it's not personal; it's just necessary

did all my abbreviations in that post make sense?

So bizarre to me that if I LF the whole day and BF w/ a protein bar after 24hrs, I'm not even hungry anymore beyond that .... that's so weird to me idk

I don't think I'm close to good enough yet but

I'm not "wasting time" because time isn't real !!!

realizing I say "wait" too much in my daily vocabulary because I'm perpetually terrified of being left behind

I feel the compulsion to say something but I can't think of anything worthy of saying

I am always too much aren't I

ok my new workout sets arrived today and I was incredibly anxious to try them on but they fit so well?

gonna buy some stuff online to distract myself from the gaping hole of emptiness inside of meeee

and that makes phantom period number two