Kaitlin

“The only people I would care to be with now are artists and people who have suffered: those who know what beauty is, and those who know what sorrow is: nobody else interests me.” - Oscar Wilde, De Profundis

Hard to sit here and be close to you, and not kiss you.

you ever meet someone so great and all you can think is “it’s gonna hurt so bad when they leave”?

The world can only change from within.

She’s the type of girl that can be so hurt but can still look at you and smile.

It is the unknown we fear when we look upon death and darkness, nothing more.

“You know, I envy you so much.” she said. “Why?” he suddenly looked at her face and asked. “Maybe because you were so good at hiding things. You were so excellent at pulling all the feelings you have inside. That no matter how hard I tried to look for it, there’s nothing else to see. I mean, there’s nothing I can find so easily. Or maybe, you’re not really hiding something away from me.” she said as if her eyes were trying to figure out something. He smiled sadly as he quietly uttered, “There’s nothing to be envious about.” he stopped for a second and looked at her. Then, he said, “I wasn’t good at hiding. Honestly, I even showed you everything I can just to make you happy. Yes…it’s actually true. That I am not hiding anything away from you. Maybe…maybe you were just looking for something else.” he looked away from her and finally pulled out his heart and said, “Something that you hadn’t seen and will never see in me.”

I’m homesick for something that never existed.