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I'm kk or kilita, and I was also gurosaint, kilitakarnage, saintofhate, etc.

I'm 16, turning 17 on May 29th, and I'm also a girl that goes by she/her (not a shocker probably)

I'm a soprano 1 in chorus and I'm also in theatre

I have ADHD and autism and also mentally ill, my special interests/hyperfixations are the amazing digital circus (TADC, very autistic of me), IHNMAIMS (I have no mouth and i must scream), true crime (duh), horror, the military, zombiebeatz2000 aka ashley hanrahan aka hikkichan, gore/anatomy (no i'm not an edgelord i swear), anime, Final Destination, the whole rob zombie movie franchise but especially the House of 1,000 Corpses trilogy, mouthwashing (the video game), fashion, science (especially health related or forensics), cartoons, moodboards, daydreaming, religious imagery like angels and crosses, cutecore, weirdcore, dreamcore, imparsthetic, webcore/curseweb, hospitals/medical imagery, and erotic/creepy cute aesthetics. My most favorite color is pink, second place is red, and then third place is white and black.

I like KMFDM, Korn, MSI, NIN, AIR, Deftones, Melanie Martinez (i like her music more from the crybaby trilogy), Negative XP, 1-800-PAIN, Lil Darkie, Fried by Fluoride (I actually interacted with him before, he's really sweet), Gooseworx, Portishead, Baby Metal,

heelflip, Elita, jumpstyle music, Devi McCallion, Flyleaf, Rob Zombie, Chemlab, Bjork, Fiona Apple, Mag.Lo, Imogen Heap, Wisp, Miss Construction, Alex G, HEXXO, Pisca, crxw, slippymudman, Esthero, Zheani Sparkes, Jazmin Bean, some lana del rey songs, Ethel Cain, Mitski, Duster, my head hurts, kuroneko, h4rtbrkr, Strange Boutique, Yousei Teikoku, AKB48, KARA, Die Antwoord, Marilyn Manson, NEET, rukiawaa, whatsaheart, Paramore, Linkin Park, Avril Lavigne, Kyary Pamyu Pamyu, Sewerslvt, Superheaven, goreshit, DJ nadeshiko (zombiebeatz2000), Rory of Early 20's, NASTYONA, Elusin, Jack off Jill, Sematary, Shinsei Kamattechan, Kikuo, Rammstein, Pantera, Kittie, Slipknot, Nirvana, Hole, Black Box Recorder, Radiohead, Foo Fighters, Boards of Canada, Akira Yamaoka, S3RL, Joost, Machine Girl, wych elm, Shoebill, psiangel, NEEDY GIRL OVERDOSE, Otep, Maretu, vkei, menhera kei, and moreee

I'm wasian (filipino, romani aka indo-aryan, and then a lot of parts of europe (white hispanic))

I'm also pan (i hope being queer in here isn't a major crime, get it, ok ill stop)

No I don't have a plan or weapons, I don't hurt anyone and I don't want to, I am a safe person 🫩 for the love of god please don't report me, just block me if you don't like my blog (for the love of god, MSI, get it, ok I'll stop for real now)

I have dated 4 people before. And I’ve been asked out by 4. Two of the ones I’ve dated being random men (way older), and one being an online trans guy 2 years older than me. And the one I have currently doesn’t seem to like me that much..

I have been asked out by a man, a trans guy, my current boyfriend who is a trans guy, and yet another trans guy.

A lot of my friends are trans guys. Does that mean that technically girls find me attractive? I guess I could count that as interaction with females. But also guys. So basically not.

Here is why I think they like me and why other people should like me

• I am generally handsome, I think that I am pretty with my curly brown hair. I have a bit of a baby face and I don’t like my brown eyes though.

• I am funny. I am funny because I make people laugh, when people are sad I often hangout with them so they hangout with me more. I think that’s cool.

• I guess the fact I look younger makes me attractive. The two first guys I dated knew what my age was at the time, and I guess they found me attractive somehow.

• The first trans guy to ask me out was a girl at the time and I think they asked me out because I checked on them during when CPS went to their house because their dad choke slammed them at a sleepover.

• I am kind of masculine. I am kind of slim and have some muscle. I think that’s good.

• I am really online. If someone gives me ALL of their attention I will give them all of my attention.

• I don’t take the best care of my teeth and they’re kind of crooked but some people told me they like crooked teeth. I think my smile is nice.

• I am generally horrendous, I think that I am ugly with my greasy black hair. I have a bit of a fat face and I don’t like my brown eyes though. I am also a transgender Latinx.

• I am autistic. I am autistic because I don't make people laugh, when people are sad I often hangout with them so they want to kill themselves more. I think that’s cool.

• I guess the fact I look younger makes me attractive to groomers who look like Adam Lanza. The two first trannies I dated knew what my age was at the time, and I guess they found me attractive somehow.

• The first trans guy to ask me out was a girl at the time and I think they asked me out because I checked on them during when EMS went to their house because they tried to hang themselves.

• I don’t take the best care of my teeth and they’re kind of crooked and fucked up. I think my smile is nice

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