rlly upset that nice older man who i spoke with for like 2 months told me i wasn't worth his time anymore bc i wasn't interesting anymore. and this was like 3 months ago so yes i am beating the dead horse. mr brad you suck balls and i think you're really selfish if you think you have to gain something from a friendship for it to be worth it. im 20 and i dont even think that way.

u follow me for my one hit wonder post and have zero clue of the insanity that ensues after 😭

it's attention whore hours (it's been months)

had a dream my HS science prof (who i had a deep relationship with) was on a train with me and some associates n he saw feabie open on my phone, and when i realized he'd seen it and started panicking he started trying to comfort me and tell me it was ok/he wasn't gonna judge me/no shame etc. and i almost cried . if that doesnt explain how desperate i've been for comfort lately idk what will ! 1!!1

my life is falling apart and i literally cannot find a single stable fsther figure !! Help me God !!!! it sounds so ridiculous for me to talk about this 80% of the time but i literally can't function without consistent platonic interaction/love from a man and it's not like my father is any help !1!!

all i want for Christmas is to watch him eat 🎵 (to the tune of 2 front teeth)

dm me if you want my feabie :)

i fear if this man who doesnt owe me time doesnt start making time for me , i will cry , again . is this reasonable¿??? not at all but im delusional and i adore him anyways

seeing both of them overeat a lil w mouthfuls at dinner would heal me idk. and by both of them i mean my husband and only male friend !!! screams

something something i want the equivalent of a poly relationship with a bunch of men but no sex no romance just platonic love. cough. otherwise known as family or friends

on today's episode of does he hate me or am i reading too far into the life of a busy man who isn't my partner and doesnt owe me time