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Rareshipper’s gold. Faust/Foma. Idk it was Ruzha’s idea to make them kiss.

Well seems i’m getting a grasp of the whole blender thingy. Can’t wait to use UUU after 2.0s release, it’ll save me so much time.

you'll never forget this day, or you'll never recall. let's see how it goes

idk i am currently watching a "make art less of a chore" video and the advice was like "sometimes draw something that you know so you can feel a sense of accomplishment" and "draw what you like".

thanks dawg i wish i fucking knew what tiny thing i'm into drawing cause i don't find most subjects enjoyable at all. i can't even draw my own fucking characters because i complicated them (not design wise but style wise). the draw "what you know" is also funny because i found myself in a weird situation where there is something i know how to draw because i was doing just that throughout my teens, which is goddamn cartoons (not just the animation but like simplified big-eyed cartoons in that youtube animation meme style). now i just kinda happened to fucking hate drawing these so there is literally nothing that gives me a sense of accomplishment combined with the absence of imagination (besides nonsensical purple prose). hence i can't determine whether i'm in or out of the artblock even when i've done something. there's always the next "simple" drawing that i'll take 3 fucking days to complete. it's the stuff that most artists manage in 6 hours.

currently yapping here on tumblr because i have a friend with a chronical crippling disease and i fear complaining about anyting in telegram will just result in more moods being worsened. i know none of my issues will ever be this bad, none of them will ever be important and it's alright. i'm just isolating these complaints into a place scarcely anyone will find them in.

"journal then" -- fuck you

drew the fic guys. i guess we need more spark ocs.

also somewhat stole the style for this because it sat with me for too long

so in short, yashma is their commander (sometimes overly curious but mostly kinda crazy on all that status shit), radar is their sniper (expremely precise in his craft but extremely schizo about the Shining Zone. In the recent fic also accidentally gains a fucking sixth sense), and Tail - the medic (speaks like a bandit, very aggressive but efficient and tactical in fight)

The fall of the fourth wall

Dubny and Strider doing laundry