Personal

NOPE

It’s alien and new to me. But for the good.... surely?

Health and well-being. I’m accepting perfection is impossible. I’m losing some of my inhibitions, learning to love me and be happy

So I’m no longer trusting any man to be a good friend. How hard is it to be a friend and not want to fuck me. I’m so angry and disgusted. So much progress gone to shit. And I can’t even get into counselling for months.

Things are falling into place. I’m able to break down my reasoning, rationalise and stop restricting my mindset. It’s a long way to go but on my way to a healthy mind and a healthy body. My soul is fucked though.. hello Satan friendship please?

Is gone... or close enough. I have never been so happy and my thoughts have never been so clear. I love my partner, I’m progressing in my career, my mental health is improving and my physical manifestations of mental issues are lessening every day. I’m in love! And I have a home I’m investing in and a life I’m developing. I’m amazed. I never would have thought that this was possible... but happiness exists.