brain rot

but!! im glad you said (typed) it. putting something like this out into the world is very very brave and very scary, but its an act of kindness towards yourself.

don't really have a point with this tbh. just wanted to let you know that you're heard <3

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so idk anything about transitioning at all ive never even looked into it but like i think if i could look and feel like a man i would be happier...

ive never said that outloud

i dont think i would ever say it outloud

and like i know gender is what you feel and whatever but i wouldnt eve be able to afford transition to anything other than what i got

also no one irl would accept it. like literally no one irl. my online friends would all be great but id have no support

But I can't remember my dreams.i can't make up poses or even connect with like a base. I have no creativity left in my body and it feels worse than losing my job or being injured or being alone.

I've always been the artist friend. With quirky ideas and colorful surroundings but I dont have posters anymore. Or figures. My walls are white. My clothes are all old. I dont have money for new things or adventures or conventions.