but the greatest of these is Love;

24/10 currently on repeat. Oh, I've been low, but dammit I bet it don't show, It was heaven a moment ago Oh, I had it, almost We had it, almost so much has changed since my last post. dreaming about a solo trip to Australia... just me and God, against the world. might just make it happen when the travel bubble is in place.

15/9 and I'll be here when the sun sets and I'll be here till our final breath

10/8 this worship set is truly God-sent. it has been my companion on many late nights - bible reading, reflection, struggles, tears. tonight is one of those nights. 

20/6 Happy Father’s Day, Abba. I belong to You. Thankful for a Heavenly Father who is perfect in all of His ways. The One whom I can run to in my darkest moments, my anchor, hope, guide, protector, comforter, strength, prince of peace. The One who knows the depths of my brokenness and sinfulness, and loves me in spite of. The One who is faithful till the end of time. The One who is my perfect role model - without whom I’d be so lost. The One who turns ashes to beauty. The One whom I can trust my heart and life with. I love You Dad.

29/5 one day I’ll look back on this post and marvel at His goodness and mercy. until that day, just.keep.showing.up.

15/4 for me, only Jesus. take me back to that place, Lord.

22/3 You’re all that I need the most beautiful thing that my heart has ever seen catch me up, in Your glory.

5/3 “Bunyan takes us into the workings of this love: It is common for equals to love, and for superiors to be beloved; but for the King of princes, for the Son of God, for Jesus Christ to love man thus: this is amazing, and that so much the more, for that man the object of his love, is so low, so mean, so vile, so undeserving, and so inconsiderable, as by the scriptures, everywhere he is described to be. He is called God, the King of glory. But the person fo him beloved, are called transgressors, sinners, enemies, dust and ashes, fleas, worms, shadows, vapours, vile, filthy, sinful, unclean, ungodly fools, madmen. And now is it not to be wondered at, and are we not to be affected herewith, saying, And will you set your eye upon such a one? But how much more when He will set his heart upon us? Love in him is essential to his being. God is love; Christ is God; therefore Christ is love, love naturally. He may as well cease to be, as cease to love… Love from Christ requires no taking beauteousness in the object to be beloved. It can act of and from itself, without all such kind of dependencies. The Lord Jesus sets his heart to love them.”

5/1 NTS - #1 a HEALTHY person #2 a FAITHFUL friend #3 an AUTHENTIC leader #4 a CONSISTENT witness

FAMBAM. Let’s go!

12/12 This morning was rough. I haven’t been challenged in this way in a while and it was overwhelming to say the least. Nevertheless, I’m still extremely thankful for the opportunity to be on set, to be learning from some of the best - not purely because of the skillfulness of their hands, but the purity of their hearts to advance God’s kingdom. So many thoughts running through the brainz but for now, I need a good night’s sleep.

21/11 wanted to hop on somewhere to give thanks for today :) nothing big or significant happened, but it was a pretty productive day at work and enjoyed cell afterwards. most importantly, God spoke. :’)

7/11 I’m really thankful for life and for all that I’ve been given. But the past week has been pretty rough and I think this might go on for a while. What do I do when I struggle to trust that God can do the impossible? I lean on the faith of others. Feeling especially thankful for the cell tonight, for a community who is willing to share my burdens and carry them when I lack the strength to go on. The wrestle has been real - when I know I serve a God who has defeated the power of sin and death, yet coming to terms with the knowledge that healing may not come on this side of eternity in the way I so eagerly hope for. Tonight, I struggle. Not with a sense of despair, but with hope that’s built on the solid Rock.

You’re still my first Love You’re still my only One. may the flame of my heart always be lit. wrecked.

17/8 listening to this song makes me emotional. I remember putting this on replay on the night of my panic attack and was literally clinging on to every word that was sung. may this be my life’s anthem - to declare the goodness of God until I return Home.

though the earth may try to satisfy my heart though the earth may try to tell me you're not faithful though the earth may try to blind me from your goodness You shine through