There isnât much left of Adarâs heart. Not anymore.
It remains a mystery even to him what forces compelled him to act. He has done unspeakable things, cruelty so deep it carved hollows into his very soul. And yet, he could not walk away.
Not when he heard your cries for help.
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Summary:
Takes place during the events of Business as Usual. Quark finds himself entangled in the arms trade. You, a Starfleet security officer stationed on Deep Space Nine and his partner, discover what heâs done.
disclaimer: I posted this already on ao3 <3
Somethingâs different.
You can feel it in the way Quark looks at you lately, as if thereâs something on the tip of his tongue that he keeps swallowing back down.
Normally, he never shuts up. He talks about profits and customers and Holosuites, about business schemes and how Ferenginar never truly appreciates its âreal entrepreneurs.â
But lately heâs quieter.
Too quiet.
You watch him from the corner of your eye as he wipes down a glass thatâs already spotless.
âQuark?â
He startles slightly.
âYes? What?â
âYouâve been awfully quiet.â
âQuiet? Me? Iâm efficient.â
âEfficient,â you repeat, folding your arms. âSo nothing illegal?â
âIllegal? Please! Iâm a respected businessman!â
âUh-huh.â
âI swear it on all my latinum!â
You raise a brow. âYou mean the latinum youâve got hidden in that undeclared account on Ferenginar?â
He blinks. âMaybe some of my latinum.â
Despite yourself, you smile.
Heâs impossible and thatâs exactly what you fell for.
But tonight, something about his grin feels rehearsed. Like a mask heâs worn too long.
And somewhere deep inside, a cold knot begins to form: something isnât right.
Two days later, your instincts are proven right.
Odo calls you into his office. Heâs standing behind his desk, posture rigid, hands clasped behind his back.
âLieutenant,â he says, voice sharp as always, âIâm afraid your... acquaintance Quark is up to his old tricks.â
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
âArms dealing. Through a man named Hagath. Substantial quantities.â
Your heart drops to your stomach.
âThat canât be true.â
âOh, itâs true.â Odo tilts his head. âI thought you might prefer to hear it from me, before Captain Sisko asks how much you knew.â
You can feel the unspoken accusation in his tone.
And suddenly, shame burns hot in your chest.
Shame, even though youâve done nothing wrong. Shame that you love him. That you trusted him.
You go straight to the bar.
The air smells of replicated coffee and tension.
He sees you the moment you enter, and the look on his face tells you he already knows.
âWe need to talk,â you say, your voice steady but tight.
âI can explain,â he blurts out.
âExplain? That youâre selling weapons? That you lied to me?â
âI only wanted to protect you!â he protests, too loud, too fast. âIf you didnât know, you couldnât report it!â
âIÂ work in security, Quark! Do you realize how that sounds?â
His voice falters.
âI thought it was just business. Numbers. No real victims.â
You stare at him, and your chest aches.
âThatâs how you make it easier for yourself. You tell yourself itâs just numbers. But it isnât. People die because of this. And I could lose my job because of you.â
âI just wanted to belong again,â he says softly.
âAt what cost?â
He has no answer.
You turn and walk away.
Behind you, his voice cracks.
âI didnât want to lose you!â
But you donât look back.
Days pass, gray, heavy, endless.
You bury yourself in work, ignoring the whispers that follow you through the promenade.
Quarkâs girlfriend. She must have known.
You say nothing.
But every time you pass the bar, that cold ache returns, anger and love and disappointment all tangled up inside you.
Then, one evening, you stop.
You donât even know why, only that your feet carry you to the doorway of Quarkâs Bar.
The music is low. The room is nearly empty.
Quark stands behind the counter, polishing glasses like a man trying to scrub away guilt itself.
He doesnât notice you until you take your usual seat.
âYouâre late,â he says quietly.
âI had a shift.â
âI thought you werenât coming back.â
âI thought so too.â
You look at him, really look at him. The dark circles under his eyes, the slump of his shoulders, the twitch of his ears.
He seems smaller somehow. Fragile.
And for a moment, you remember the man who told you stories of Ferenginar at midnight, who claimed emotions were bad for business but wore his heart on his sleeve every time you smiled at him.
âThe usual,â you say.
He blinks. âYou actually want a drink? From me?â
âI didnât say I forgive you. I said I want to understand.â
His hands shake slightly as he sets the glass in front of you.
âI made mistakes,â he admits. âBig ones. I thought I could have both, you and the business. But every time I looked at you, I kept wondering what youâd say if you knew.â
âAnd you did it anyway.â
He nods slowly. âIâm a fool.â
You take a sip. âA small, greedy fool.â
He lets out a sound, half laugh, half sigh. âThatâs the nicest thing anyoneâs said to me today.â
The silence that follows is heavy, but not hostile.
Then you say, âYou shouldâve talked to me. We wouldâve found something. A way that didnât cost lives.â
He meets your gaze, tentative but sincere.
âI know. I thought I had to handle it alone.â
âYouâre not alone, Quark. Not if you donât want to be.â
He hesitates, then places his hand on the counter. You reach out, and for a heartbeat, your fingers brush.
Small. But real.
And just like that, the cold between you starts to thaw.
âI donât know if youâll ever trust me again,â he whispers.
âTrust can be lost,â you say. âBut love... love stays.â
He stares at you, caught between disbelief and hope.
âYouâre crazy, you know that?â
âMaybe,â you reply softly. âBut youâre worth it.â
as if the world itself had forgotten how to breathe.
Ash drifted through the air, melting on the skin, settling over scorched earth like a burial shroud. Everything smelled of iron, smoke, and sorrow.
Adar stood motionless among the wreckage, his hands dark with blood. His own, perhaps, or anotherâs. The air was thick, and yet he could hear it: the faint heartbeat of the earth, the distant cries of his children in the dark. A few had survived. Too few.
He lowered his gaze.
âSo the old ends,â he whispered, âand the new is born in pain.â
A flicker of movement made him turn. Between the blackened tree stumps, a figure emerged slight, wounded, but standing. A human. A survivor of the Southlands.
She had recognized him. He saw it in her eyes.
And yet, she did not flee.
âStay where you are,â he said softly, though the words sounded more like a plea than a command.
She stopped. The wind lifted a strand of hair across her cheek.
âI have nowhere else to go,â she said quietly.
Her voice cut through him like a blade of light. He saw the tremor in her hands like a candle still fighting the dark.
âYou should hate me,â he murmured.
He took a step closer. The cinders cracked beneath his boots.
The air between them shimmered warm from the fire, but pulsing with something else.
She met his eyes, and in that gaze he knew she saw him, not only the enemy, but the shadow of the man he once might have been.
âI saw you,â she said, voice trembling. âYou saved them. The orcs. You called them your children.â
Adar was silent for a long time. Then his expression softened.
âThey are all I have left,â he said. âThey call them corrupted, monsters. But who corrupted them? I? Or the light that cast them out?â
She hesitated, then stepped forward. Her hand rose, brushing the ash from his brow.
He froze. Not in anger, but from a kind of pain he thought long dead.
Something in him shuddered. He wanted to turn away, to drive her back but her gaze held him.
And so they stood, surrounded by ruin, by fire and silence. Two enemies, who for one breath of time were something else almost something tender.
He placed his hand over hers, gently, reverently.
âIn another age,â he said, âyou might have seen me differently.â
âIn another age,â she answered, âyou might not have had to fight.â
A wind rose, carrying ash like snow between them.
He let her hand fall away, and with it, the fragile dream that something good could still remain.
When she turned to leave, she did not look back.
Adar watched until her figure vanished into the grey.
Then he lifted his face toward the smoke-veiled sky,
and whispered, so softly that only the dying earth could hear:
let's be real if andy from alien romulus would have been played by someone like michael fassbender (white and blonde) there would be a ton of x readers and fanfics
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A/N: Sorry it took so long! It was kinda hard to come up with something, hope you like it tho xoxo
would be very flushed to see you in his hoodie
definitely letâs you borrow it again
would love to see you flaunt it around the beach to let everybody know youâre his
nobody would mess with you or even look at you the wrong way
secret glances
I donât think he is a jealous type, like after he finally trusts you enough to open up and start a relationship with you he wouldnât question your loyalty
ride or die
but that doesnât mean he wouldnât come after any person that tries to harass youÂ
that includes Niragi, probably wouldnât let him come near you
very protective but kinda lowkey about it
would let you go to games alone if you want to because he trusts your abilities
but he would have no problem if you came along with him if you canât handle yourself
waits in the lobby for you to return from a game
doesnât mind pda but I donât think he would initiate it
letâs you take his hand whenever you want
doesnât mind when you two chill somewhere around the pool or the club and you put your arms around him or rest your head on his shoulder, probably would put his arm around you in return
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Hi, I love your imagines. Can you do some more with Cahir? Thank you so much, have a great Day! :)
aww thank you! messages like these always make my day <3Â
I do plan on making more Cahir imagines in the future, at the latest when the new season drops and we will hopefully see more of him. But maybe I get inspired earlier :)Â
This year has been a rough certainly. I have been sporadic in my posting on this website this year as life has been hectic, as Iâm sure itâs been for you all. Still, through it all, my friends, followers, the blogs I follow, writers and content creators, and some wonderful people on this site have made my life better while quarantined. I appreciate you all so much. Thank you for sticking with me through this tough times and for bearing with me for taking a semi-hiatus. To everyone Iâve talked to and everyone I havenât, thank you and I adore you more than you will ever think.Â
âYou have to live Y/N. Do you understand?!â He grabs you by your shoulders and looks deep into your eyes. âLive for me.â
âNo, donât do this! Please.â
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Taking his hand in yours you say:Â âYou know you can tell me anything.â
Joe looks at you for a moment then he gives you a small smile. âI knowâ he says and squeezes your hand.