this blog is my diary it's my sketchbook it's stuff on my bedroom wall it's a pdf it's an unpublished novel it's a collage. it's all of these things

It hurts me a lot when I act coldly just to protect myself, knowing that I am the most tender and affectionate person you will meet.

you could never make me jealous of your blessing because your blessing is for you, even if it looks strikingly familiar to what I see for myself, I have an unwavering faith that which is for me will be simple

I want to keep living my life as a continual preparation of trust that the very next moment could be absolutely divine and astonishing. What’s that saying… destiny favors the prepared… I often come back to the question of if my wildest dreams came true tomorrow, what would I have to do today to be able to receive and live them? What state would I need to embody? I’m also often reminded of Florence Scovel Shinn saying, “One’s ships come in over a calm sea.”

Choose people who seek to understand before they choose to judge. The right people will ask what’s weighing on your heart before they assume the worst about your character.