first and last

do you ever see an opinion that’s so terrible that you actually feel bad for that person’s brain

Him and I went to go watch his friends playing baseball one Sunday. I didn’t realize the reason behind this until a year later, after him and I had lost contact completely, but I found myself crying in the bathroom stall, trying to be as quiet as possible incase someone walked in. Back then I thought perhaps I had just been tired, or I was overreacting at something he’d said on the train ride there. But now I realize it’s because my heart knew the situation wasn’t right. In the moments I should have been bathing in his embrace and laughing with his friends, I felt isolated and alone. I wanted nothing more than to run away and return to my home, my family, my friends. You see, you can’t force yourself to feel something. Perhaps you can trick your mind into believing a situation is something other than it is, but this is only possible for a few moments. Your heart ultimately knows the difference between right and wrong.

I hope that one day I can wake up without remembering that I’m trying to forget you.

One day you meet someone and your heart understands why it didn’t work out with anyone else.

library date?? coffee shop date??? museum date?? art gallery date?? stargazing date?? napping date?? picnic date??? yes

the saddest thing i’ve ever done was beg someone to love me the way I loved them

any time u like a boy juss know u played yourself always keep that stored in ya mind for later

you could literally love someone with everything in you and there’s a chance they won’t love you at all. I think that’s the scariest thing.

This.