I am gods only creation

a racist white person who made an offensive joke that she has only acknowledged today, when trying to return to tumblr. She ignored criticism from POC over it for years. Once more, her fanfiction features DEEPLY racist caricatures of Native people,

lesbophobic,

a writer of graphic fanfiction that fetishizes rape, forced impregnation and domestic abuse. Her fic also features the death of a Native woman–whose pregnant body has been described in a disgusting manner for the entire story–in a graphic, violent, dehumanizing birth sequence which exists only to further a white protagonist’s arc. (This is made all the more heinous when you remember that Native women, in reality, have a higher rate of dying in childbirth due to institutional racism),

an artist who drew graphic rape, then happily mocked people who were triggered by it,

someone who, despite being in her 30s and writing such content, interacts with minors (she added “minors DNI” to her blog just now in an attempt to hide this fact),

a liar, who claims she was doxxed (she never was) and that people who criticize her fetishes and bigotry were “stalking” her (we were not).

I do not speak often about my trauma here, but here is something that I feel I need to share now to drive home why I despise this person: when I was a teenager, I was emotionally abused by someone I trusted. I was repeatedly raped, which resulted in me becoming pregnant at fifteen and needing an abortion.

As someone who endured the very thing that YJJ sexualizes, romanticizes and normalizes in her work and blatantly fetishizes, I can say without hesitation that she is a cruel, vile person who cares more about getting off than real human beings. 

Rape is not sexy. Forced impregnation is not sexy. Domestic abuse is not sexy. The pain of people like me does not exist to feed her disturbing paraphilias. Normalizing, sexualizing and romanticizing these things in one’s art has actual real life consequences–and this I can say as a social worker.

Once more, as an indigenous woman who recently gave birth to her first child and has read how YJJ writes us in general and when we’re pregnant, I can also say this without pause: she is truly racist as fuck.

(I do not condone the harassment of yesjejunus or anyone else listed in the doc. It’s best to block and move on; YJJ has shown she enjoys being inflammatory and hurting people, and so do several of her cronies.)

TL;DR YJJ writes, draws and fetishizes r/pe, abuse, forced pregnancy and huge age gaps. She’s also written and drawn racist depictions of indigenous people and engages with young/underage fans, possibly grooming them into supporting her and her belief that fiction doesn’t affect reality. Here’s a doc of the full callout. I made this because I was tired of constantly searching for old callouts and evidence every time she was brought up, and threw it all into one doc for an easy link. I’ve also pasted the contents of the doc under the cut-off of this post.

So, here’s what I’ve been told: @/fallout-lou-begas in particular (but other mutuals of YJJ too) went and reblogged a bunch of YJJ’s fanart all at the same time, praising it through the tags. Likely either a way to stroke her ego, or to promo her, or both. Then they start posting and reposting her art for her (thanks friends who will not be named for the scs);

and lou-begas keeps people up-to-date on what YJJ’s been up to;

and more recently lou-begas got an anon blatantly sent by YJJ to make it appear as though the people who have rightfully criticized her are repentant and the things she did were actually okay. Lou-begas responded by telling people how to apologize to her;

(TL;DR “give up your evil anti ways and maybe YJJ will not hate you”. Also, YJJ liked the post lmao)

If this doesn’t look like promotion and YJJ trying to get back into the fandom’s good graces, I don’t know what will. I wasn’t gonna make a post about this originally on account of I’d probably just annoy some people and get accused of being obsessed or some shit again, but I think it’s worth reminding people that this shouldn’t (and, I think won’t) happen.

Here’s the thing, though. The fandom has changed drastically the past few months. People who were bullied off by YJJ and her cronies have returned to the fandom, I haven’t seen anyone I follow reblog from her friends since, and overall things have just gotten way too good to let someone like YJJ actually thrive outside of her circle. I’m pretty sure if she does make a return, it won’t go well for her. And if she really does, I’ve still got that callout to repost and reblog. And you can’t mass report a Google doc.