yo! uh... hey. my frickin... associate told me to start a tumblr blog to keep track of all my escapades (he's like, 23). i'm morgan gonzago. definitely not a hero or anything, but hit me up if anything demony happens.
might have evan, BLOODLET (...stupid ass name) or Audrey post on here every now and again. i dunno.
OOC belooow the cut:
hello! This is a roleplay blog for my lovely, lovely OC Morgan and her group of freaks friends. she's a working class, 38-39 year old woman who happens to be possessed by a malevolent cosmic entity/embodiment of corruption and insanity. but she's got it under control.
she specializes in the occult and by that i mean, the occult keeps butting into her life and she keeps having to Deal with it.
i'm not... great at this whole intro post thing, so if there's anything you'd suggest, please feel free to DM or send in asks or anything! i'm just here to have fun.
color coding: to keep track of names across au's or to organize dialogue.
morgan, evan, audrey, bridget, pierrot and snaps, anything that is supernatural in nature that is specific to this world (i.e. BLOODLET, HIM, the 𐌐Ꝋ𐌕𐌕𐌉𐌍Ᏽ, rottlings (those who aren't pierrot or snaps, like razr or picket).
tag organization:
#morgan/evan/audrey answers: answering asks
#morgan says unimportant things/evan types shit/audrey declares: text posts
#morgan/evan/audrey meddles in stuff: an rp on someone else's blog
#morgan/evan/audrey addresses the allegations: an rp on this blog
#morgan runs from it: in character reblogs
#morgan journals: world building lore!
#bridget wins a rabbit: any posts with evan's girlfriend
#BLOODLET catches a rabbit: any posts with BLOODLET (malevolent entity cohabitating evan's brain and sometimes body)
#pierrot knows he's one: any posts with pierrot (not great guy) as the main focus. may also include a character named tim. who knows.
#atlas traumatizes the folks: all ooc posts!! i am the mod. my name is atlas. hello.
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one of evan's film nerd friends said i looked familiar, and for half a minute, i was struck with fear that one of my ex-boyfriend's short films was still up on the tube. it would be horrific.
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There was a slight clamouring, followed by an undoing of locks. She wasn't sure why she had so many, it's not like they kept the rottlings out, but the brass spoke to the hermit in her.
The door swung open with a creak and Morgan smiled at her lopsidedly in a way that didn't quite reach her eyes. "Hey..."
Sienna eyes her for a second as she tilts her head. "Hi. Are you okay? Are you sure we're not imposing?" She asked softly as she smiles. A warm one too.
Ben stares up for a second as he smiles. Squealing at the woman as he remembers her-
"Never. Come on in." She stepped aside, ushering Sienna and Ben in. The air was tinted with the smell of tomato sauce, the room cast in warm yellow light while some western played on the TV, muted gunshots pinging through the silence.
It was never a problem to have company over, she had way more room than she knew what to do with. Hell, with the cycle of people coming in and out of her house, most of which were invited over by Evan, she hardly ever had the couch to herself.
"There's no rush," she replied, returning the hug with a gentle squeeze of Sienna's arm, carefully avoiding digging her newly-done nails in. "I just wish I could do more."
Morgan's place was quaint. Mismatched, secondhand furniture with tennis balls on the feet, pushed up against fading striped wallpaper. Bookshelves with the beginnings of media collections, paintings from art fairs hung up in odd arrangements, and polaroid pictures in little plastic frames, dozens of them. Thank you's and see you soon's and wish you were here's.
The main couch was a blue plaid with creaking springs and wooden paneling, which sat perpendicular to a matching chair and a completely different loveseat. Everything but the big light was clicked on, and the ongoing shoot-out threw blinks of color across the parallel wall.
It was kitchy. Overcrowded and underdecorated, like she didn't know what to do with her own space.
Sienna smiles a bit as she walks over. Sitting on the couch with Ben who was a bit excited. "We don't go to other people's houses too much"
Sienna gasps. "That is true... We usually are the house everyone goes to." She smiles to Morgan as she was calm. Probably the calmest she'll be in a long, long time.
"I'm used to that being me, so..." That much was true. Even back in her college days, with him bringing over his friends while she slept after work, or back when she was a kid with Nick bringing over his... troupe, she rarely had a house to herself.
"You can change the TV if you want; the remote is on the table."
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There was a slight clamouring, followed by an undoing of locks. She wasn't sure why she had so many, it's not like they kept the rottlings out, but the brass spoke to the hermit in her.
The door swung open with a creak and Morgan smiled at her lopsidedly in a way that didn't quite reach her eyes. "Hey..."
Sienna eyes her for a second as she tilts her head. "Hi. Are you okay? Are you sure we're not imposing?" She asked softly as she smiles. A warm one too.
Ben stares up for a second as he smiles. Squealing at the woman as he remembers her-
"Never. Come on in." She stepped aside, ushering Sienna and Ben in. The air was tinted with the smell of tomato sauce, the room cast in warm yellow light while some western played on the TV, muted gunshots pinging through the silence.
It was never a problem to have company over, she had way more room than she knew what to do with. Hell, with the cycle of people coming in and out of her house, most of which were invited over by Evan, she hardly ever had the couch to herself.
"There's no rush," she replied, returning the hug with a gentle squeeze of Sienna's arm, carefully avoiding digging her newly-done nails in. "I just wish I could do more."
Morgan's place was quaint. Mismatched, secondhand furniture with tennis balls on the feet, pushed up against fading striped wallpaper. Bookshelves with the beginnings of media collections, paintings from art fairs hung up in odd arrangements, and polaroid pictures in little plastic frames, dozens of them. Thank you's and see you soon's and wish you were here's.
The main couch was a blue plaid with creaking springs and wooden paneling, which sat perpendicular to a matching chair and a completely different loveseat. Everything but the big light was clicked on, and the ongoing shoot-out threw blinks of color across the parallel wall.
It was kitchy. Overcrowded and underdecorated, like she didn't know what to do with her own space.
Following on going medical struggles and a decline in my mental health, I have made the very hard decision to retire from the RP side of Tumblr. This is not connected to anyone and no one has made me feel uncomfortable. I'm just not currently capable of continuing to participate. I say "retire" because I do not expect to be able to return within the next year.
I realize that some of my characters have relationships with other ocs so feel free to just pretend that never happened or make up a reason they aren't around anymore.
I'll probably still occassionally be on Tumblr and I will miss y'all a lot.
You are welcome to message me or ask questions, but please do not ask me to change my mind as this was already a really hard choice to make.
An angel, torn from the heavens and seething with rage. Rage that consumed them like a stormy ocean of blood and violence; filling their throat until they were suffocating, shoving its way into their veins until they felt that it might burn them from the inside. Wrath that had been corrupted along side their divine nature; anger rotten and spoiled like old meat left too long in the sun, festering until it comes back to life with something dark and wicked.
This demonic entity -demonic, was that what it was now? Fallen. Forever broken- was searching. He did not know for what he searched, only that he must find something to destroy before the rage killed him.
Now it found it's prey. It smelled it before it saw them. Then watched from the distance, learning everything about it. Everything. It saw through them as if they were nothing more than glass waiting to be broken. Shattered across the ground and ground under foot. It saw how their sinew bound the muscle to the bone. How the power coursed through their veins and where it flowed from. It heard each emotion and thought that seeped out of their ears and dripped off their tongue.
Then he moves. It is behind them before the world has time to readjust the air around him. A blade, already dripping in blood, is pressed against their throat.
Here you go darlings. To get the best out of this, use an over powered character you'd enjoy having taken down a couple notches.
It brings it's face down, its breath hot as its rage falls upon her neck and blood drips off it's tongue as it speaks, "S̸̝̭͌c̷̰̭̠̯̀͗̎̽r̸̢̓͐̆ê̶̪̋ã̸̘̦m̴̨̡̖͉͒ ̷͕̞̯͆͗f̶̈́̈́͜o̶̠͋ř̵̗͕̹̯́ ̵̞̝̰̲͂m̸̧̊̊̎́͜e̶̩͖̮͐̌.̵̳̲̤̗̇̓́͘"
The blood burns like liquid fire. The beast releases her and steps back, holding up double blades, waiting for her to turn.
She does, slowly pivoting on her feet to meet it's eyes, hands held up in a defensive position like a declaration of innocence that couldn't decide if it was a mockery or not.
"That's gonna be a no from me," she replied, nonchalantly, as if her bad eye wasn't shot like a martyr, watching every slight non-human movement that the thing in front of her made.
"Don't suppose I could ask who sent you?" There wasn't a crippling aura of silence around it, nor the discombobulating hell-sound that came with the Otherlings, so she wasn't exactly sure... what she was looking at, beyond the redredred pulsing through it's body.
"Sent?" It spits the word like a curse that burns its lips, but clings to its tongue. "I serve no god, no man, and no creator!"
It had five wings. One wing had been torn off completely. Two were broken, and the remaining matted with blood. Blood. So much blood. It had many eyes. Perhaps that was the biggest clue. Eyes on the red spikes that floated like a hallow around its head. Eyes in the wings, though those looked like they didn't work anymore. An eye, now cut clean through, sat in the middle of it's chest.
It looks down at it's sword, twisting the tip into the ground, as if it needed to decide the answer to that question. As if it hadn't decided why yet.
"Don't have one." It's voice is broken, perhaps from the wounds and rage. It was the scrape of a throat that has screamed until it couldn't find the air to keep going. "You are only the means to an end."
They bring one hand to their chest as they speak, pressing against the bones beneath as if the action could calm the storming of their heart. Silence the damned muscle so that they could listen to this strange person's voice.
"We had nothing and everything. Only the holyiest of liquids passed our lips."
She spoke plainly, with no flavor to her voice but the grit of addiction and that amiable acceptance of death itself. Like the reaper could come tomorrow and it would fall cleanly into her agenda.
"C'mon. It's on me." A simple head jerk to a non-specific direction. An invitation.
Morgan didn't exactly know where she was going. This wasn't her corner of town, and there weren't convenient road signs, but she figured that if she just kept walking, the universe would take her where she needed to go.
She didn't turn around, just a slight head turn to make sure it was on its way, carrying herself with the worn confidence of a woman who knew that where she went, hell would follow.
In this case, hell quite literally did follow. Dragging it's blood soaked wings along the road, leaving crimson stains boiling on the rock. As it moves, it seems to be working on shifting into a form a bit closer to her size. Imitating her.
Compared to the average person that she walked past on the street, Morgan was tall. Probably not by angelic standards, topping out at 6'5" (and a half, if you counted her hair), but definitely above the observed human standard.
She walked with a quick gait, shoulders hunched in and shifting every now and again underneath her jacket like she couldn't get comfortable in her own skin.
Not bothering to hit the button, she glanced both ways before crossing the street, the lure of neon signs steering her to the left.
Despite her height, the oddly childlike creature loomed over her at a staggering 7'7", plus the addentional apperance of height added by the broken halo.
It's eyes follow her, ignoring everything surrounding them. She was its only focus. Every step, every movement and shift. It filed it away like it could become her if it wanted. Perhaps it could. Perhaps it would. Humanity. Did it want that now? Having lost everything that made it holy, could it become the holy creation?
It hardly notices the signs. They are only distractions from it's focus.
The horn of a veering car blared at her semi-legal passing. She wasn't fazed, shoes scuffing across the sidewalk.
If this was humanity, it was a sorry sight. Then again, was there anything more heaven-sent than discomfort on one's own skin and the bitter acceptance of that fact?
The knowledge that a body could hold so much more than flesh?
The first place she found that didn't seem crowded - a decent looking sport's bar with no major games on - she entered, pushing the door open and holding it open for them.
The fallen one swung a single crimson sword out, destroyign the engine of the car, although it missed the actual driver. At this moment, nothing could hurt her. Not even a minor accident was excused in the creature's sight.
It ducks to fit in the doorway, crushing it's self in upon itself as if it could forcefully become smaller. Become more human. It stares around, it's many eyes wide and wild.
It wasn't too terribly loud in there, Morgan's design. There were few things more obnoxious than a rowdy restaurant.
She picked out a booth on the left wall, not too far from the public eye, but far enough to be out of the way. Far enough to be her own little piece of the world.
She brushed of the seats and table with a napkin, taking a seat, the overhead lights casting her face in partial shadow, her fingers drumming on the table gently, like this was a completely normal occurrence, like there was a spot carved out on her agenda for lunch with a Fallen Angel.
x<x>x
The bar itself made up the far wall, positioned in the middle between the bathroom door and the double doors to the back. There was a three child family seated in a middle row booth, another one with a baby that would squirm and cry while it's mother attempted to spoonfeed it, and a group of men with an uncomfortable looking teenager with them sat at the bar, calling the waitress by name, laughing with her.
All social, all sharing the same space, yet all separate; a nation of different states. Not one mingling with the other.
Perhaps it was the avoidance that allowed it in the room with screams of terror. It was after all, terrifying to the average human. Or perhaps, the average human could not see it.
It watched the room, taking in each and every person. Somewhere far in the back of it's broken mind, it knew that once upon a time, it would have cared for these poor souls. Perhaps even begged a higher power to have mercy on them. It did not. It didn't know how to care anymore.
"You comin'?" Maybe it was normal for her. She carried herself with something that couldn't be grace, prey was graceful, but a similar thread of it. A bully elegance with how she handled the threat of death from Above.
Her legs were tucked under the table, just shy of discomfort, the pads of her fingers tacking onto the slightly sticky table with her tapping.
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The dead come alive at night. Or at least, that's what popular belief was. It's not true. The veil just grows thinner in the moonlight. They're always around. Always. Hiding in corners and weeping over the loss of their own lives. They're selfish as a rule. Selfish and unaware of the other dead. A rule can be broken, but it rarely is.
Kai knew they were there. He could hear them. All the time. Whispering. Screaming. Crying. He'd learned to block out the content onslaught, but sometimes it overwhelmed him. Especially if there were a lot of them.
He didn't want to go to the memorial. He definitely didn't want to go to the graveyard after the service. He didn't have a choice. Which was how he found himself hiding, on his knees behind the caretaker's shed, hands pressed over his ears as he sobbed. It was too much.
Not all of the dead were buried. Some had to walk the Earth, skin shifting over something that was supposed to be rotting. Some worked in the service of terrible things that had no regard for death. And some weren't dead yet. But they would be soon.
...
Evan was here every Sunday morning, fifteen minutes after church. Sometimes he had roses, sometimes he had tulips, sometimes he had nothing but words - thoughts and apologies, prayers that fell from a numb tongue.
There was barely enough left of the man to bury by the time they found him.
He hadn't meant to do it. Morgan promised him that it wasn't his fault, that no matter how many times he apologized it would change anything, wouldn't pry the wolf from behind his eyes - but he could try.
After a thousand apologies, some casual conversation, he was done. He set the flowers - a mother's day bouquet (I WONDER IF HE HAD A MOTHER) gently on the ground and walked away.
He didn't want to talk to anyone. He was sociable enough usually - a friendly, substandard white guy - but now wasn't the time.
That was, until he tripped over some kid who just happened to be in the path that he normally took.
Kai cries out, curling away from the foot that had hit his side hard enough to snap him out of his self pitty. He pulls himself against a gravestone lest the person kick him again.
"No, that was my bad; sorry little dude." Catching himself, he dusted his pants off, trying his best to be composed. He offered them a warm, awkwardly hesitant smile. "Are you alright?"
Kai moves to the other side of the gravestone as if Evan might lash out or attempt to catch him. His cheeks were painting with sparkling trails of tears, his eyes red and puffy.
Didn't just sting, but shot through his neurons like a poison, agitating that Thing that made its home in the grooves of his brain.
'YOU AREN'T WELCOME ANYWHERE-'
Evan moved to speak, threads pulling under the skin of his throat, but he said nothing.
"Where are your... who's watching you?" Even then, he couldn't get all butthurt about it, not when there was a kid here who clearly needed help. Tough it up, Theodelf.
"Left. I don't know. Talking to the pastor?" He hadn't been paying attention to his surroundings. Not enough to know where people had gone. Why he was alone with this stranger. Odd person. He searches Evan's face as if he could see his soul in it. "Why are you here?"
"Am I not allowed to be?" He laughed awkwardly, face scrunching up despite his concern. This wasn't a good place for a kid to be, especially not alone. Not that it was a bad neighborhood, or even a bad corner of town, it just wasn't safe.
"I don't-" he cuts off, his pale grey eyes going wide, focusing on something beyond Evan. Something that wasn't really there. People don't come back after they die. He whimpers, scrambling to his feet and taking a couple steps back. "No...no... I don't want to die."
"Die?" Evan whipped around, face drawn up in concern and a very low-level fear, barely higher than the fear that came with existing, but still higher.
Evan wasn't gifted - cursed - in the way that Morgan was. Maybe in an isolated situation - a haunted apartment, a chase through the forest - he could see a spirit clearly, but more often than not that Thing-In-His-Brain filtered out most of the dead noise that would've otherwise overwhelmed him.
"There's nothing there, bud." He could've kicked himself. That's the last thing that the kid probably wanted to hear. "I mean, what are you... what are you seeing... man?"
"See-" he points again, finally moving from behind the gravestone, running to the stranger who had scared him a moment ago. It's odd how quickly children trust strangers when they feel that something else is a greater threat. It's instinctive.
He pushes his scrawny frame against Evan, face pale.
Evan followed his finger, desperately looking for... anything really, but he found nothing but dead space, a stale place between places.
"Bud, I don't-" He only teetered a little when the kid pushed up to him, bracing his feet for balance.
Morgan would be able to see it. Morgan would be able to help, be able to pull open the gates of Hell with her bare hands and get rid of this thing, but he couldn't. There was a kid, scared shitless, clinging to him, and Evan couldn't even see what he was scared of.
But that didn't matter. Evan wrapped an arm around the kid, like he was a little brother and not just a stranger. He couldn't fight the thing, but he could be here. He could help.
"It's alright, bud, she can't hurt you." Evan hoped he wasn't lying.
Not even Evan was convinced by his words, so that was fair.
"Well, she probably doesn't like being dead either-" it sounded like he was trying to be encouraging, but he wasn't sure it landed that way, so he just pulled him closer with his free arm until the kid could grab onto him a little easier.
"She's not gonna do anything, bud. Not while I'm here."
His hand is trembling, but he feels safer with the promise of safety.
The kid glances around, then lowers his voice, his eyes wide, "My mamma is dead and my dad's not 'llowed to see me no more. But I got a foster dad, so it's okay."
God only knows how you ended up in this desert- the only signs of civilization for miles the occasional grocery bag that tumble-weeded across the hot sands. The sun beat down like the scornful gaze of a mother, sweat tracing down your body as the heat built.
Every other step sent you sinking into the red sands, one shoe already lost to the dunes and the other doing little to protect your sensitive skin from the oppressive ground.
Shadows shifted inside and out the edges of your vision, some simply plants, some the movement of creatures, and some nothing but your own mind as the sun only got hotter and hotter and hotter...
You were being followed. It couldn't be a mirage or a delusion, that much you were sure of.
Maybe a guardian angel. You sure did feel close to dying.
Peter stumbles through the desert with no memory of how he ended up here. He's pretty sure he's got a concussion to some degree and his mouth feels like the sand. He can feel each individual grain in his remaining shoe and it hurts like hell. He wants to get out of here, but—where is here?
Everything was painted in this hazy filter of heat and it wasn't really obvious if it was real heat waves or just the melting of his own mind.
It was just.... sand. Sand and dying grass that grew up in brambles and snagged on anything that brushed against it. Granules of sand rubbed together like shards of glass up against his skin.
The Thing (whoever- whatever it was) crept along the corners of the peripheral before disappearing again, like a vulture, shadows and smoke and mirrors. Never close enough to hear, only see, only wonder.
Wonder what would happen if you just collapsed in the sand right now.
Peter can't manage another step. He doesn't know what to do, how to get home, who the shadowy figure at the back of his sight is, anything at all other than he's just... done.
He falls to his knees, lungs heaving. The hairs on his neck and arms are standing straight up, but he can't hear the danger, can't see it, can't do anything about it, and he's just done. He hopes his family won't miss him too much... He just can't go any farther anymore.
The desert doesn't stop. It never does. Your presence changes nothing.
The Thing had its head tilted at an uncomfortable angle, veered around some sort of tall plant it was hidden behind. A cactus or a rock, it didn't really matter to blurring vision. Infinitely pale, it crept across the sands, letting - because it wouldn't be heard if it didn't want to be - its footfalls sizzle in the sand as it approached, still not close enough to be seen, but close enough to be felt, like there was a pocket around it where the universe became heavier.
Counter to its previous observation, this was not an animal. Just a boy.
Thirty seconds pass of it just watching him, observing his suffering, before reaching out from its place out of his sight, hands under his armpits as it dragged him off under the heat.
The Thing didn't stop when Peter went silent, simply moving through the sands, it's footsteps wiped away by the trail his body made, which was additionally wiped away by the wind.
A rattlesnake dipped across the sands, looking at the Thing, who tilted its head in response, before the snake left.
×§×
Wherever he ended up, it was a lot cooler and much darker than where they were before. There was something soft underneath him- maybe a towel or a blanket - and someone was forcing water into his mouth without much caution.
Peter coughs and sputters, his eyes slowly opening. He pauses for a moment before they widen and he shoots straight up into a sitting position, muscles coiled as he stares at whoever's forcing the water into his mouth. "Where- when- what's going on?"
Whatever it was that was practically waterboarding him didn't stop when he woke up, as if bound and determined to make sure he never passes out in the desert again.
The Thing (surprise, surprise) says nothing, but does move back, squatting in a position that couldn't be good for its knees with its head cocked forward like a curious dog.
Upon further inspection, they were definitely in a cave. Still warm, but at least protected from the sun with a light breeze. There were tapestries, rugs, and torn up carpets thrown about the place, almost... homey in nature. Like a nest.
The only thing recognizable about the thing was that pale mask in place of a face, a stark white with black features.
Peter scrambles back as soon as The Thing squats, pressing his back against the opposite cave wall and looking around, chest heaving. His eyes lock onto The Thing once more.
"Okay, do you talk? Because I've got some questions and I need some answers or- or-." He's not sure what the rest of his sentence is. Or I'll fight you, maybe? But he's not being hurt, at least for now.
It doesn't say anything, just watching, still as death. Like rigor mortis had taken it alive.
Spiders on its wrists, its hands moved, big theatrical movements as it signed something that could've been ASL or charades or gang signs or some weird combination of the three.
It paused, doing one more sign, before its hands dropped back down to its knees. If there was a face underneath the porcelain, it would look proud as a child painting on the walls.
Peter stares at the hands as they move before blinking a few times. "If those were words I don't understand them." He isn't sure what to do now. "Uh... Can you write or something??"
It stopped, dropping its hands back to that odd holding position in front of its chest. That was unfortunate.
It scurried off, digging through a pile of hoarded junk in the corner, before returning with a legal pad, stained with what one could only hope was water, and a marker with an identifying features worn off.
It looked at him. Blinked. Scribbled on the page like it could come to life. Tore it off and handed it to him, wrinkling it in its grip.
'I SAVED YOU.' In a large, sprawling script. 'THANK.'
Peter slowly reads the writing, his brain working at a lower processing rate than usual on account of the passing out and nearly dying of dehydration. "Uh, thank you?" His sentence is almost like a question. "For saving me from the, uh, desert?"
The words were like an olive branch, or, based on its reaction, a bone to a dog. It did an odd little crawling spin, overly excited, like a beaten housepet receiving praise.
It moves to sign again, before shaking its hands out, trying to regulate the emotions, before grabbing the pad, scribbling out another message.
'YES.'
All caps, with a little doodle of what could very well be him.
"Your home? This is your home?" Peter looks around for a second before looking at them again. "You have a lovely home, then. But... Where is your home?"
The Thing seemed to think about this for a moment, scurrying off behind a curtain - really just a torn up towel used to block off the back of the cave. There's a clattering of motion before it re-emergered with various items in hand: a map, a beat up box of scented sidewalk chalk, and some electrical tape.
On the cave wall parallel to him, it spread the map out. A crumpled map of a nearby desert town from two years ago. The corners were thrown up with the tape.
It stood back, as if checking that it was level, before going back at the wall with the purple chalk. Tracing one of the minor highways far off the edge of the map, sprawling out far past the town. It pulled away from the line, 20 klicks west, drawing a little house in the middle of the cave wall.
The Thing tapped the house happily, turning away from the drawing, wiping the purple chalk dust off on its top and mask.
Peter watches as it does this, gaze following it precisely. He stares at the map for a moment, considering, before shakily standing up and dusting himself off.
"Well," he starts, voice still a bit hoarse, "that's... Something. I'm never letting SHIELD take me anywhere ever again if the result is getting lost in a desert and passing out." He looks around the cave once more. "So... Can I go?"
The Thing seemed to panic a bit at that - not really panic, but it was the only word that Peter could reach for to describe this... Situation - scribbling something down on the legal pad.
'TOO HOT. NOT SAFE.'
Then:
'LATER.' A little drawing of a sunset. 'COOLER. I'LL TAKE YOU.'
Frankly, he was lucky that it was out there to find him when it did. Usually, it wasn't out during daylight hours.
The Thing handed him the drawing, nodding solemnly.
He really wants to protest, to make a break for it and run as far and as fast as he can towards home, but he's not so sure that that'd be a good idea. Maybe he'll listen to this... creature.
"Do you know how long I've been here? People have to be looking for me by now."
It tilted its head, almost in a thinking gesture, like the concept of time boggled them. There weren't any (working) clocks in here, and the calendar was from 2015, so that very well could be the case.
Nonetheless, it seemed to puzzle over this (for his satisfaction, of course) before holding up two fingers.
One day in here, and (it assumed) one day out in the sands.
The idea of people coming seemed to make it antsy though, the Thing getting significantly more fidgety. One person, it enjoyed. Two people, it could tolerate, but more than that? People with guns and spotlights and loud noises and bad smell? Perish the thought.
He blinks even more, tilting his head at the note quizzically.
"No people as in... As in they're all dead? Or as in no more people here? Because if you tell me they're all dead I'm going to break down here and now."
It seems to think about that or a moment. It didn't really call itself anything. It didn't need to; it knew who it was, but there were a few nicknames that the other people it had dragged in here had called it.
There were a few that seemed a lot more... tender than something given in passing, like someone else had been here someone had been close to this... thing once.
The newly dubbed Dusty smiled - at least, it seemed like that's what it did under that mask - head tilting up, pleased as punch.
It took his name to memory, fingers tapping it out on its palm, dot dash dash dot.
Dusty eyed the extended hand curiously, with an air of caution - like it hadn't checked him over for weapons already - before reaching out and taking his first few fingers in a firm grip. Not a wholehearted handshake, but probably the closest thing that he would get.
'SLEEPING.' It confirms, nodding without a care in the world, unfazed by his tone. 'ALWAYS SLEEPING.'
Then again, it was supposed to be asleep too. Peter was frankly quite lucky that it had been out there when it was; it usually operated in the twilight. Crepescular.
It paused, as if that possibility had never even struck them. Sure, it had seen him move, maybe even recently, but death was a constant threat.
Dusty took off, not very quickly, but still took off, disappearing behind the curtain with Peter in tow.
-
The back half of the cave was much cooler, shielded from the daylight. Less of a hang out spot like the front of the cave, more of a home. A shoddily crafted bed - barely big enough for one - was pushed up against the far wall, a handmade string instrument set carefully at the foot of it. There was a collection of blankets on the floor at the foot of the bed, presumably where Dusty itself slept.
Dusty skittered across the floor, like a leaf in the wind, hovering over the humanoid form on the bed, nothing but a dark blob back here.
Peter follows Dusty into the back half of the cave, beginning to squint so he can see better in the dim light. He stares at the dark blob for several seconds before speaking.
"How long has he been here? When's the last time he ate?" he whispers, head tilted with concern.
Hovered above the cadaver, Dusty seemed to radiate the same concerned energy. It moves to reach for the notebook, but it wasn't there.
It couldn't remember when he got here. It felt like forever.
Suddenly overtaken with the seed of concern, it places its hands on his face, almost reminiscent of its own mask, digging her fingers in and shaking him, the other hand patting at the back of his head.
The thought of hurting him - its only real friend in the world - made Dusty stop entirely. At least, it seemed like that was it.
Dusty's free hand shot forward, other still on the man's face, trying to keep Peter from touching the man, to minimize any damage he might suffice, before it pulled them back. He was trying to help. Not hurt. It knew this, but that knee-jerk reaction still lingered.
He had a pulse. And not a faint, fluttering one. A real one, a live and in the room one to match the words leaving his mouth as he squinted up through the gaps between Dusty's fingers.
The man pried Missy's - Dusty's - hand off of his face, his expression knotted up in confusion as he glanced at Peter, back at it.
"Who is that?"
Dusty, unfazed, seemed to completely ignore the statement, instead signing, hands flying.
"Of course I'm alive- you saw me two hours ago!" He didn't sound angry, just... exasperated. He glanced around the room, squinting for any indicator of the time, but found nothing but the sun peeking through the curtains. Maybe more than two hours.
"Pleasure's all mine. I'm... Tim." Unlike Dusty and it's lackluster attempt earlier, Tim actually gave him a proper handshake once he pushed himself out of bed, the impromptu frame groaning under his weight.
"D'you get lost?" That was really the only way anyone ended up out here. They got lost, and Dusty Saved them.
He seemed to think about this for a moment - weird, considering it wasn't that complex of a question - chewing on his lip.
"Something like that."
Frustratingly vague, but not in the same way Dusty's answers were vague - that was more natural, nature existing and not bothering to explain itself - this was more human, mirrored in his slow movements and awkward facial expressions.
Dusty seemed to lose interest in the conversation, no longer the center of attention, and did that odd crouched jog away from the two. Peter didn't leave its sight though; it couldn't risk him hurting its only human friend.
Tim shuffles in place, his back popping, before he responded.
"A few years now? It's hard to keep track." And then: "She won't keep you here that long, don't worry."
Tim smiled halfway, like Peter had said something funny but he couldn't fully commit to laughing, before it died on his face.
"There's a highway about three miles that way." He pointed in a non specific direction. "She can walk you there tonight and you can hitchhike your way home."
That's what had happened with everyone else that it... she... had rescued.
-
Nothing about Dusty read as feminine. Its pale mask was framed by dark, matted lengths of hair, the bottoms slightly smoother in an abandoned attempt to untangle it. There was a sliver of skin, the dark tan of a throat, but the rest was covered in the garbs of a post-apocalypse; scraps of different outfits held together by visible strings, like she was made of leaf litter, made out of nothing but the soil.
"Yeah. She." He responded after a moment, a softness in his eyes while he watched Dusty twiddle away in the corner.
"Once or twice. She just... Likes it. I don't know why."
'Likes it' was a bit of an understatement, given the strong, sometimes violent effort she put into making sure he never saw her without it. Hell, she slept with the damn thing on.
"It's a comfort thing." He reasoned, even though he doubted it could be comfortable to wear the thick plastic in this heat. He had to reason a lot of things about her to make this relationship work.
He shrugged, noncommittally. One would think you would know a bit more about the mysterious woman-thing that you live with, but apparently not.
"Not as far as I know. It took a while to get her to... even write, really."
The first few days were all non-descript gestures and shaky chalk illustrations from her and confused frustration from him, shouting and flailing hands.
"Just..." Tim glanced away from Peter, eyes softly focused on Dusty in the corner. He tried not to think about how long she could have been out here before he met her, how many years she spent alone.
He blinked. "...yeah. Yeah. Just... us." Don't kill the energy, dammit.
"And you now!" He pitched with a laugh, an awkward smile peeling across his face.
"She won't keep you long. She's not really a people person." He says, as if he's not a person himself. Maybe he wasn't anymore.
"She'd take you out now, but it's..." He made a face that finished the statement. It was too damn hot while the sun was up to be anywhere but here. Tim intimately remembered the first time he tried to leave - the sun and the sand and the stretching of the sky; the stabbing pain in his bad leg; the bitter, twisting fruit of the strangling tree...
Peter nods slightly in mixed understanding. He knows this is the desert, so it's got to be hot out there among other things.
"Uh..." He rubs at his head slightly, attempting to recall the memory. "I think I was out here with Bruce? Dr. Bruce Banner. We were doing research for something... Supposed to be a one day trip."
"He's not gonna send a rescue team, is he?" Tim said it like it was supposed to be a joke, but it didn't quite land, not with the slight concern in his brow.
"Not that it would... be a problem if he did at all," he tried to remedy, before changing the subject. "It's probably the radiation."
Peter chuckles slightly, then makes a so-so motion. "Uh... Depends on how freaked out he gets and how dangerous he thinks the desert is." He tilts his head to one side. "The radiation?"
"Y...eah," Tim responded, mirroring Peter's gesture but not really answering it. Radiation seemed like the most scientific explanation for what was happening out here. "This is... New Mexico, after all."
At least, radiation seemed more understandable than there just being some unauthorized fucking... thing out here, bigger than the sky, bitter and twisting like a living thing...
And he thought it was New Mexico. It had started out as New Mexico. It could be anywhere now.
Good. Ignorance was bliss, after all. There were certain things that men just weren't meant to see. Things that God didn't mean to make.
"You hungry? Or... thirsty?" He hesitated to offer the second thing, knowing how Dusty felt about wasting water in non-emergencies, but it didn't seem like she was paying very much attention. Tim silently hoped that it was catching up on the sleep it had skipped put on dragging Peter back.
"Uh..." Peter hesitates slightly, but the cramping within his stomach isn't something he can keep ignoring. He glances away for a second. "Something to eat would be really nice..."
"Of course, yeah," the reply sounded less like a response to what Peter had said and more of a self-reprimand. Of course he's hungry, stupid, it's been two days. "Mi casa is su casa."
The man groped around the side of the bed in the dark, hand wrapping around some sort of walking stick that he used to push himself to a standing position. Dusty, very much not asleep but at least feigning it, monitored him like a hawk, waiting for a a grunt, a popping of joints, anything that would require its intervention, but nothing came, so she folded herself back into a ball and continued to observe.
Parallel to the bed, shoved in the darkest corner of the cave, was a beat up cooler. Tim cracked it open with the hand not gripping his cane, offering Peter the supplies. Most of it was non-perishable items. Canned foods, some water, and preserved meats and fruit. Crackers, a singular bag of peas, pudding cups, and granola bars aplenty. A scavengers feast, all probably plucked from unsuspecting campers.
Peter follows Tim to the cooler, observing the walking stick with curiosity. He doesn't say anything about it, though.
"Uh, thanks." He slowly reaches into the cooler, then cautiously pulls some of the preserved meat out. He knows he needs the protein if he's going to recover from... everything. He chooses not to ask about how they find all this stuff. "Sorry for all the trouble."
Tim notices the attention, people always do, but he doesn't say anything. The stick was just a part of him at this rate, no more unfamiliar than his hands.
"No trouble at all. Rather have you in here than out there." At least he hadn't started swinging when he woke. That would be... unpleasant. Dusty was untrusting on a good day, and he found most bad days were buried in his memory so deep that they weren't a problem.
Tim nodded at Dusty, a silent assurance. Everything is okay.