/wading waist deep/

Things I never thought would take over my conscience and influence me in the same ways that they did when I was younger. But I'm not about to let them overtake me. 

Bit by bit, I'm going to work on my technique and hopefully begin a 6 to seven part series of conceptual work that targets my daily struggles and insecurities.

 I'm excited to begin working on it, but also terrified at the same time because I generally don't like to openly share these things with people.

That being said, this project is entirely for myself; to help me face the very things I fear or over-analyze or hate, and to accept those feelings, characteristics, and aspects of my life that I would much rather run away from. I want to know why I feel that way about these things. And maybe if I do this project, I will find some answers.