Sad Beautiful Tragic.

I’ve always been focused on my own selfish needs that I forget why I do what I do. I tend to explore and just enjoy the present - the now. It wasn’t bad and it was all a wonderful experience for me. Venturing into the world was one of the best things I ever did. I met the most magical people, learned the most valuable lessons, and went to the most unexpected places. I’m expecting to still go on adventures like those but now, at this moment that I listen to a song TTCL by Eloise in my room with my still unwashed hair, I now have discovered my sense of purpose. I’m going to do my hardest to become a doctor. I’m going to set my priorities straight. I’m going to focus on myself. I’m going to be the person I was always meant to be. And I’m going to do my best in order to be the person my family can count on. I’m going to be someone they’re going to be proud of.