For Me To Be Me

“Daaarrrrliiiiinggggg…..” you yelped when a heavy figure literally crashed over your body on the couch disrupting your peaceful reading session.

“Ow ow ow….Lokiii….god you’re heavy….” You yelled trying to push him away but he snuggled you more tightly in his arms. You looked up before you to Thor who was standing there with a sorry face.

“Y/N….” Loki giggled softly nuzzling his face in the crook of your neck, hugging you, nibbling your neck.

“Is he drunk?” You asked bit worriedly to Thor.

“Sorry …” He nodded at you before leaving the room.

“I missed youuuu….my looooveee…”Loki’s voice was slurring making you chuckled this time. It’s been a while you have witnessed him this drunk.

“Loki…You saw me few hours ago…” you chuckled softly, stroking his hair and he hummed in response resting his head on your chest. He was heavy so you tried to push him aside little bit to adjust your position but he huffed annoyedly.

“NO…cuddle me…” he mumbled. You smiled looking down at him. Usually you’re the clingy one always sticking with him like a Koala. But seeing him like this was rare.

“My head hurts…”

“Why did you drink so much?” You asked.

“I was sad…” he mumbled.

“Aww… why…?”

“See… we are together for a long time right?” He asked lifting his head up to look at you. You nodded in response.

“And I never really did anything nice for you…” he confessed sadly making you confuse.

“Loki wha-”

“Shhh…don’t interrupt your god…” he said placing a finger on your lips.

“You love me right?” He asked.

“Ye-“

“Ahh…I said don’t interrupt me…” he said glaring at you and you rolled your eyes.

“So…I feel so bad that I never even asked you to marry me…” he said thinking. Your eyes widened, a amused smile plastered on your lips.

“Loki…you ” but he placed his hands on your mouth.

“Shh…you talk way too much…As I was saying…I know I’m gonna be an awful husband…” he said laying back over you again.

“Umm hmm…” you hummed in approval, playing with his hair.

“You know I’m so bad around kids…” he scoffed.

“That you are…” you said again stroking his hair.

“Don’t interrupt me Y/N… I know I will just annoy and tease you all the time…cause problems…”

“You do that…”

“Again…”

“Sorry… please continue…”

“I will get unnecessarily jealous and possessive over youuuuu…” he lifted his head up again looking at you. You’re grinning at him cheekily. He was looking so cute like this, cheeks bit flustered, voice slurring little bit.

“Don’t smile…I’m trying to be serious here…” he said bit angrily and you immediately make a serious face trying hard not to laugh.

“ I will probably forget our anniversaries even…buuuut…..” he slurred.

“Buuuut?” You asked smiling again.

“Will you still Marry me Y/N?” He asked finally with so much hope. That’s when you chuckled at him. God how much you love this idiot.

“Y/N…I’m not joking….I might be little full..little bit..” he said emphasising with his finger little bit and you nodded.

“But I genuinely love you…” he said.

“I love you too…” you giggled placing a soft kiss on his lips.

“So will you marry me?”

“But I’m married already…sorry…” you chuckled showing him your wedding ring. Loki got up in disbelief.

“How can you do this to me…” he mumbled softly not believing your words, then looking at the ring.

“Omg Loki…I am married to you…” you laughed at your husband’s drunken state. You’re so happy inside as he proposed you again.

“We…we are…married already…?” He asked astonished.

“Yes next month gonna be our one year anniversary…” you smiled at him.

“ Omg I’m an awful husband …” he yelled this time hiding his face in his hands in embarrassment. How could he forget about marrying you, the love of his life.

“Aww…come here…” you giggled pulling him again in your arms , cuddling him as close as possible.

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