Chaotic Neutral

At twilight, Rathorin enters his apartment from long and numerous hunts, slogs over to his weapon rack and hooks up his spear just above his katana and bow. He wanders to his desk and slumps onto the chair. With a heavy sigh and fingers combing through raven and crimson locks, he took a few moments to recollect himself. On his desk, a pair of holders housed several books with empty spines. He plucked the furthest book on the right and set it down in front of himself, flipping to the next empty page which was about two-thirds of the way through. Taking up a quill, he begins to write.    Entry 438      I must thank myself for making these entry numbers. My days are slowly blending together. I’m not even sure which moon cycle I’m writing this in. I’ve lost my wife, my friends, and I haven’t talked to or seen Aesa in who knows how long. I’m starting to forget who I am and what I’m fighting so much for. Am I trying to forget? Trying to stay sane? Maybe I’m doing it so that I can remember. I can’t say for sure. Whenever I close my eyes to rest all I see is that figure. The other side of me, chained up and those piercing red eyes glaring at me. Is that what I look like to other people? The chains have been holding, but they’re starting to rust and break. My name is Invalmos Kha. He’s going to get loose eventually, Rathorin is, and I’m starting to wonder if that’s such a bad thing. Would it be better to go back to being a blade for hire? Again, I can’t say for sure. I talk to him every now and then. Like I’m trying to keep him up to date on what’s happening as though he didn’t know already. He’s me after all and I sound insane. My name is Invalmos Kha. I’ll have to think on it though. I think the fighting is making his grip stronger so I’ll probably take a break on that. For now, I have to get some sleep. No rest for the wicked as they say.                                              My name is...

( Results under cut so I don’t clog your feed ) 

(Stealing the same picture @wicked-virtue used because I don’t have any others of me that I like. >.> )

Tagged by: @wicked-virtue and @voidfirenate

Star Sign? Libra

Put your playlist on shuffle and list the first four songs that pop up:

( I don’t really have my own playlist so I just put on my Bullet For My Valentine playlist)

Over it - Bullet For My Valentine

Pleasure and Pain - “ “

Dignity - “ “

Truth Hurts - “ “

Grab the nearest book to you and turn to page 23, what line is 17?

Thirst No. 1 by Christopher Pike

“Love often flows through me for my victims.”

Ever had a poem written about you?

Not that I know of.

When was the last time you played the air guitar?

I play air guitar all the time when I’m listening to music, soooo...a few minutes ago while writing this post?

One sound you hate and one you love:

I can’t stand the sound of silverware scraping against glass/stone plates.

I love the sound of the rain. On my window, roof, car. It’s all amazing and soothing.

Do you believe in ghosts?

Not entirely? I believe they could exist, but I haven’t any kind of experience with it.

Do you believe in aliens?

Yeah, why not? There are other planets out there that are just as habitable as Earth and even then lifeforms adapt to their environment so even if they’re not habitable to us, they might be to others.

Do you drive and if so have you gotten in a crash?

I recently started driving, so far no crashes. I’d like to keep it that way too.

Do you like the smell of gasoline?

Love, love, love.

Last movie you’ve seen?

What Dreams May Come. I saw it with my girlfriend and friends while I was visiting.

Worst injury you’ve ever had?

The worst one, not counting scrapes, sprains or tweaks, was when I was in the sixth grade. I fractured my right wrist on a school trip and had to wear a cast for a few weeks while it healed up.

Do you have any obsessions rn?

Other than video games, which has been a constant since I was little, not really, no.

Do you hold grudges?

Sometimes. It depends on what it’s about. If it’s something little, I let it go within the day, but if it’s something big then yeah. I’ll hold it for years upon years, but act like everything is fine when I’m around that person.

In a relationship?