When i think “God is good”

Me,12 years old, reading PJO and learning about how Sally Jackson turned her abusive husband and his friends into stone using Medusa’s decapitated head, then sold them as art for a significant fortune, which she used to continue her education in college, where she met a kind college professor who accepts and loves her (and her son) unconditionally, who she later married and lived happily ever after with:

things all girls want to do:

you know what’s hot?

Maybe I’m weird but I do not understand dudes who propose and get turned down like….how did you not know she would say no? Like…are people asking out of the clear blue sky? Again, maybe this is abnormal, but my boyfriend and I have had many, many conversations about marriage. Deep conversations and also sleepy pillow talk where one of us whispers “Let’s get married.” and the other one is like “Heck yeah.” We’ve discussed who will take who’s name and the idea of public proposals and the style of rings we like. Maybe you’re not SUPPOSED to talk about all that but…it just seems like it shouldn’t be a total surprise. Like I want to be surprised about exactly when and where but, that’s the only thing I want to leave up to chance.