Infinite State of Mind

Can i stay here for a heartbeat

on these sacred grounds

a clandestine meeting, You said

between me and Your ghost

will i hear you better

will I unburden myself

unravel like a thread

at the hem of my skirt

and the cardigan i left hanging

on the hook of a song stuck in my head

should I write You a letter

or writhe in pain over a silly fight

oh, that senseless pride

scream into the void

or look out the window pane

Luna, how long has it been

since I last saw You in the flesh?

no longer hidden behind my lashes

I misspoke a word from a prayer

did you send me lightning

or were those flashes of my life

Alas! I forgot to turn my mind off again

maybe tonight, You will forgive me

Will you?

I am running my mouth aimlessly

Luna, have you heard?

I think I will live again

the pit in my stomach

let me untangle it.