▵┋✨ fuck my bad habits ▿

"You're an idiot if you thought I cared about you."

"You took advantage of my feelings for you."

"Fuck you, fuck your boyfriend/girlfriend and fuck everything about you!"

"I'm in love with you and I'm sick of having to hide it."

"You were supposed to be different."

"You were the one, I can't just move on!"

"I loved you, and just because we broke up doesn't mean I can turn it off."

"I love you too much and you don't love me at all..."

"I would've done anything for you..."

"You left me. You don't get to come back."

"I want you to hurt like I do."

"That's it? You're just giving up on me?"

"I never thought we'd end like this."

"It's such a shame to let you walk away."

"Love isn't a three-way street!"

"Is this goodbye?"

"I would have followed you anywhere. "

"Do I even matter to you?!"

"My back has turned on you."

"I should have known you'd break my heart."

"You're gone and I'm haunted and I bet you are just fine!"

"Goodbye, my almost lover."

"It's over."

"I can't do this anymore."

"I'm leaving you."

"I'm done crying over you."

"I have to let you go."

"You said you loved me..."

"I LOVED you. Past tense."

"I don't believe in love."

"I never loved you."

        – BIANCA HAD BEEN STRUGGLING with this addiction for a while. She almost needed to have the drugs around – they were the only constant thing she had going on in her life right now. well, besides chase, of course. but her friend seemed to be just as lost in her own addiction as bianca was. a lazy smile remained on the brunettes’ face, fingers laced through chase’s as they stumbled their way back home. with a shake of her head, bianca responded, “no, i knew you wouldn’t leave my side. you’re stuck with me anyway, so it wouldn’t really matter anyway,” she teased, bumping her hip against chase’s. she always seemed to say way too many words when she wasn’t sober. looking back, bianca saw who chase’s anger had been directed at, and she couldn’t help but giggle, rolling her eyes, “boys ‘re fuckin’ pigs. gross,” she said. with an exasperated sigh, she answered chase’s question, “you’re really good at losin’ your cigarettes. maybe that means y'should stop smokin’ ‘em?” she grinned. it made her feel like such a hypocrite, considering her vices, but bianca hated the fact that chase smoked. she’d lost count of how many times she tried to get her to quit. furrowing her eyebrows, bianca almost seemed offended by chase’s question, “of course, you’re sleeping with me tonight,” she slurred, chuckling, “y'really think i’d make you sleep on that shitty couch again? no, y'have t'keep me warm, duh.”

a day for just the two of them was very much so needed, of course it was just them on this vacation but they were always in public. on their yacht it would be just them. “oh please i know you love it when you come shopping with me, i mean isn’t it nice carrying my bags for me? builds those big muscles you have!”. laughing softly the brunette quickly paid for their food and smiled, feeling his hands on her ass as she did so. it really was the little things. getting back to their gorgeous condo muirenn dropped her bag on the white couch and glanced over to him, eyebrows raised as she listened to his words. padding through to their shared bedroom the girl began to riffle through her pile of designer bikinis, humming contently before smirking. “oh the baby pink one? i really like that one—it’s great for getting a tan”, because there wasn’t much to it, basically two triangles of fabric for the top and a minute thong for the bottom. “you want me to sit on daddy’s knee before we go? i have lots and lots of things i want to do before!”. wasting no time muirenn shimmied out of her shorts, showing off her teal coloured panties before doing the same with her shirt. her lingerie was always matching and without a doubt stunning. “i think daddy might need to help fix my bikini, the ties always seem to come undone so easily….”

anyone who overheard their conversations would simply think that muirenn was looking out for her brother, making sure he didn’t mix with the wrong people. in reality it was much less superficial than that, she couldn’t care less who he spent his time with, as long as the females didn’t catch his eye. “maybe we will, the views are always amazing from the yacht in the afternoon and evening”, and really it wasn’t like they had much else to do, a couple of parties here and there but nothing that meant they had to rush back to the condo. “oh really? i have a feeling it’s one with not much to it?”, she teased quietly, laughing and grabbing her bag as they got ready to pay, her waving over said waitress and asking for their bill. “the ties? now i wonder why you like those ties hm?”. men were all the same when it came down to what they wanted women to wear, it just so happened she loved showing her body off for finn. only because he made her feel like she could show it off, that he wanted to see it. “but don’t worry, i’ll model all of my new things for you, maybe even the lingerie if you play your cards right.” smirking the brunette reached in to her purse for her credit card, eager to pay and get on to the boat.