something you answered to, something that distinguished you from the other street kids and beggars and orphans. You'd never thought about where your name came from, or why your Mom had chosen it, or what it was supposed to represent.

She never told me, you realized, and the thought was strange because it had never bothered you before. She just called me Y/N, and I answered, and that was that.

You shook your head slightly, answering the weirdo's question.

"I didn't know."

Deep darkness.

The words echoed in your mind, strange and heavy. What a gloomy meaning. What a dark meaning. Was that really what your Mom had named you? Had she looked at her newborn son — her tiny, fragile, innocent son — and thought deep darkness was a fitting name?

Maybe she didn't know either, you thought, and the possibility was strangely comforting. Maybe she just liked the way it sounded. Maybe she heard it somewhere and thought it was a pretty name.

Or maybe she did know. Maybe she looked at you — at your dark eyes, your dark hair, the shadows that seemed to cling to you even as a baby — and saw something in you that you couldn't see yourself; something dark, and something deep. Something that would define your entire life.

Maybe she knew exactly what I would become.

"You're associating darkness with negativity, aren't you?"

The weirdo's voice pulled you out of your spiraling thoughts, and you looked up to find the white-haired boy staring straight ahead, a small smile playing on his lips. He wasn't looking at you — well, he wasn't even glancing in your direction — but somehow, impossibly, he seemed to know exactly what you had been thinking.

How the hell does he do that? you wondered, a flicker of unease passing through you. How the hell does he know what I'm thinking?

"Yet, darkness is often seen as a time for introspection and spiritual growth in Japanese culture," the weirdo continued, his voice soft, almost meditative. "The journey into the 'dark' can signify both a path of personal development and the exploration of one's inner self."

You stared at him.

You hadn't expected… this.

You'd expected the white-haired boy to be annoying as hell, sure — that much had been obvious from your first interaction. You'd expected him to be arrogant and condescending and probably a little bit crazy, because only a crazy person would knock out a twelve-year-old and drag them to a secret school and then act like it was no big deal.

But you hadn't expected this.

The softness in the weirdo's voice, the thoughtfulness behind his words, the way he was talking about darkness not as something to be feared, but as something to be explored, something truly meaningful.

He's not what I thought, you realized, and the realization was uncomfortable because it meant you'd been wrong about something, and you didn't like being wrong. He's not just some arrogant rich kid. He's… I don't know what he is. But he's not just that.

"This contrasts with the typical Western association of darkness with negativity," the white-haired boy added, finally turning his head to properly look at you, his blue eyes bright and clear behind his sunglasses. "So when I say your name suits you, I don't mean it in a bad way. I mean it in a… complicated way. A deep way."

Your heart was beating faster.

You didn't know why — you couldn't explain the warmth spreading through your chest, the strange tightness in your throat. Maybe it was the way the weirdo had explained it, the care he'd taken to choose his words, the respect he'd shown for a name that you had never thought twice about. Or maybe it was something else, something you didn't have words for yet.

Maybe Mom did know, you thought, and the thought didn't hurt as much as it should have. Maybe she knew, and she chose it anyway. Not because she thought I'd become something dark and evil, but because she wanted me to… grow. To explore. To find myself.

It was a nice thought. Probably not true — you had learned not to put too much stock in nice thoughts — but nice nonetheless.

You didn't say any of this out loud, of course. You just walked alongside the weirdo, your expression carefully neutral, your thoughts churning beneath the surface like a river under ice.

But Gojo Satoru noticed anyway — of course he did, the perceptive bastard — and his smile widened into something softer when he saw the hint of a smile tugging at the corner of your lips.

There he is, Gojo thought, his gaze lingering on your face for a moment longer than necessary. There's the boy under all those walls.

"So," the weirdo said, breaking the comfortable silence that had settled between you. "What's your last name? Oh, and also, how old are you?" He pointed proudly at himself, his expression bright. "I'm fourteen!"

Your smile — if it had even been a smile — faded.

Fourteen, you thought, studying the weirdo's face. The white-haired boy didn't look fourteen. He looked a bit older, somehow — maybe because of his height, or his confidence, or the way he carried himself like someone who'd never had to answer to anyone. He's only two years older than me, but he seems so much… more.

"I'm twelve," you said simply.

The weirdo's face fell into an exaggerated pout, his lower lip pushing out in a display of theatrical disappointment.

"Only twelve? Man, I was hoping you'd be at least thirteen. Now I feel like I'm babysitting."

"Well, I didn't ask you to take care of me," you muttered, your irritation flaring. "You're the one who kidnapped me, remember?"

"Aggressive recruitment," the weirdo corrected, holding up one finger. "We've been over this."

You just grunted, not dignifying that with a response.

"And your last name?" the weirdo pressed, clearly not willing to let the subject drop. When you just stared at him blankly, he elaborated, "You know, you have a first name and a last name. Like, for example, my name is Gojo Satoru. Gojo is my last name, and Satoru is my first name."

Gojo Satoru, you repeated silently, testing the name in your mind. Finally, a name to put to that annoying face.

It was a good name, you had to admit — strong and confident, with a certain weight to it. It suited the white-haired boy in a way that you couldn't quite articulate.

"I don't have a last name," you said.

Satoru blinked. "Everyone has a last name."

Do they? You had never thought about it. You'd met plenty of people on the streets; beggars, thieves, runaway kids, homeless families, and most of them had only given one name. Maybe they had last names and just didn't use them. Or maybe, like you, they'd never had one to begin with.

"I don't have one," you repeated, your voice flat. "My name is just Y/N."

Satoru was quiet for a moment, his expression unreadable behind his sunglasses. Then he shrugged, his hands coming up to cross behind his head in that casual, unconcerned gesture that seemed to be his default.

"Well, whatever," Satoru said, his voice light. "It's not that important. You can always make one up later if you want. Or don't. Doesn't really matter."

Doesn't really matter, you repeated silently. To him, maybe. To someone who was born with a family and a name and a place in the world.

But you didn't say that.

You just kept walking, your dark brown eyes scanning the hallways, your mind still turning over the meaning of your name and the strange, warm feeling that Satoru's earliest words had sparked in your chest.

You walked in silence for a while after that — not an uncomfortable silence, exactly, but not a comfortable one either. You were still on guard, still watching for threats, still cataloging every detail of your surroundings. But something had shifted between you, some small crack in the wall of hostility you'd built up, and you found yourself not hating Satoru's presence as much as you had an hour ago.

He's still so fucking annoying, you reminded yourself firmly. He's still a kidnapper. He's still hiding things from me. I can't trust him.

But trust and tolerance were different things, and you were willing to tolerate Satoru for now — at least until you figured out your next move.

"Normally," Satoru said, breaking the silence. "I should tell you about the school's rules and security measures and all that useless stuff. Well, technically, it's Professor Yaga who's supposed to tell you about it, but he's not here today, so I'm the one taking care of you."

Your eyes narrowed.

"What do you mean, 'not here'? Where is he?"

Satoru waved his hand dismissively.

"Business. Meetings. Important adult stuff that I don't care about. The point is, it's just you and me today." His smile widened, taking on a mischievous edge. "Which also means you're going to show me your Cursed Technique."

Your steps faltered. "What do you mean—"

"Annnddd ta-da!"

Satoru's voice rose in excitement, and he threw his arms out dramatically, gesturing to the space you'd just entered.

You blinked.

You'd walked out of the building. When had that happened? You'd been so focused on memorizing the hallways that you hadn't even noticed the transition from interior to exterior, from wood floors to grass, from dim light to bright sunshine.

Before you stretched a large field of grass, green and lush, surrounded by several athletic tracks that looked like they'd been maintained with care. The grass was soft — way softer than anything you'd ever felt beneath your feet — and it swayed gently in the light breeze, creating waves of green that rippled outward from an invisible center.

It's beautiful, you thought, and the thought surprised you because you didn't usually notice things like beauty. Beauty was for people who had the luxury of looking at the world instead of just surviving in it.

But this place was beautiful. There was no other word for it.

Satoru walked forward, his shoes leaving faint impressions in the grass, and you followed him, your eyes still taking in the wide field, the tracks, the trees in the distance, the clear blue sky overhead.

"I want you to show me everything you can do," Satoru said once you'd reached the center of the field.

He turned to face you, his hands still in his pockets, his smile still wide and expectant.

You frowned. "Everything I can do?"

"Everything!" Satoru repeated, spreading his arms wide as if to encompass the whole field. "Don't hold back. I want to see it all—your technique, your limits, your potential. Hit me with your best shot."

He wants me to attack him, you realized, and the thought made you uneasy.

The last time you'd tried to attack Satoru, it had ended with you being knocked unconscious and carried off to a strange school. What would happen this time?

"I only know two techniques," you admitted, the words coming out reluctantly. You didn't like admitting your limitations, you didn't like showing weakness, but there was no point in pretending you had more than you did.

Satoru's smile didn't waver.

"Two is already a good number," he said simply. "Quality over quantity, right?"

You weren't sure about that. You'd never had the luxury of being picky about your techniques, but you nodded anyway.

Fine, you thought, squaring your shoulders and facing Satoru directly. If he wants to see, I'll show him. And maybe this time, my attack will actually work.

You closed your eyes for a little moment, centering yourself, calling on the power that lived inside you — the thick, oily energy that had become as familiar as your own heartbeat. It rose to meet you eagerly, almost hungrily, and you felt it flow through your body, gathering in your hand, concentrating around your fist.

「 Decaying Palm 」

When you opened your eyes, your right fist was flooded with concentrated entropy — the familiar rotten-blood-red energy crackling around your knuckles like a living thing. It looked stronger than it had before, maybe because of the energy you'd absorbed from the monster, and you felt a small surge of pride at the sight.

It's getting stronger, you thought. I'm getting stronger.

Satoru's smile, if possible, widened even further.

What an incredible power, Satoru thought, his Six Eyes working overtime to analyze every single detail of your technique. The way the Cursed Energy gathered, the way it condensed around his fist, the way it seemed to hunger for contact. He has an impressive amount of Cursed Energy — more than most kids his age — and his technique is quite powerful. Decomposition, huh? I can see why the higher-ups were scared as hell.

"Hit me with it," Satoru encouraged, his voice calm, almost bored, as if being attacked by a decomposition technique was just another Tuesday for him.

Your jaw tightened.

You knew it would be useless. You'd learned that lesson the last time, when your punch had stopped an inch from Satoru's face, blocked by some invisible force that you still didn't understand. But Satoru had asked you to show everything you could do, and you weren't the kind of person to half-ass something just because it was difficult.

So you attacked.

Your fist flew toward Satoru's face — fast, direct, aimed right between those ridiculous dark sunglasses — and you put everything you had into the punch. Every single ounce of strength, every single drop of Cursed Energy, every single bit of frustration and anger and determination that had been building inside you for three years.

The punch never landed.

Just like the last time, something stopped it — something invisible, something infinite, something that seemed to stretch between your fist and Satoru's face like an unbridgeable gap. 「 Decaying Palm 」 activated, the decomposition spreading outward from your knuckles, but there was absolutely nothing to decompose, absolutely nothing to rot, and absolutely nothing to destroy.

Why? Your frustration spiked, hot and sharp. Why doesn't it work on him?

If you'd been paying attention — if you'd been looking at Satoru's face instead of your own failing fist — you might have noticed the way Satoru's eyes had narrowed behind his sunglasses, the way his smile had sharpened into something more focused, more analytical.

If I didn't have Infinity, Satoru thought, watching the way your technique spread and dissipated against his barrier. And if Y/N's technique were a little more powerful, I would have had to block that attack with my reinforced arm. Which means my Cursed Energy would have constantly struggled against the decomposition, fighting to keep my arm from rotting away.

It was a close thing. Too close, maybe, for someone who was supposed to be the strongest.

Incredible, Satoru thought, and the excitement bubbling in his chest was almost childlike. This boy is truly incredible.

"Truly incredible," he murmured out loud, and you, who were still staring at your fist, still trying to understand why the hell your attack had failed, didn't hear him.

Your mind was racing, frustration and confusion tangling together into a knot of emotion that made your chest tight and your jaw ache. You'd used 「 Decaying Palm 」 on humans before — on grown men, on criminals, on people who'd tried to hurt you. And it had worked. Every single time. Their flesh had rotted, their bones had crumbled, their bodies had fallen apart beneath your hands.

So why? Why did it work on everyone except Satoru?

Is it me? you wondered, the thought bitter and sharp. Am I too weak? Is my technique not strong enough? Or is it him? Is he just… too powerful?

You didn't know. You hated not knowing. You hated feeling weak, helpless, like a mouse being toyed with by a cat.

I need to get stronger, you thought, the resolve hardening in your chest like steel. I need to become strong enough that no one — not Satoru, not the higher-ups, not anyone — can ever make me feel like this again.

"And your absorption technique?" Satoru's voice cut through your thoughts, and you looked up to find the white-haired boy watching you with that same intense, analytical gaze. "How does it work?"

Your frown deepened. "What about it?"

"What's the process?" Satoru asked, stepping closer, his curiosity evident in every single line of his body. "How do you do it? What does it feel like?" He paused, his blue eyes gleaming. "Do it on me."

You blinked.

On him?

You hadn't considered that. The absorption technique — you'd only used it once, and that had been on a monster that was already half-dead, a creature that had no will of its own, no resistance to offer. Using it on a human… on Satoru… that was different. That was dangerous.

I don't even know if it works on humans, you thought, your mind racing through the possibilities. What if I try and nothing happens? What if I try and something goes wrong? What if I accidentally hurt him?

Not that you'd mind hurting Satoru, necessarily — the white-haired boy deserved a little pain after everything he'd put you through. But if the absorption technique went wrong, it could hurt you too. You had no idea what the consequences might be.

"I don't know if it works on humans," you said finally, your dark brown eyes meeting Satoru's sunglasses-covered gaze. "I only used it once, and it was against a monster that was about to die."

Satoru hummed thoughtfully, his fingers coming up to stroke his chin in an exaggerated thinking pose.

"Hmm," he said, drawing the sound out. "Let's try it anyway. If it doesn't work, well… oh well!" He shrugged, his smile returning. "No harm, no foul, right?"

You weren't really sure you agreed with that assessment — there could definitely be harm, and there could definitely be foul — but you nodded anyway.

It doesn't cost anything to try, you told yourself. If it doesn't work, I'll just say I told him so. If it does work… then I'll learn something new about my powers.

Either way, it was a win.

"Yeah, okay," you said softly, more to yourself than to Satoru. "Okay."

You closed your eyes.

The first step, you'd learned this morning, was to not think too much. The absorption technique wasn't like 「 Decaying Palm 」, which required focus and intention and a clear target. It was more… instinctual, and more natural. It worked best when you stopped trying to force it and just let your body do what it knew how to do.

Don't think about anything, you told yourself, taking a slow breath. Completely relax your body. Let the energy flow. Don't force it, don't control it, just… let it happen.

You felt the shift almost immediately — the way your entropy technique reversed, the way the energy inside you changed from destructive to attractive. It was like flipping a switch, like turning a key in a lock, like something clicking into place that you hadn't even known was there.

Yes, you thought, excitement bubbling beneath your carefully neutral expression. This is it. This is the same feeling as this morning.

You opened your eyes.

Satoru was standing close — closer than you'd realized, close enough that you could see the individual strands of white hair falling across his forehead, the way his sunglasses sat slightly askew on his nose.

He's taller than me, you thought, the observation almost reflexive. Way taller. It's annoying.

Without thinking about it, without planning or strategizing or talking yourself into it or anything, you reached out and grabbed Satoru's hand.

Satoru's eyebrows rose.

It was a small reaction — barely noticeable, really — but you caught it, and something flickered in your chest that might have been satisfaction. It was nice, knowing you could surprise the white-haired boy. It was nice, knowing that Satoru didn't have an answer for everything.

"I need to be in contact with your body," you explained, your voice matter-of-fact. "That's how the absorption works; with physical contact."

"Oh yeah?" Satoru's smile returned, and something shifted in his expression — something that you couldn't quite read. "Makes sense, I guess."

And then, impossibly, unbelievably, you felt it.

The barrier. The invisible something that had blocked your attacks, that had stopped your punches, that had made you feel weak and helpless and useless. It was gone. It had faded, dissipated like morning mist under the Sun.

He deactivated it, you realized, and the thought sent a shock through your system. He completely turned off his defense. For me. For this.

Why? Why would Satoru do something so reckless, so dangerous, so stupid? You'd known each other for less than a day. You weren't friends. You weren't even allies, really, not in any meaningful sense. You had tried to kill him, and Satoru had every reason to keep his guard up.

Unless… The thought was really strange, almost uncomfortable. Unless he trusts me. Or unless he's so confident in his own strength that he doesn't think I'm a threat, even without his barrier.

Either way, it was an opportunity. If you wanted to attack — really attack, with intent to kill — you could do it now. Your hand was already on Satoru's skin. Your technique was already primed. One push, one surge of Cursed Energy, and you could make the white-haired boy's hand rot away.

I could hurt him, you thought, and the knowledge was, in all honesty… tempting. I could make him pay for kidnapping me, for knocking me out, for dragging me to this place without my consent.

But you didn't.

You weren't sure why — maybe it was the memory of Satoru's words about darkness and introspection, or the way Satoru had smiled when he'd said your name suited you, or the simple fact that Satoru had deactivated his barrier and was letting you touch him without any apparent fear.

He's trusting me, you realized, and the realization was unsettling. Even though I've given him no reason to. Even though I've tried to hurt him. He's trusting me anyway.

You didn't know what to do with that.

"I'm going to start," you said, your voice quieter than you'd initially intended.

"Knock yourself out," Satoru replied, and his voice was light, casual, like he wasn't offering himself up as a test subject for a technique that could potentially kill him.

You nodded, your eyes fixed on your hand holding Satoru's larger one. You tried not to overthink it — you tried to just do, the way you had with the monster yesterday.

And then you pulled.

Not physically, as your body didn't move, your arm didn't tense, your fingers didn't curl. But you pulled with your Cursed Energy, with the technique that lived inside you, with the part of yourself that hungered for more.

The effect was immediate.

Just like this morning, your entropy technique reversed. Instead of decomposing, it attracted. Instead of pushing out, it pulled in. And Satoru's Cursed Energy — warm and bright and enormous — began to flow into you.

Your breath caught.

The streams of light blue energy were visible even to your untrained eyes, flowing from Satoru's hand into your own, mingling with your rust-red aura in a dance of color and light. The sensation was… not unpleasant. Different from the monster, certainly. The monster's energy had been cold and slimy, leaving an unpleasant aftertaste in your soul, like drinking water from a polluted stream.

But Satoru's energy was different; it was clean and warm, almost friendly, if energy could be friendly. It flowed into you smoothly, easily, like water finding its level, and you felt your own reserves expand to accommodate it.

This is incredible, you thought, your eyes widening. I can feel myself getting stronger. Right now. In real time.

But there was a problem.

Satoru's energy wasn't just warm and clean — it was also vast and endless. An ocean compared to the small pond that was your current reserves. The more you absorbed, the more you realized just how much there was to absorb, and your mind struggled to comprehend the scale of it.

How much Cursed Energy does this weirdo have? you wondered with sweat beading on your forehead. Doesn't he have any limits?

You could feel yourself straining; not physically, but mentally. Your mind was trying to process the influx of energy, trying to integrate it into your existing reserves, trying to keep up with the flow. But there was too much. Too fast. Too big.

I can't… I can't keep up…

But you didn't want to stop, because every single second you held on, every drop of energy you absorbed, made you stronger, made your reserves larger, made your techniques more powerful. This was what you'd wanted, wasn't it? This was the path to becoming strong enough that no one could ever hurt you again.

Just a little more, you told yourself, tightening your grip on Satoru's hand. Just a little more, and then I'll stop.

But 'just a little more' turned into 'just a little more', and then 'just a little more' again, and you could feel yourself starting to slip — your consciousness fraying at the edges, your thoughts growing fuzzy and disconnected.

No, you thought, fighting against the pull of unconsciousness. Not yet. I'm not done yet.

But your body had other ideas.

Satoru watched, fascinated, as your technique worked its magic.

You were completely enveloped in your rust-red energy now, with streaks of Satoru's own light blue weaving through it like veins of precious metal through stone. Your eyes — those dark, expressive eyes that had been so full of suspicion and hostility just moments ago — were burning with the dominant color of Satoru's Cursed Nature, bright and clear and beautiful.

Fascinating, Satoru thought, his Six Eyes recording every detail of the process. His reserves are expanding in real time. I can see them growing, adapting, making room for my energy. It's like watching a muscle flex.

He'd never seen anything like it.

Absorption techniques weren't unheard of; there were records, histories, legends about sorcerers who could consume Cursed Spirits and incorporate their energy into their own. But those were usually unstable, temporary, prone to backlash and corruption.

Your technique was different. It was clean. The energy you absorbed didn't fight you, didn't try to change you, didn't leave any trace of the original owner behind. It just… became yours, as if it had always belonged to you.

Incredible, Satoru thought again, and he felt a smile spreading across his face — not his usual smirk, not his performative grin, but something genuine, something almost… tender. This boy is fucking incredible.

Satoru tightened his grip on your hand, not wanting to let go, desperately wanting to see just how much you could absorb, how far your technique could stretch, what your limits might be.

But then—

"I think I'm going to…" Your voice was slurred, barely audible, and Satoru's eyes snapped to your face.

Your expression had changed; the intensity was completely gone, replaced by something softer, more vulnerable. Your eyes were half-closed, your lashes fluttering, and your grip on Satoru's hand had loosened.

"I… I think I'm going to…" you tried again, but the words trailed off into nothing.

And then you slumped forward.

Satoru caught you instinctively, one of his arms wrapping around your frail shoulders, holding you upright. Your forehead came to rest against Satoru's chest, your messy brown hair falling across your face, your breathing slow and even.

He fell asleep, Satoru realized, and he couldn't help the small laugh that escaped him. He literally absorbed so much of my energy that he passed out.

"Seriously?" Satoru said out loud, shaking his head in amused disbelief.

Satoru looked down at you — at your pale skin, your dark lashes, the faint scars visible on your small hands and neck. Up close, you looked even younger than twelve, even more fragile, and even more broken. There was a weariness to you that went beyond physical exhaustion, a sadness etched into the lines of your face that spoke of losses too numerous to count.

He really does look like a little abandoned puppy, Satoru thought, his smile softening even more. All alone in the world, fighting tooth and nail just to survive. No wonder he's so angry all the time.

Satoru adjusted his grip, pulling you closer, supporting your weight more securely. You were light, way too light, lighter than you should be, and Satoru could feel the faint ridges of your ribs through your thin shirt.

He hasn't been eating enough, Satoru realized, and the thought made something twist in his chest. He probably hasn't been eating enough his whole life.

That would change.

If you were going to be a student at Jujutsu High — if you were going to be under Satoru's care, whether you liked it or not — then Satoru was going to make sure you had enough to eat. Three meals a day, plus a lot of snacks. Maybe some extra portions to help you bulk up. And a real bed to sleep in, with real blankets, in a real room with four walls and a door that locked.

He's going to hate it, Satoru thought, and the thought was almost funny. He's going to hate me fussing over him, trying to take care of him. He's going to act like he doesn't need anyone, doesn't want anyone, doesn't care about anything.

But Satoru had seen the hint of a smile on your face when he'd talked about your name. Satoru had seen the way your eyes had softened, even if just a little, when you'd grabbed his hand. Satoru had seen the vulnerability beneath the anger, the hurt beneath the hostility.

He's not as tough as he pretends to be, Satoru thought. Underneath all those walls, he's just a kid. A scared, lonely, traumatized kid who's been through more than anyone should have to endure.

Satoru lowered himself to the ground, sinking into the soft grass, bringing you with him.

He arranged you both carefully — your head resting on his torso, your body curled slightly, your breathing still deep and even. Satoru's sunglasses had fallen off at some point, landing in the grass beside him, but he didn't bother to pick them up. The sun wasn't that bright, and Satoru liked the way it felt on his face — warm and gentle, like a reminder that the world wasn't all darkness.

He lay back, his arms coming up to rest behind his head, and stared up at the clear blue sky. The grass was soft beneath him, the breeze was light, and your weight against his chest was… comforting, actually.

I hope we become good friends, Satoru thought, the words forming silently in his peaceful mind. I know you don't trust me. I know you think I'm annoying as hell and arrogant and probably a little crazy. And you're right — I am all of those things. But I'm also… I don't know. I'm also someone who wants to help you. Someone who sees something in you that you can't see in yourself.

Satoru closed his eyes, letting the warmth of the sun wash over him, letting the gentle rise and fall of your breathing lull him into a state of peaceful stillness.

He's really going to kill me when he wakes up, Satoru thought, and he couldn't help the small, adorable giggle that escaped him. But honestly, it'll be worth it.

The afternoon sun continued its slow arc across the sky, and the two boys lay together in the grass — one asleep, one drifting — united by circumstances neither of them had chosen, connected by a bond that was still fragile and new but held the potential for something more.

You, without knowing it, had taken the first step toward a future you'd never imagined for yourself. And Satoru, without saying it out loud, had made a promise to protect that very future — no matter what it cost him.

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note ∘ ∘ ∘ reader is definitely gonna kill satoru the moment he wakes up lmao 😭 PS: if you’re confused about why the reader’s name actually has a meaning, it’s because this book was originally written with an original male character before i turned it into a male reader fic for tumblr 🤓☝🏼 my OC’s name is kurayami, which means 'deep darkness' !!