it's not personal; it's just necessary

tonight's plan is to go through clothes I don't feasibly see myself fitting into again and then separate them out so I can list them on depop tomorrow 🫡

I'm at 15k so I only need 1 more k... at least

just made gf cornbread sandwich cookies w/ white chocolate miso popcorn buttercream (dairy free obv) for my neighbors who kindly gifted me eggs ☺️

yeah I could get home and just eat or I could get home and have a panic attack

very excited for my planned strawberry milk fruit bowl after work today as inspired by @tailspintwin

so my crush put a photo of a spider on his ig story, with a vaguely leading caption, and idk if I'm spiraling for thinking it's about me because he knows I hate spiders... but he also probably doesn't give a shit about me so

body tired but mind overactive

my favorite part of pacing is the pivot. I love pivoting!

so an ex coworker came in this afternoon because a few of my coworkers had plans to go out to dinner after, and only invited me today (which luckily I can get out of in a "normal" way by mentioning dog), but it was clear ex coworker didn't want me to come because they never actually asked me and honestly never really seemed to like me and it was so awkward and now I feel weird ... because I wonder how many people actually don't like me and WHY don't they but also I completely understand

love when crush returns just to leave me on read again like what's the point. what did I do wrong this time