Tbh i just use this spot to vent now so if thats not what u wanna see feel free to unfollow

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Im just really tired. I found someone to love again and they just hurt me. And its hard when we both have abandonment issues but theirs is where they do the leaving instead of clinging. And im tired of this cycle. All i ever do is love someone just to be suddenly turned on or ghosted or abandoned out of nowhere from a “you are the love of my life and my everything” just the day prior. I dont know how much more i can take or handle i sincerely dont think life is worth this much pain again and again and theres nothing i can do to stop or prevent it short of never being vulnerable again via either entire soul change or death.