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How does it feel to be human now? To be a human interpellated by this event of the Anthropocene? With its slow violence (Rob Nixon), itâsweird hyperobjects (Timothy Morton), itâs coming barbarism (Isabelle Stengers), where dystopias become doxa, where there is, as GĂźnther Anders put it when confronting the nuclear age: an absence of the future? It is hard enough to know how to feel when someone dies, let alone when a world dies.
The thing about the Anthropocene is that âalthough it began with us, it will end without usâŚâ (5) To even think it is to find oneself in a space of myth as well as science. âThe semiotic regime of myth, perfectly indifferent to the empirical truth or falsity of its contents, comes into play whenever the relation between humans as such and the most general conditions of existence imposes itself as a problem for reason.â (6)
A cannibal metaphysics might come in handy now. If Amerindian myths are also a philosophy, then occidental philosophy might also have the structures and genesis of myths. Even if those myths are passing: âIntriguingly enough, everything takes place as if, of the three great transcendental ideas identified by Kant â God, Soul and World, respectively the objects of theology, psychology, and cosmology â we are now watching the downfall of the last.â (9)
In the Anthropocene, humans move from a biological to a geological agent. As such, itâs the collapse of a supposedly foundational distinction between the cosmological and the anthropological that might found the myth we call modernity, with its bifurcated and stratified order of the human versus the world. The thought of the end of a world poses a problem of the beginnings of both world and thought. How are world and thought correlated? The terms in play here beg for a semiotic square on which to arrange them.
The myth of Eden is as world before humans that is a world for humans, a world that is providential. Eden persists in the modern idea of wilderness. The word used to mean a barren place, but became sublime. Wilderness became a positive version of the world without humans for an environmentalism that thinks of humans as external to it and denaturing. Interestingly, in the myth of the Garden of Eden it is surrounded by wilderness in the old sense, but for the moderns the two become the same.
If Eden is a world before the human, thereâs also a world after it, perhaps best known from the novel The Earth Abides by George Stewart, or the nonfiction book The World Without Us, by Alan Weisman. Thereâs also versions of the human after the world, as having lost its world â the spiritual crisis of the moderns, who lost their God and their dwelling-place. Then thereâs the modern who does not lose but abolishes the world by Promethean conquest. The world is made over as human, clear-felled by labor or industry, producing Heideggerâs metaphysical clearing. âFor all its openness, the Clearing cannot but project an inverted image of its external double, the vast, ferocious wilderness surrounding the Garden of Eden.â (29)
It is strange how the social construction of reality became in reality the capitalist destruction of the planet. âEspecially in its post-Romantic phase, first with the various existentialisms and, later, with post-modern constructionisms, the rift between subject and world becomes⌠an absolute ontological incommensurability that expresses itself in two complimentary mythical figures: that of the worldâs disappearance, absorbed by the Subject and transformed into his Object (a social construction, a projection of language, a phantasm of desire); but also that of the Subjectâs disappearance, absorbed by the world and made a thing among things, an organic contraption assembled by a blind watchmaker. The crisis of what would come to be known as correlationism effectively began long before the name was coined.â (29)
Against the world of worldless people, Quentin Meillassoux proposes the (conceptual) erasure of the human from the world. Meillassouxâs world is without a subject, dead, âglacial.â It is like Kant in reverse, in that with Kant, losing the dogmatic world of metaphysical philosophy meant turning inwards, to a marking-out of the limits of the subject. After Kant, there would be no world other than via the internality of the subject, leading to the loss of the great outdoors. But the detour through the subject gives license to theological temptations. For Meillassoux, the erasure of subject is an erasure of the temptation of the divine.
If for Meillassoux the world without a subject is without order, a hyper-chaos, for Ray Brassier (following Nick Land) it is fundamentally dead, always and already dead. His is a radical disenchantment of the world, thought from the perspective of extinction. The death drive becomes a cosmological principle. The way to affirm being is to deny life and sentience.
Here de Castro and Danowski would rather follow Steven Shaviro, whose solution is quite the reverse: the world is not only alive but sentient. For Shaviro, Meillassoux and Brassierâs assumption that matter is passive, inert, dead, insentient, indifferent, chaotic only re-introduces human exceptionalism in negative, resulting in âa curious negative idealism, a weird cadaverous subjectalism.â (35) Itâs donut anthropocentrism, empty at the core.
de Castro and Danowski question the timing of this. Why this quandrant of the mythic universe of western thought, now that the Anthropocene cannot be denied? âThe anti-correlationism of Meillassoux and other materialist metaphysicians of his generation therefore sounds, probably against their explicit intentions, as a pathetic cry of protest, if not a magical formula of exorcism or disavowal, against the forebodingly realizing power of thought, at least in our humble terrestrial abode.â (36)
If there is a world without us, then there is also an us without a world. It is perhaps what movies like Mad Max: Fury Road are about, or Cormac McCarthyâs The Road, which elsewhere I have described as a negative passion play. A more Promethean version (found much earlier in JD Bernal) is now called the singularity, in which worldless humans, overcome species-being and worldly limits: âWe will no longer be accountable to the world.â (47) Everything will be human, or at least Californian.
A variant of this is ecomodernism, with its promise of a good Anthropocene. (Good for who?) It is basically business as usual, and nature once again as providence. Curiously, we are to have no more resentments, but to feel instead a gratitude to the world. It is, as de Castro and Danowsk wryly note, a âmarriage of Nietzsche and Pollyanna.â (48) If there is not world enough for the commodity, then the production of commodities must continue beyond the world. Capital is to be re-enchanted as a magical agent.The left wing variant is accelerationism. âThe accelerationists basic intuition is that a certain world, which has already ended, must finish ending, that is, fully actualize its inexistence.â (51) It looks forward to the full subsumption of nature into second nature, and then âthe only way to conjure an Outside is to produce it from inside by driving the capitalist machine into overdriveâŚâ (51) If the right wing version wants to re-enchant capital; the left wing version wants to believe again in the state.
âAccelerationists believe that âweâ must choose between the animal that we were and the machine that we shall be. In their materialist angelology, what they propose is, in short, a world without us, but made by us. Reciprocally, they imagine a post-human species re-created by a hyper-capitalist âmaterial platformâ â but without capitalists. A nature denatured by un-man. A materialism, at long last (!), spiritualized.â (57) Its Hegel for cyborgs. Labor spiritualizes the world. The becoming human of the world is the becoming worldly of the human.
Thus we have so far three quadrants of a semiotic square. The first is the world before humans: Eden (a world for humans); Meillassoux world that is indifferent to us. The second is the world after humans: Brassierâs extinction, The World Without Us, environmentalists who want to restore some wilderness-Eden somewhere. The third is humans after the world: as excluded from it, in existentialism, or living on badly after it (Mad Max, The Road), or living well after it: the ecomodernism (right version), accelerationism (left version). Here too is the Hegelian dream of a future overcoming of the difference.
The quadrant unexplored in this taxonomy might be that of the human as preceding the world. Rather than subtract the human from correlation with the world, subtract the world â but at the beginning. The Amerindian myths Viveiros anatomized in Cannibal Metaphysics can now take its place in a larger schema. As we saw, various subsets of the human changed into other species, or into things. The part that did not change remained human. If in the west one is inclined to think of humans as the future and animals as the past, here is the reverse: A structure for thought that rather does away with attempts to find what is special in a human development out of the animal, but it language, labor, law, desire, culture, history, or a future.
There might be a corresponding Amerindian concept of time, a non-modern one lacking modernityâs distinctive, non-transitive quality, opening on to an ethnographic present rather than an historical present. This present epoch began when humans ceased becoming-other, ending a mythic, virtual time of transformations. A worldless humanity gives way to a world peopled by multiple peoples. The human is the active principle at the origin of a diverse world. It is a sort of inverse Garden of Eden. Humans came first. Nature separates itself from culture. Amerindian myth is not one with an âenvironmentâ that is external to the social. Rather, there are multiple forms of the social, populated by different species, each of which appears to its own kind as human. Every encounter with another species is war and diplomacy, embedded in a cosmopolitics.
McKenzie Wark, âEduardo Viveiros de Castro: In and Against the Human,â Verso (x)
As time goes on, youâll understand. What lasts, lasts; what doesnât, doesnât. Time solves most things. And what time canât solve, you have to solve yourself.
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If you love deeply, youâre going to get hurt badly. But itâs still worth it.
C.S. Lewis (via wordsnquotes)
Iâm in competition with myself and Iâm losing.
Roger Waters (via wordsnquotes)

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February 2017
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COLUMBUS, OHâMarveling at how well preserved the archaic opinions were, a team of archaeologists from the Smithsonian Institution announced Thursday the discovery of a fully intact 17th-century belief system in Ohio congressman Jim Jordan (R-OH). âItâs just extraordinary to come across a perspective that dates back to the the mid-1600s and shows absolutely no signs of decay,â said Dr. Claire Goedde, explaining that while itâs not uncommon to encounter partial remains of convictions from that era, itâs exceedingly rare to recover a specimen this pristine. âAll the 400-year-old viewpoints remain almost completely untouched, from religionâs place in society to the rights of women to the attitude toward science. I can only imagine the insights this single sample will provide as to how people who lived centuries ago saw the world around them.â Goedde added, however, that the congressmanâs belief system was fragile even in near-perfect condition and could deteriorate rapidly if examined too much.
Where does a thought go when itâs forgotten?
Sigmund Freud (via wordsnquotes)
My heart is so tired.
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I have this strange feeling that Iâm not myself anymore. Itâs hard to put into words, but I guess itâs like I was fast asleep, and someone came, disassembled me, and hurriedly put me back together again. That sort of feeling.
Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart (via wordsnquotes)

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