does anyone want to play the haunting of hill house with me

if u are weird and unlikeable u need 2 survive…

this is borderline sexual

I love you stories driven by fear for change. Stories where someone doesn’t want to take that leap, can’t take that chance. Stories where the risk is just too high, and you suffer for it. Stories where there was a person you were supposed to be, but you never gave yourself the chance. Stories where you know there’s something wrong with the way you’re living, but admitting that would mean you had to do something about it. Characters who lose your shot because you never let yourself take it, you’ll always be my favourite

the curse is lifted! you are no a beast no more! congratulations! but you'll never forget the way they looked at you, will you.

I try very hard to be normal at work but they know..

grabbing the hands of people i love so i can be fully honest. so i can open my heart up. so i can tell them, “i am so scared, all the time. fear freezes me. but loving you has helped me thaw, and i am still scared but i’m braver because of it. i wouldn’t have met this version of me without you. wherever i go now i will carry you with me. i love you. thank you for all of it. thank you for loving me in a way that means i don’t have to put on all my armor.”

you amaze me with everything you do

stop….. i’m crying

i think the true horror of i saw the tv glow is the feeling of the narrative haunting you after you've seen it. i think the movie is simultaneously a warning against repression and ignoring your true self, a narrative of those who dont always have the life they wanted to live, and a story full of hope that you can still cut yourself open and see what's inside, and you can always walk out of the door of your old life. but you have to be the one to do it. your friend cannot save you. your interests cannot save you. you have to save yourself and that in itself is a haunting narrative. the horror that we see in i saw the tv glow is not at all jumpscares or gore or creepy crawlies that other horror films have, but its the horror of longing, of fear, of knowing that you shouldve taken that chance when you were younger but you know deep down you can still do it. dont fool yourself into thinking that once you're 20, 25, 30, 40, that you cant take your life into your own hands, that your choices arent yours to make anymore. it will always hurt, at least a little, to cut open your own chest and to let it out and see who you are inside but theres never a better time to do that then now, even if that's when you're stuck at a deadend job after you had a public breakdown. you can walk out of the door. there is still time.