* MULTIMUSE.

This is a selective roleplay blog. Written by Raven, I’m 30+. Please read rules. Thanks! On to writing <3.

MUSES

Alice Wilford - Carol Aird - Gerri Dandridge - Helena Cain - Jennifer Check - Rose the Hat - Trina Decker - Vanessa Ives

OTHER LINKS

       susan couldn’t remember the last time she’d smiled this much. ❝ he does ? ❞ she couldn’t believe this was really happening, was utterly stunned that trina would feel this way, that tom would be okay with it. ❝ of course i’m interested, trina. GOD… i just never thought… ❞ her hands crept up to her face, as if placing her hands over her cheeks would somehow quell the heat that had risen there. 

       she could hear her father chiding her, reminding her to use her words properly. so she stood a bit straighter, still smiling, and nodded. ❝ i’d like that. i’d like that A LOT. i mean… assuming tom approves, of course, and… no hard feelings if he doesn’t. ❞

She stepped a little closer to Susan, her hand cupping her cheek while she smiled at Susan. “He will come home from Tokyo in a few hours, come over tonight after I talked to him.” She said happily before her smile faltered a bit. 

       susan was STUNNED. completely and utterly. she had never thought trina would remotely return her affections. she hadn’t even really meant to confess to them out loud. but here they were, all the same. her mouth opened and closed a few times as she tried to figure out some words to put to her emotions. ❝ you… i… ❞ she examined trina’s face, searching for some indication of a joke or insincerity. she didn’t find any, and that terrified her just as much as it made her heart pound wildly in her chest.

       ❝ trina i… but you and tom seem SO GOOD… i wouldn’t… couldn’t possibly ask either of you to… ❞ she grasped at her necklace, twisting it nervously between her fingers. ❝ what are you saying, exactly ? ❞

“Tom knows about my feelings for you.” Trina said, smiling at her a little wider. Her and Tom had talked about what would happen if either of them fell in love with someone else and how to tackle that. At the time they had concluded that it depended on what the other thought of the one they had fallen in love with. And when it came to Susan, Tom really liked her, enjoyed spending time with her as well. 

       susan had NO IDEA what she was doing. this could be ( probably was ) a terrible, terrible idea. the words had spilled out without her meaning to and she could tell that they hurt trina deeply. so here she was, facing a choice between trina thinking that susan thought the worst of her or… telling the truth. susan wasn’t sure which one she found more terrifying.

       ❝ trina, i didn’t… i didn’t mean to imply that… ❞ she tried to take a deep breath, fingers fiddling with each other nervously. ❝ it’s just that i’ve been having all these FEELINGS lately… feelings that i know aren’t reciprocated. at least… not the way i’m having them, and i… i honestly have no idea what’s happening. i didn’t even know that i… ❞ she gestured awkwardly, trying to imply this discovery without actually saying ‘i’m attracted to women’ out loud. ❝ i’m just very confused about everything lately and… the way i said that came out wrong. you are so much more complex than that. i’m sorry if, even for a SECOND, i made you feel otherwise. ❞

Ouch, that did hurt. Especially coming from Susan, the woman she had been falling for over the summer, the one who made her feel in a similar way as Tom did. She had been talking to Tom about Susan and what she would like to happen. After all, her and her husband worked so well together because they were honest with each other and this was the first time she wanted to do this. Luckily Tom was alright with it all, if Susan was open to it that was.

OOC | I’m gonna revamp the blog this week. i just unfollowed a lot of blogs i haven’t been interacting with a whole lot just to have a fresh feel to the blog without actually moving blogs, I will probably change my blogs name.

replies will come after all of this. i just need to do a spring cleaning here.