Someone had once questioned my research and said it was not science. Well, I replied: "Who said this is science? Have you ever seen magic?"
indie canon & oc multimuse, containing muses from a variety of different universes. selective and low activity. est. 06/16, written by lottie ( she / her ), gmt, nearly 30+
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june 2026 low activity notice !
RULES :
• This blog is selective & low activity, meaning that I only write with mutuals for my own state of mind. I work and have a busy life outside of tumblr which takes priority, so I cannot write with everyone. I also do sometimes practice exclusivity, although I tend to be very picky about this: any portrayal to which I am mains or exclusive is listed on that particular muse’s page.
• I have several worldbuilding affiliates listed above, who tend to be my go-to blogs when it comes to certain muses & dynamics. These blogs are not exclusives by default, but these are writers who have been integral in the overall worldbuilding and character development of a number of my muses, and honouring them on this pinned is my way of showing appreciation to them! You will see a lot of them here ^-^
• In addition to the muses featured here, I also have unlisted muses that I do not actively feature here on my pinned post but are linked below. These are generally on the blog for specific writing partners, but I am still more than willing to write them with others if requested ( providing, of course, that I am not exclusive to another portrayal ). This also includes my OCs!
• Be aware that inspiration, not obligation, directs my muse to write, so do not expect me to be fast to write everyone on the blog. There will be some muses who are neglected in favour of others depending on where my mood or enthusiasm strikes.
• I do not care to see call out posts or any other kind of drama. I will unfollow and potentially block if I see it on my dash: I am here to write, not to engage in tumblr politics.
• I ship based on chemistry and, for the most part, I am open to them ( dependent on particular muse of course! ), however I do not automatically ship ‘canon’ pairings – chemistry must still be there first. Smut is only ever likely to be written with partners that I am comfortable with on an out of character level.
• I have no triggers, and I will endeavour to tag anything appearing on this blog that could come under that label, but be aware that due to the variety of muses featured on this blog, dark topics may crop up from time to time.
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• If we are mutuals, I absolutely want to write with you! Hitting up my IMs for plotting is likely the easiest way to get something going with me, but sending a meme or liking a starter/interaction call absolutely works too!
• I’m Lottie, she/hers, nearly 30+, GMT timezone. I’ve been writing on tumblr since 2014 and I can also be found on my other blog, trickstercaptain, if not here. Mutuals are welcome to message me on tumblr IMs, and I will selectively give out my discord.
• HONKAI STAR RAIL ... herta, nihilux, march 7th, cerydra, topaz
• DRAGON AGE ... valyssa mahariel, varric tethras
• MASS EFFECT ... garrus vakarian
• THE EXPANSE ... camina drummer, bobbie draper
• STRANGER THINGS ... robin buckley, dustin henderson, erica sinclair, jane 'el' hopper
• MISCELLANEOUS ... aimee gibbs ( sex education ) daniel molloy ( interview with the vampire ), james flint ( black sails ), misty quigley ( yellowjackets ), villanelle ( killing eve )
• my unlisted muses and more info about them can be found HERE!
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In life as in the most successful novels and intriguing treaties, nothing is ever as it seems. They should both have seen it coming, really - Dehya from her own personal experiences, Al-Haitham from the thousands of hours pored over peeling off the lies, constructs and deceptive turns of phrases the truth likes to drape itself in in that costume called language. And yet, the shock of the revelations they have been looking for had hit them in the face all the same. That is the beauty and the cruelty of truth all like: it doesn't care about their feelings, doesn't discriminate between a curious scholar and a grieving, conflicted daughter. It doesn't change for one or the other... but it certainly affects them differently.
They have not spoken a word since reaching the mausoleum, nor since Kusayla's men had finally revealed to Dehya everything she had wanted to know about her father's demise and true intent. Al-Haitham's gaze scans around the burnt down records room - stacks of papers charred from a fire long extinguished, transcripts, records, names. Thousands of pages worth of them. Using writing as shackles to keep the wards of Deshret's Relics under their thumb (what would the Scarlet King make of such a use of his own name, the scribe wonders, pushing a half-cremated records book with the tip of his boot?). What foolish and ridiculous power move. Perhaps they should inform Lord Kusanali when they return to the city. Perhaps...
A movement at the corner of his eye snaps him from his thoughts and his eyes from the scattered mess of burnt records and shelves. Dehya stands there, seemingly absorbed in her thoughts. Of course she would be. This... cannot be what she had expected or hoped to find when they had set out on this endeavour, could it.
"I've heard of Deshret's Relics before. There have been incidents reports filed to the Akademiya - researchers unlucky enough to run into them on a field trip, or stupid enough to think they could work with them to circumvent the Akademiya's rules." The scribe muses. There is never a need to fill an awkward, painful silence, in his opinion, but what good would it do allow anyone to spiral in their own thoughts? "They were always bad news. Naturally, since they operated out in the desert and the incidents with researchers were sparse, the Matra never bothered to take actions against them. But, recently, I'd also heard they'd lost a considerable part of their forces..." His voice trails, a rare hesitation colouring it. " ... I must admit, I never imagined this would be the reason why." He pauses, briefly. "How are you holding up?"
She didn't know what to think. She didn't know what to feel. It had been one thing to discover that there was a greater evil lurking behind Dakan Al-Ahmar, and to direct her anger into aiding in the brigade's quest for revenge, avenging her father... and quite another to be stood in what remained of the headquarters of Deshret's Relics, the deed done. The blood on her hands of a group who had cursed so much misery, inflicted so much pain on those in the desert unlucky enough to land in their clutches.
Did that make her no better than them? Perhaps. Did it make her feel better to know that she had wiped one more ruthless, desperate desert group off the face of the map? Yes, even though she knew there were plenty of others. Such was the harsh, unforgiving way of the desert. Maligned by the Akademiya, undisturbed by the Matra. All that mattered out here was survival at any cost, even when that meant committing unforgiveable acts to gain the edge over others fighting for the same scraps.
From somewhere, Dehya was aware of Al-Haitham approached, could hear his voice musing over what they'd found. Yet the words themselves didn't quite reach her, eyes wandering to the charred remains of paper on the ground around them, imagining what it looked like that night Kusayla had set this place ablaze.
A final heroic act for a less than heroic man.
It took her a moment to register his question, though she continued to avert his gaze. Knowing that she was being watched not just by Al-Haitham, but by everyone here made her feel doubly exposed. “ I don't know. It's a lot to process. ” Dehya hesitated before slowly opening her palm to reveal a folded piece of paper. She shakily handed it to him, having read its contents earlier. “ I was given this by Dakan Al-Ahmar... in a box of Kusayla's belongings. You can read it. ” She desperately wanted someone else to read it. To validate those words on the page, to allow her to believe them. “ I really don't know what to think anymore. ”
"If we're going to let your minis and my puppets fight it out for dominance, young lady, we should make it interesting and place bets on the outcome, hm?" Yes, she is inviting you to sit and watch this with her, Silver Wolf. Whether this is a trap or a genuine olive branch, however, is up to you to decide. ( from herta! )
"Only if it's on a equal playing field, along with a non biased ref, that wouldn't suck up to you, and call you a precious gem. Or one that is glazing my skills. That way, it'd be a fair contest, and avoid YOU being a cheater."Says the one who has cheated plenty of times-
“ So that rules out your Stellaron Hunter friends. Hmm. I'd suggest Screwllum since rational objectivity is the hallmark of an inorganic mind like his, but I'm sure you'd still accuse him of being biased when my puppets beat yours. ” A small smile crept across her face. “ Someone we both don't know, then? ”
okay so hiatus notice ! i will be away from 15th to 24th june, and in the us of a from the 16th ! the queue is stocked with replies and other goodies and i suspect i will be checking the dash periodically, but you’re more likely to reach me in dms until then !
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furina lines in the 6.7 main event my mandated yearly furina crumbs are heeeere !! thank you sandrone time to be Normal about my girl on main again
i am genuinely interested in how she interacts with sandrone though given her previous experiences with the fatui arlecchino and whether we'll get any insight into her thoughts on alain guillotin, seeing as she and neuvillette are the two fontainians old enough to remember him. given that they brought sumeru world quest lore and characters into the main AQ last patch, i am hopeful that they will bring the narzissenkreuz stuff into this more fully than they did during the nod krai AQs. fontaine lore pls hoyo 🙏
"Mmm hmm." His voice was measured with delight due that response sparking that authentic laughter. Part of him wonders if she knows how pretty her voice is, the way it can sing, wonder, measure and now laugh so unbridled and truth. It was a private moment for the Nameless as he's glad the direction he pushes towards can offer these smaller modicums of bliss to a soul like her's.
"Penacony has taught me a thing or two about legacy. What they've left behind and want to have represented, and no doubt, trusting that hands like mine, yours, March and Dan Heng's will have all the tools to do more than just carry that weight."
What she'd find at the touch of her palm would be a vibrant heart awaiting her, as if sharing a pulsation to welcome her for reaching so close. It was the sort of warmth that prompted the romanticism of sunlight, less of a searing, merciless star but more of a gentle summer day whenever she's involved in the equation of just the two of them. He didn't have a chance to dwell on either that or his idea for long, for the newest morsel of intel had prompted his eyes to light up in a heartbeat.
Those guys. Caelus' smile was all goddamn teeth, nice and bright due to seeing exactly what this meant.
"C'mon, just cause March thinks we're that tied to the hip?" It hardly be a second after Caelus shares that in the same span of time, down to the hour and seconds of time that his phone received the same message.
"Even without being a Nameless, you've long since been one of us much as we tussled through all this rough stuff. We never had a chance to really celebrate a bit with you since taking down Irontomb, with ya being out of order for a bit." Thinking about what's to come made his expression soften, it tempted him to talk on softer matters.. but first thing's first. You can not elicit a genius' curiosity and just leave that as a 'check it out' later type of matter.
"Ever considered that you're fun to be around?"
A gentle sigh escapes while the nature of Elation begins to gradually coalesce within. A clear memory of the Phantasmoon's light, of the emotion that his will naturally woven from the stream of the collective unconscious settled in a realm of Aha's, that in itself made a reverberating pulse thump heavily within his chest as he takes a step back. A gloved hand finds itself situated upon the growing scintillation at his scarred chest, oh, he was daring to actually do this.
"Here."
The surrounding lighting dimmed due to the spatial effect of just being around the World Cancer, yet, the innate violence that wept and roared within it was strangely absent as the chaotic star found itself partially removed from his chest. However, there was a starling difference to be discovered as with a willful tug of the fingertips, the Stellaron would ease from him entirely, safely connected by tethers of Wishpower.. no, aspects of the Primum Mobile itself as excitable gleam sets within the Nameless' eye.
Instead, what situates in its presence could actually be considered calming, as if the tender nature of the human heart manifested in this flickering moment as a vibrant fire underneath the banner of Caelus.
"Looks like the matter of polarities may just be a thing with this part of my soul now. All the contamination, the agonies, all of that safe within. How about you hold it now and see what you can feel?"
She'd feel the rhythmic pulse of this Arcadia's hope sleeping within, if she dared.
Herta's brow arched and disappeared straight up and into the curtain of her bangs. “ That's not the word I would use. ” Blunt. Sharp. Self-absorbed. Accomplished. Relentless. Those were some of the more accurate descriptors she would ascribe to herself, beyond intelligent and beautiful and peerless of course.
Sure, she could list a number of times that she and Caelus had had fun together. Their adventures within the Simulated Universe, and more frequently now that they had chosen to share their lives and histories and futures with one another. But would the Astral Express really have described her like that? In recent years, she was a benefactor to the crew, and had always been a supporter of their work and legacy across the cosmos. But she had rarely socialised with them beyond the trade of resources and information, and the advent of universe-ending calamities.
The idea that they had wanted her to celebrate the Irontomb victory alongside them, and would have invited her had she not been confined to an IPC hospital ship in the aftermath...
Something warm and fond settled in the pit of her stomach at the thought. Something to think about and ponder over later, especially as her attention was drawn back to him by his stepping back from her, and the sudden prickling of Path energy in the air around them.
Herta couldn't recognise the specific Path immediately, but it didn't take a genius to guess given where they were, and how the presence of any Aeon in close proximity to her beloved would seemingly coax THEIR gaze. But a frown soon drew across her features as he reached specifically for his chest, letting the light grow around him and snuff out the daylight streaming in through the windows.
It took a moment for the realisation of what he was doing to hit but, once it did, Herta's mouth fell open, scarcely daring to believe what her eyes were watching.
Her eyes flitted from Caelus' face to the pulsing Stellaron in his hands and back again. She did that twice before deigning to speak. “ Did you just— ” Herta blinked again. “ —pull it out of your chest like it was nothing? ”
The Elation had enabled him to do this?
Herta laughed. It was the only thing she could do, the only thing that made sense. “ You're completely insane. ” Coming from a member of the Genius Society that was truly no insult at all. She immediately stepped forward to take him up on his offer. Holding an actual Stellaron? The same Stellaron that she had taken great pains and resources to seal and prevent from destroying her home planet? How could she in good conscience refuse that?
Herta slowly held out her hands, unsure exactly of how she was going to hold this thing, but Caelus soon guided it into her grasp. The first thing she felt radiating from it was a familiar surge of Imaginary energy. It reminded her of the first time she had laid eyes on it: this living, breathing construct able to alter reality itself and reshape entire worlds. Absent though was that voice, the one that aims to tempt and whisper promises in its target's ear, promising rebirth but enacting Destruction.
Instead, there was a chorus of different voices, an entire planet's worth of hope imbued within its energy signature. The cogs of a genius brain were already turning. “ These are... wishes? The same thing that fuels a Stellaron? But not... malevolent. ” Herta canted her head at him. “ You're using the Stellaron to siphon Wishpower? ”
gooooood morning happy weekend !! my weekend has mostly been spent packing and prepping for my trip but i still have one reply to post and my hiatus notice so hopefully i'll be here later !! /blows kisses have a good one !!
"She stinks and smells of arrogance. She'll be a big cheater, and have Grandma mood swings. Way too into selfcest, with how many puppets of herself, which has the same face, and voice of herself for that matter. Any more flaws you can name hm?"
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james flint's most endearing trait is that he understands women to be inherently three-dimensional, complex and deserving of respect (especially for the positions of authority they occupy). in contrast, he is barely convinced that most men have brains.
❝ i had a different name back then, you know. ❞ // herta, go forth learn some lore
“ That would be prior to your hatching rebirth, yes? In the natural life-cycle of a vidyadhara? ”
To her credit, Madam Herta could be said to sometimes pay attention. The life sciences were not her special interest nor her area of expertise, but the vidyadhara were interesting on account of their cyclical lifespan and process of transformation. Their relationship to the Aeon of Permanence was something worth looking at eventually: the answers more than likely within the Simulated Universe of whether they were, like the Pure Children of Anasrava, fragments of the original Aeon or just a species imbued with THEIR Path power. But, as of right now, she had no particular inclination to delve deeper — and besides, she currently had too many other research topics on her plate.
She would, however, never miss an opportunity to scour the latest entries in the Astral Express' data bank. The novel part of it all this time was that her true form had stepped aboard Akivili's train, instead of one of her puppets. Seeing as the entire crew had seen more than enough of her real self over past weeks as she aided with Amphoreus and the Irontomb crisis, Herta figured that the choice to come in person this time wasn't really all that noteworthy.
Leaning over the data bank's screen next to Dan Heng, Herta hummed idly to herself. “ I remember Himeko telling me that the Express had taken in an ex-fugitive who had gotten into trouble with the Xianzhou. As I don't really care that much about the Xianzhou's laws, I didn't think anything of it. ”
She hadn't asked, and Himeko had never elaborated. And yet now, sensing the weight behind that admission and the silence that followed, Herta glanced sidelong at him. “ I still don't really care about their laws, so unless you have a reason to share the long and sorry tale with me, I don't need to hear it. ” Too cutting? Perhaps, but Herta was too honest to feign interest in something for the sake of sparing someone's feelings. “ In your current life and with your current name, you're a Nameless. ”
this was prompted by something i sent willow yesterday but i still think there is so much untapped potential in the 3.5-patch flame chase journey, with herta & screwllum stuck on the outside and only able to materialise within amphoreus via hologram every so often ( it's implied they did it only twice but i like to think they phased through more often that that ) — which to them is only minutes apart but for amphoreus would be centuries apart
so my prevailing thought about daniel and this first ep is just how much daniel seems to have latched onto lestat, in a way that he never did with louis because the circumstances are completely different. while interviewing louis, daniel was a human journalist whose only stake in events was the mysterious circumstances surrounding their previous interview in san francisco. now, interviewing and filming lestat, daniel is a fledgling vampire. who else does daniel have to lean on and teach him the ropes at this point in the story? armand, his maker, is MIA, he says himself that louis hasn't spoken to him ever since he published the book ( though more likely after he fell out with lestat over it lbr )... so who else does that leave? monsieur lestat de lioncourt i guess fdgjkfdg
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