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D265/365 // April 21 credit🌙 (pls don’t delete)

3.2.18 // studygram: alimastudies

happy notes, happy life pt. ii

3/1/2018 - 39/115 Days in a Semester of Productivity

Some of my recent book purchases. I loved Text Me When You Get Home and hope to start Curious next week! 

23.2.18 // Wish me luck!

Taking my TOEFL iBT test tomorrow (for grad school) LOL. Wish me luck, hope I survive… Also these are some cute photos of my satchel! 👌

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What you do speaks so loudly that I cannot hear what you say.

pages from my journal for general paper!

18/100 days of intentional things

i studied, worked out and cleaned my room today! i also had some popcorn and continued to read an enchantment of ravens, so nice.

last week i ended my cbt (cognitive behavioural therapy). it was hard to do since i really wanted therapy. the person that treated me basically told me that i shouldnt tell myself that i have adhd because “im smart and nothing like them” and that i dont have adhd because she couldnt tell i had it when she looked at me. first of all, adhd has nothing, absolutely nothing to do with how smart you are. if anyone tells you otherwise, theyre either uneducated, ableist or ignorant (usually its a combination of all three). second of all, i have an official diagnosis which means that i am one of them, which in turn means she views me as lesser than people who dont have adhd. third, how the HECK can you tell if someone has adhd by looking at them? are we supposed to wear a special adhd garment or something? maybe she is psychic who specialises in distinguishing people with adhd?? someone should tell the swedish government because theyd save so much money on diagnosing people lmao

in all seriousness: hearing all of this did not only hurt my feelings, it showed how unfit she was to treat anyone in need of cbt. she was a psychologist- a mental health professional, for heavens sake- she, if anyone, should know what adhd means. that whole thing really made my energy levels low and thats why ive been a bit absent on here.