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Also while growing up we'd always feel dysphoric about our height, we always felt far too short even though we were pretty simillar in height to everyone else. It felt strange not having to physically look down to see people but again we didn't know why and just assumed it was normal height dysphoria. Another thing that always made us "dysphoric" (im not sure if it counts as dysphoria but it really agitated us) when we had to listen to other people or follow rules and not be the one setting up the rules or being in charge.

Fast forward a bit to like 3 years ago and we find out about the sb fandom (abreviated so that it doesn't show when searching) and we felt instantly connected. Everything felt so familliar in that show but at the time we wern't appart of the otherkin/fictionkin communities and lowk kinda thought they were a bit crazy. I felt homesick for the solar system in that show and i felt like i was missing something.

We related heavy to the sun and earth in that show and they became some of our favorite characters. Like a year or so later we found out that we were otherkin (our first kin was for our winged kin) and then like a few days later we realised "shit we might kin sun and earth from solarballs". First we kinfirmed earth because I think at the time, Andre (one of our headmates) was fronting a lot more often and it took us litteral months of debating and going back and forth to accept that we kinned sun aswell.

𝕬𝖚𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖆.𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖗𝖔.𝖙𝖝𝖙 . . .ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐

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Pronouns: He/They Age: Minor. Hobbies: Star gazing, writing, reading, drawing, painting.

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Kins: ── .✦ Starkin ── .✦ Devinekin ── .✦ Angelkin (non-religious) ── .✦ Wingedkin ── .✦ Shapeshifterkin ‍ ── .✦ Spacekin ── .✦ Earth (fictionkin)(solarballs) ── .✦ Sun (fictionkin)(solarballs) ‍ ── .✦ U.K (fictionkin)(countryhumans)

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Extra: ── .✦ Possibly plural ── .✦ None of my posts on this account are about drama / discorse so please don't take them that way.