Heart of a Canuck

I’m in a stable state of mind, thank you. I just need to get this out of the way. 

I learned a valuable lesson in that I gave you way too much power over me. I‘m such a fool. I realized years ago that I was only going to get hurt yet I let myself do it anyway. I should’ve walked away the moment I realized it but I didn’t. That is what makes me a fool. 

However, I will learn from this mistake. I will take control. I will not let other people control me and tell me how to feel anymore. As such, inaction also means to give control to others. Therefore I will take action. I will do what I must to achieve what I want, or to walk away if I am unable to obtain it. Until I am able to regain control, I will not attempt to recuperate anything else.

Once I regain control, I will take what is given to me with authority. That is, I can choose to accept or reject what is given to me and choose my own path. Whether you give or take, the important thing is to take action (accept or reject) with utmost authority. Indecision is not an option for indecision means inaction. Any action, however, should be done with reason and respect.

The only good thing to come out of this quarantine is that people are actually respecting my physical space without me saying anything.