Hey hey heyyy!!
been quite some time, it was quite the busy phase with its ups and downs
ngl I feel like I changed, a lot too, there hasn't been an end of year that was like this one of 2025, feels almost like a radical change, lessons I learnt the hard way, realizing many things, that I am no longer the child I was, and that I really became an adult, which is...scary ngl, sometimes I am like "what if I was never ready for this?"
but then, I knew that I had no choice but to accept this change, because this is life, things aren't going to be the same as they were, and the more you fight it, the more tired you get
so, yes, its a new life, bad or not? can't tell, but we gotta adjust at thr end of the day
hopefully this blog and my art will remain that last beautiful spot in which I can be my very young self without any shame, without overthinking, withough having to be the 'adult' who just accepts hardships and learn to adopt to them
can't describe this feeling inside of me, perhaps a sadness mixed with...acceptance? calm acceptance yeah
this might sound like some stupid poetic essay or me speaking like a philosopher lol but I had to let go of whats inside of me
hopefully, I will find my place and my people, and even if I don't, its okay, I will do what I love and express myself freely
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