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it's a tamagotchi. we all decided this months ago

ok he died and lost all his stuff. this feels appropriate.

why is it that hearing etho hit his desk next to his mic throws me off bc i forget he is a physical being in a physical space somewhere

jobu tupaki is such an effective way of depicting that specific depression of being in your 20s and knowing you can do anything but also knowing that knowing that means any decision you make cuts you off from an infinite number of possible realities… like every step forward also feels like a step in the wrong direction because it technically is when you’re juggling every potential consequence at once and it narrows your life down to just a matter of surviving and trying to focus on the few things that don’t make you feel like a failure and you start to see the loss of will to really live as the inevitable result to your own unstoppable loss of potential. and of course being a gay child of immigrants makes it even easier for joy to feel like there’s no future she can pursue where everything turns out okay enough to have made the effort worth it. and then contrasting that with evelyn’s reality that she is the version of herself where every decision has been the wrong one that has led her away from doing anything remarkable with her life but it’s still a life where trying is worth something, as long as she can still find people to love and things to fight for… yeah

Ezra Koenig from vampire weekend and Sufjan Stevens are the exact same person but they’re from completely different, even opposite universes. Ezra is an unstoppable force while Sufjan is an immovable object. Ideally they weren’t meant to exist on the same plane at the same time but their chaotic energies were equal in magnitude so they cancelled each other out… and so we now live in a world of yin and yang. powerful