etienne

november twenty twenty-five; taken by me

old photos of my city; balashikha, russia (1900-1980); credit to my local museum and others

oh i'm so coming back to my lorde era

watching love of mine leave

i forgot what was the trigger and yet it still activated

this was genuinely traumatizing but so beautiful

it's the same sense of inevitability, ethel cain's death and my worst fears coming true. because i know that it will happen

to me it's probably going to be similar to perverts in a sense that it will also be a drone/ambient album, although the concept won't be as dark as in perverts, but rather brighter, like with some green and beige/brown color themes, probably some kind of an aesthetic of nature? she posted deviation ii by taylor deupree which is an amazing song from an amazing album, i feel that's directly the hint on how the album's gonna sound, tankhall is 100% not the name of the project but possibly a name of a song or even more likely tbh, a name that has something to do with a new personal philosophy (?) like hayden had with perverts (the ring, the great dark and the proximity to god), or in general a new concept she came up with, the symbol on the tankhall tumblr account pfp may be like the logo of that concept of tankhall, it also contains every letter from the name "ethel". i don't even know at this point maybe I'm delusional i wanna hear what you guys think