Dance with me ~

“With my sandpaper skin I wonder if you dare to touch me

There are weights in my muscles,

I am much too heavy to lift

My heart comes out of my mouth gurgling

Struggling for a breath of meaning

In the dead seconds, it chokes out words often far removed from what I intended

But nonetheless I expect love

In my crooked-cut, half-glued, tacky scrapbook state, I want to be cherished

Even in my ultimate expression of burden I beg you to stay

I would like the brevity of a laugh to become the endlessness of a future

Your eyes flicker through movie clips when I catch them just right

Blink. This is real

Blink. Can’t you see it?

Blink. There is it. The new path. Just keep walking.

In the moments of quiet joy I know peace

It is shaky and timid

Arriving just as I do—uncertain

Stapled and taped just to hold itself together

But existing.

In flashes and bursts,

Small smiles and quiet good nights

I Know Heaven Is A Mind State,

I’ve Been A Couple Times //

Like, I hate you for ignoring my pain

But you taught me how to drive a car and bought me my first bong

Or,

I’m so angry that you don’t really care that he hurt me

But I’ve spent my whole life finding a family in you and I can’t just turn off those memories

Maybe everything just evens out

A beautiful math equation where both sides are equal

And I’m just left at zero

In between heartbreak and happiness

But not feeling much of anything

I’ve seen the fight for me run through someone else’s veins

I wonder why you cannot do the same

I know it is out there,

A love that feels angry for me

I’m nauseous at your naivety

Absolutely broken by your delusions

But I love you so much

white1: i love broccoli

white2: omg i love broccoli too sooo much

white3: did some1 say broccoli? i love broccoli

white4: i’m factkin with broccoli uwu no doubles

white5: i’’md bbrrococoli ttoo wwhyyr r  uu a a ffakke off mme??

white6: *posts a pic of a broccoli* my boyfriend

white7: i want to shove a broccoli up my pussy

white8: omg guys i found a broccoli vibrator xD

white9: *rbs pics of broccolis and tags everyone in it*

white10: ii jsustt fuckigng lovove brrocoli soso muchy