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What was “A Picture Perfect Hollywood Heartbreak” Really About?
What was Zach Callison’s A Picture Perfect Hollywood Heartbreak really about?
Hey all you people out there! How are you surviving quarantine? I had a bunch of spare time, and so I decided to write an essay that focuses on Zach Callison’s album, A Picture Perfect Hollywood Heartbreak. The album has been out for a while, but most people either only know Interlude IV or are really confused about the story it tells. I think I’ve finally got an answer, and I wanted to share it with you all.
If you’re only here to better understand Interlude IV, you can skip down there if you want, but you’ll still be pretty confused. Besides, you should listen to the rest of the album. The whole thing bops.
Personal favorite song is Phantom Love, but I’m pretty sure no one cares about that.
Anyways, on to the show! One song at a time, in order.
WARNING: REALLY, REALLY LONG POST UNDER THE CUT!!
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hit the heart for a starter! i may message you to plot, multis, please specify muse
i love when my american mutuals are like. im out here in Illinois. like that means nothing to me
HE’S DEAD ON THIS RECORD FOR THE WORLD TO HEAR. / highly selective and private rp blog for zach wyatt, an original character inspired by A PICTURE PERFECT HOLLYWOOD HEARTBREAK. written by kate.
christie only knows
indie original character ‘’christie’’ based of zach callison’s; a picture perfect heartbreak, as loved by riley.
zach: i think i’m fundamentally broken and i can’t be fixed and my doctors just shoved medication at me rather than addressing why i was depressed and now i’m left trying to pull my broken pieces back together and all i get is a ‘good luck w that buddy’ me: fucking mood.

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@takealook-fall ( dea ) said “ the world isn’t made up of heroes and monsters. just broken people balancing between the two. ”
the world is not black and white; people exist in shades of grey. perhaps a false dichotomy is easier for him to accept. in his ballad of his story with juanita, he could cast her as the villain. in her songs, she cast him in that role. it’s a few months of sobriety which leads him to know he is equally to blame. they were equally unhealthy for one another, and he had to forgive himself for that. but perhaps, finding forgiveness is the hardest part.
absentmindedly, he strums a few chords on his guitar. songs seemed to be the only way her could express his feelings without spiralling. he bites his bottom lip; gaze cast away. “but the world is alot easier if we see ourselves as the hero, isn’t it?” a pause. he had sought christie so desperately because she would convince him it wasn’t his doing, it was all juanita. months free from christie had shown him otherwise. “we all have to accept that we can be villains too.” he’s waxing poetic, and he half laughs. “sorry. i get too in my head about that shit sometimes. it’s easier to overthink it than it is to just accept that i’m... fucked up, you know”
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“ what am i supposed to do when i can’t even trust my own mind? ” “ i have to believe death is the end. because all that waits for me in the afterlife is a debt of sin i don’t think could ever be paid off. ” “ what do you see when you look into my eyes? ” “ it doesn’t always have to be you, you know? your shoulders aren’t the only ones that can bear the weight of the world. ” “ i don’t think hearts break. shattered things can only be broken once. but torn things can be mended again and again until it’s all scars and stitching. ” “ i can’t remember what it’s like to be truly wanted. ” “ every time you look at me i feel invisible. ” “ loneliness is a slow and cruel poison. ” “ i’m afraid that if i let you see every side of me, you should shrink back in fear or disgust. ” “ for once in your life, what is it that you want. ” “ i’ve been wrapped in my sorrow for so long, i’m afraid i’ll feel too cold without it. ” “ i just want to see you smile again. ” “ can’t you stop running for one second? ” “ i’ll be here. when you’re ready to talk. ” “ being strong doesn’t mean never asking for help or admitting you’re in pain. ” “ don’t shut me out. please. ” “ don’t look at me like that. ” “ the world isn’t made up of heroes and monsters. just broken people balancing between the two. ” “ i just wanted to do something good for once. ” “ why can’t you tell me what’s wrong? ” “ just trust me. please. ” “ why can’t you let me in? what are you so afraid of? ” “ you’re so worried about losing me/them you’re missing everything in front of you. ” “ i’m not leaving you. ” “ you’re not alone. i’m here. ” “ you see everyone so clearly except yourself. ” “ don’t you understand? i love you. and nothing you’ve done, no matter how much of a monster you think you are, is gonna change that. ” “ i find broken things interesting. maybe that’s why i like you so much. ” “ i want to be whatever it is you think i am. ” “ you see the good in everything. that’s why i like it when you look at me. ” “ i’ll still be here when you wake. ” “ i promise i’ll never hurt you again. ” “ as long as i have you, the rest doesn’t matter. ” “ what did they do to you? ” “ i’m not sure i should leave you alone. ” “ i won’t hate you. i know you think that’s what you deserve but it’s not. ” “ i want to love the parts of you that you hate. ” “ i’m scared of what you’re becoming. ” “ i’m sorry, i’m not what you think i am. ” “ you’ll always have a home with me. ” “ what happened to you? ” “ i thought i’d never see you again. ” “ you’re such a fucking coward. ” “ i envy anyone who has the privilege of being loved by you. ” “ you scared me. ” “ please, don’t ever give up on me. ” “ i’m not giving up on you. not ever. ” “ i know you love me. but it’s not the way i want to be loved. ”
CHRISTIE! sheknws.
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she’s made of darkness, any dash of light is completely gone when she is here. quite similar to a black hole, sucking up everything and anything till the darkness is the only thing that remains. head is tilted to the side, brows furrowing together.’’come on.’’ her voice is gentle for once, to bring a false sense of security for the briefest of moments.
arms are crossing over the other, glance is still focused tightly on him.’’get in the car.’’ any gentleness is gone from her tone, impatience and annoyance dripping through more and more with each passing second.
the truth is the medicine made him sicker, whether from a doctor or a dealer. (pull the trigger, she whispered, kill his sickness at the source.) she speaks, and he hears, but he makes no move towards the car. christie had told him this was the way, told him that killing him was the way to heal from the pain and from juanita. but it wasn’t. christie didn’t know, did she?
“no.” whispered softly, he grips to the open door to stay steady. his head is pounding, his chest aches. he feels empty, he wants his pain to die, and yet, every moment with christie seems to bring him more pain when she promises relief. his voice gains more strength, and he shakes his head, turning to look at her. he finally finds the strength within him, voice not shaking as finally, he turns against what christie tells him. “this isn’t finished.” it will never be finished!
HE’S DEAD ON THIS RECORD FOR THE WORLD TO HEAR. / highly selective and private rp blog for zach wyatt, an original character inspired by A PICTURE PERFECT HOLLYWOOD HEARTBREAK. written by kate.

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zach is simultaneously orpheus and eurydice. his addiction drags him down to the depths of hell, his depression, his sorrow, christie, they all make him feel like he’s in hell. it’s only bc he finds his strength, becomes etermined to get out, lets go of christie. nobody saves zach, he saves himself.
— lyric starters : the decemberists , the crane wife .
she had no heart so hardened.
each feather, it fell from skin ‘til threadbare while she grew thin.
how were my eyes so blinded?
and i will hang my head, hang my head low.
come and see.
there’s an island hidden in the sound.
sorrow fills the silence all around.
no boot mark here, nor fingerprint.
the tides will come and go witnessed by no waking eye.
all we know for sure amidst this fading light: we’ll not go home again.
we’ll not go home again.
i produced my pistol, then my saber.
make no whistle or thou will be murdered.
i will dress your eyelids with dimes upon your eyes.
go to sleep now, little ugly.
go to sleep now, you little fool.
you’ll not feel the drowning.
forget you once had sweethearts. they’ve forgotten you.
that’s where my true love lies.
then will you make a grave?
i will be home then. i will be home then.
there at the fair when our eyes caught, careless, got my heart right pierced by a pin.
no, i lingered here with the blankets barren.
but o, my love, though our bodies may be parted, though our skin may not touch skin, look for me with the sun-bright sparrow.
i will come on the breath of the wind.
you say you can’t break away.
i’m here with my hands on my heart.
i’ll shout out my love to the stars.
when we first laid eyes i swore to no compromise.
well, how soon we were betrayed.
i swear to the stars i’ll burn this whole city down.
sing, muse, of the passion of the pistol.
it was the perfect crime.
it stinks of slumber and disaster.
they told their lies as heaven-sent.
the way came with a curse and a caterwaul.
the war came with all the poise of a cannonball.
when the war came, the war came hard.
you better shut your windows tight.
everybody knows if you don’t mind your mother’s words a wicked wind will blow your ribbons from your curls.
they used to be just like me and you.
now killing is their only source of joy.
they’re waiting till the dead of night.
where to begin?
summer blows away and quietly, it gets swallowed by a wave.
it was a cold night and the snow lay round.
the sun was all down.
i am a poor man. i haven’t wealth nor fame.
and the winter’s so long.
all the stars were crashing ‘round.
all i ever meant to do was to keep you.
i was greedy, i was vain.
there’s a bend in the wind and it rakes at my heart.
when we arrive, sons and daughters, we’ll make our homes on the water.
we’ll build our walls aluminum.
we’ll fill our mouths with cinnamon, now.
we’ll leave our tracks untraceable now.
hear all the bombs fade away.