hi tumblr its me NEPTUNE or INSATANIC or ERIN. whichever you prefer. life is hell so I’ll turn to the internet like the good ole’ days (middle school). those were actually not the good ole’ days, they were hell. so. you’re probably wondering nothing about me at all, but I will tell you anyways because I’m a selfish bitch. one of my closest friends throughout all four years of college is dating the boy I love(d). I am hurt. I am sad. I hate them both and wish dreadful luck on them, but the hex seemed to have misfired as I have had the shittiest of luck since I broke things off with the both of them (which was march-mayish). ??? am i cursed? did i do this to myself? do i self sabotage relationships? who knows. i surer dont. heres to not giving up (yet). jesus god mary and joseph. ill listen to phoebe bridgers until i feel nothing i guess.
