I never work hard to prove anything to anyone, and neither to make those around me feel worthless. My work is all about me and my family. Believe me when I say this, I don't want my child and the generation ahead to have the same childhood as me. It wasn't too good back then. I never thought of my friends, classmates, relatives as competitors, but I guess they'll never understand that. I thought people would be proud of the man I've become, but unfortunately they are more busy trying to put up a competition against me; jealous about I don't know what. I wanted to help everyone around me, but I guess I'm all alone now. No one will ever understand the sacrifices I've made to reach here. I remember not going to parties, wedding reception, postponing all traveling plans, just because I had been working on improving my life. Everyone sees my accomplishments, but they Ignore the tears and pain I've suffered to be where I'm Today. I wanted best for everyone and still do, But you don't get that do you? I never wished ill for anyone and what did I get in return? Everyone I thought of as my close ones standing in front of me trying to prove themselves above me. This world isn't as great as I thought it to be. Never thought I'd have to say this, But people never thought me as their own I was just a competition to them. Believe me, the day I start to put up a wall of competition your ladders will be too short to cross that shit. I've had enough of everyone. I was a fool thinking everyone around me felt the same. I still hope everyone achieves what they wish to do in thier life, but don't really think I'll ever be out there lending a helping hand to those trying to pull me down.
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