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maneater2008

changing my hole personality for 2023

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capriedainty13

Control is addictive.

Saying NO is addictive. Having your brainpower over your hunger & body desires is addictive.

Let the world spiral & unravel. But MY body stays under MY control.

itgirlslim

body dysmorphia is a bitch but also clothing companies exacerbate that shit for profit, like i've finally accepted i'm an eu36/us4/s but i ordered a vintage pair of designer low waist 36 jeans and i am CONVINCED i'll get them in the mail and they'll be too tight because it's designer obviously the label isn't going to mean anything but also because even jeans that are supposed to fit me look and feel like they don't

itgirlslim

update they juuuuuust fit

the early 2000s really were the worst

it is absolutely evil how my restrictive ed can use my arfid against me, i fucking hate this. nausea is the worst why would i do this to myself

rexiexoxo

body dysmorphia

im considering quitting my dance class because i cant spend so much time looking at myself in the mirror. i have no idea what i look like. sometimes i can see my ribs and bones and sometimes my stomach is basically exploding out of my pants. sometimes my face is chiseled and small and sometimes my face is just so round and structureless. i wish i just knew what everyone else saw. i constantly feel like im looking in a funhouse mirror.

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body dysmorphia is a bitch but also clothing companies exacerbate that shit for profit, like i've finally accepted i'm an eu36/us4/s but i ordered a vintage pair of designer low waist 36 jeans and i am CONVINCED i'll get them in the mail and they'll be too tight because it's designer obviously the label isn't going to mean anything but also because even jeans that are supposed to fit me look and feel like they don't

#body dysmorphia #jeans politics

ed a triggering ed b and ed b triggering ed a and the cycle continues it never stops

the food safety TRAUMA of getting food poisoning twice in one month

#arfid

baked beans >>>>>>>

#that's it that's the post

unheard-defaced-deactivated2022

Autism in LU form. That is how I’m doing this now.

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notabled-noodle

sending love to people who have multiple eating disorders, or who have an eating disorder that is complex in nature.

you deserve to recover, even if your symptoms are atypical. even if you’re worried that it’s not bad enough, or that it “doesn’t count”. you deserve to find a way through this.

balancing macros with deficit is hard :(

but i'm happy with last week

having been very consistent with my workouts also makes me happy

weekly average intake: 1540 cal

cals burned (week): 12.675

#tracking #macros #calorie deficit #high protein diet #tw edd #high res #orthorexx #tw calories #arfid

angelisproductive

me and my little fitness and nutrition youtube videos every morning

reasons why i'm doing this (hopefully successful body recomp):

1. restarting my metabolism and changing my lifestyle so i don't have to worry about fat mass/weight long term, only muscle maintenance

2. visible muscle tone (abs! & back)

3. slimmer face

4. get noticed by modeling agencies & clients easier

5. looking good from all angles

6. ergo not having to worry about performing on stage etc.

7. building stamina & endurance

8. stronger skeletal musculature for joint support

9. not having to dislike the way fat sits on my stomach & thighs because it's not there anymore/has been redistributed

10. the sheer ego of just wanting to be able to do pull-ups to show off (& for practical reasons)

11. rounder glutes

12. slim toned body in general

#tw edd #orthorexx

which demon do i thank for the fact that the last place i lose fat is my tits

#blessed

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watch to see what happens if you don‘t quit and start believing in yourself #transformation

#fitspo

wearing extra leggings under clothes because feeling cold all the time 🤝 wearing the extra tight pair of leggings until they're not anymore for discomfort/motivation

#tw edd

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