insecure black boy

You ever just feel inadequate. Like you’re unqualified to live the life you’ve been given or even sometimes overqualified to deal with the bullshit life gives you. There is no question that I’m the baddest bitch that has walked these streets but sometimes I wonder is that enough. Is having confidence and knowing your self value enough? Everyone says just hold your head up, ignore the haters, believe in yourself and everything will be alright. I’ve been ignoring haters since 5 grade but it hasn’t done me any good. I doesn’t take away much negativity from my life. Every time I look in the mirror I find myself trying to be proud of what I’m looking at but I end up looking for flaws and faults. Whats the point of keeping your head up if all you see in your path is inadequacy and disappoint. Guess I’m in my bag tonight. Time to eat a honeybun and listen to Insecure by Jazmine Sullivan x Bryson Tiller. Them niggas should really sponsor me as much as I advertise that fucking track. It is the best song of 2017 though. I can’t even lie. Anyway.....Gn Y’all