Le'Petit XH

“the difference between you and him is not the way you held me close, or the way he kisses my forehead. it is not the way your voice sounded over the phone at two in the morning or the way he looks in the passenger seat on a fall afternoon. the difference is that i can’t see my future without him and with you i saw nothing at all.”

““It’s been a few days now and every hour, I can feel the pressure in my head, the breaking of my heart, and the drowning of my eyes. He always thought I was the stronger one, that I’d be the one to make it out of this alive. But I had to stare past him, I couldn’t bring myself to look at the mess I made, “it’s coming,” I told him. He had soft, brown eyes - those of a lost puppy that just wanted to find its way back home. He didn’t say anything, and so I started again, “it’s coming my dear, my life without you in it.””

“My dream: For people to call me unique and different as a compliment instead of an sugar-coated alternative for an insult.”

“Yeah, you make me feel giddy, and I laugh too much around you, and your voice gives me butterflies, and you make my pulse race, and just thinking about you makes me smile. But it’s also more than that. You make me feel safe. Secure. Like nothing could ever touch me as long as you’re there. You chase away all my fears with a single word and you don’t even realise it.”

“And oh does the love I have for you surpass every other rational thought in my head.”

We’re all born sane, loving creatures. It’s the world and society that drive us insane. Slowly, horribly, tediously bending us to their will, forcing us into conforming shapes and spaces. It is so very few of us that survive the world. And even fewer who survive society.

Murphy’s Law

“You should know I will always remain a dreamer. Because you will always remain my dream.”

Irony is slow

“Beneath it all, she found a Phoenix that couldn’t help but rise after every obstacle”

“I look at you and wonder sometimes, how anyone can be so gentle that they take all of their sorrow, all of their pain and turn it into help and hope for another human being. And then I wonder what I must have done right to walk this earth at the same moment, the same era as a human as exceptional as you.”

But love is still

“You carry so much weight on your beautiful shoulders, but it is always released when you are in my care. I know when you are cherished and it shows in your eyes, along with your delicious smile. ”

“You cannot always trust your mind, for it will keep digging you deeper into the unknown if you let it. Stop. Breathe. Calm yourself down. Look outside the window and think, it is okay. Everything is okay.”

“Whatever happens, happens to you by you, through you; you are the creator, enjoyer and destroyer of all you perceive.”

“It’s quite ironic, how our hearts still get hurt by something we’ve seen coming”

She’s that shade you’ve been looking for at high noon, the soothing breeze of spring, the first sip of cold fluid after a good run.