Just want to be heard 💜

It's one of those times, where you feel like shit. Everyone has their shit together and you just feel lost, confused. Everyone has expectations from you, your professor is asking why your performance is declining day by day, your mother is sick and you can't even take care of the house by yourself. Things are piling up, you just don't want to think what a disappointment you have become to everyone and especially to yourself. You are feeling shitty and just want to escape these feelings by any means possible, watching useless shit on TV or phones. You get irritated easily and question everything. What's the limit, what is acceptable, what is not, questioning your existence? You are just done with every thing.