Whats on my Mind

I see you struggles hurts me, at the same i feel empty and selfish.

Never thought I would leave. Never ever.

I see you, deep inside your eyes. Your love.

Your sincerity, warms my heart.

Is love enough.

Don’t want you to overthink, to struggle, to feel helpless. The fact the I couldn’t help. Kills me inside.

Be happy. You said you are happy by my side, What I see is different.

I see fear, confuse and helpless love.

Be strong. I want you to. Be happy not just because of me but for yourself too

It’s okay, my love. Don’t be too anxious about what’s happening ahead. Stay steady. Focus. I am here.

I feel lost if you feel lost. Now, I feel drain cause you feel drain. I don’t want you to break. Im trying to keep myself together.

How are we supposed to get through this. This is not a rough patch. This is about our own selves.

I want to give you freedom that you want. Sometimes i feel like i have to let you go so you can spread your wings and stop worrying.

Deep inside me. I want to let you go but i will stay up until your broken wings is fix and you can finally fly.

I am proud of you and always be. I just want you to be happy and stop worrying and just stay focus.

What should I do. Im half half glass full. Im holding on with one hands cause i’m not strong not strong enough.

I hate seeing you tired. Mentally tired because it’s your choice to be happy. Im just here to support you through.

Sometimes I think If this is the right thing but thats unfair for you. I don’t know what to do.

why