Ilustrariane

"Don't you know this tale, in which all I ever wanted I'll never have? For who could ever learn to love a beast? However cold the wind and rain I'll be there to ease up your pain However cruel the mirrors of sin Remember, beauty is found within Forever shall the wolf in me... desire the sheep... in you"

Nightwish - Beauty and the beast

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Drawings from three sessions of Draw With Patrons, i make monthly in my Patreon! it's always super fun honestly!!! i use Magma, btw.

Rain from my comic Atnomen / My Cinnamon Girl - Peter Steele playgirl inspired piece (if you know you know)

"Beneath the monstrous form and roaring bass, A bleeding heart is laid upon the shrine. They look upon their lover’s gentle face, And worship at a temple so divine.

Though born of heavy riffs or demon's fire, They are the quiet souls of dark desire."

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It made my day seriously <3 love your work!!

awwn thank you! i used to be very active here!!! (this is where everything began, if you scroll waaaaaaay back, you will see some of earliest designs for Lena and Rain!), but with the production for the comic and patreon stuff i got really overwhelmed!

i'm now trying to post here more, making an effort!

This is my personal blog now, i post monster content, phantom of the opera, personal stuff and of course Atnomen!

Red Kiss

"Give me the red kiss, let the river flow Down where the deepest, darkest passions grow Your sweat is nectar, your blood is wine Pour out your pulse and let it merge with mine I am your slave of pleasure, bound in lust In your scarlet salvation, I put my trust Oh, give me the red kiss tonight…"

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The main characters from my comic Atnomen

The Flower and The Snake - Hades and Persephone

Black scales glisten in the damp, midnight earth, Drawn to the pink of your innocent birth. I slide through your petals, so slick and so deep, Drinking the dew that your velvet folds weep.

You open your center to let the snake in, A gothic communion of sorrow and sin. Bruised petals fall in the dark, overgrown. The serpent is slithering, weeping alone. My venom inside you, a tragic, sweet moan... Turning your beautiful, soft pink to stone

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Digital art (Ipad pro, Procreate)

I illustrated several times Hades and Persephone, and this is another one, where Hades is a snake-like monster and Persephone is a flower nymph.

"The sun is an exile; heavy velvet suffocates the day.

You were the ink spilled from my own dark soul, a second heartbeat wrapped in midnight fur.

A phantom rust crept deep into your blood.

It was a silent fire that devoured your grace, an invisible thief that stole your breath.

Now my chest is a hollow cathedral, ringing with your absence. My velvet-pawed soulmate, my miniature eclipse...

You are reduced to a heavy silence, trapped in cold porcelain.

I cradle the urn against a corset of thorns. You are gray sand now. You are the burnt residue of stars, while I am but a weeping gargoyle, anchored to the earth.

Let the bitter winds strip this pale flesh from my ribs. Let my sorrow grind my skeleton into a fine, white powder, that I might pour my own ruin into your resting place.

I crave no golden heaven, only a shadowed commingling. To mix our ashes until no god can sift the mother from the child, until the widow and her shadow are one solitary dune.

I only want to be the ash that holds you through the night.

We were forged from the shattered debris of ancient voids. The old scripture burns inside my hollow, aching chest:

For dust we are, my sweet twilight, and to dust we shall return"

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I miss you, my sweet princess Mirana....

Hello everyone!!! i've been very OFF my personal social media lately, only work happening....i kinda....snapped... in like...october 2024 i think? like....i thought i was gonna die, at least die on the inside... i was so bad that i thought i would never grab a pencil or experience joy again.

but, several months later, and several prescribed pills later, here i am....recovering (again).

aaand i'm showing here what i've been doing! i will TRY to be here more often but i cant promise honestly...(all my energy goes into my work and my life, its hard finding energy to make personal drawings)

That first drawing was a doodle based on a The Phantom of the Opera 2004 movie still. older raoul de chagny + the nurse + destroyed opera house

This one i did as a warmup with the pencil. My baby Sam.

and this one "Remorse"....it reflects my state of mind these last few months. Lots of grief, remorse, anger, sadness, pain....while in the outside... i'm wearing a mask of numbness, i'm screaming my lungs out of how much pain i feel, while my real/old self is buried just beneath the surface, but yet i cant touch her...

Maybe i was able to touch her now, cause...here i am being creative again.

Experimenting with acrylic markers again! Featuring our favorite sewer goblin and our dearest soprano!

Ohuhu markers + faber castell markers and pencils

you can see the process for this piece and others on my ART TIKTOK, i sometimes make livestreams!

LINKTREE

Aemond Targaryen - Watercolor/watercolor pencils and pens/ink/white acrylic paint

My second art livestream results!!! i kinda liked it!!! to the last episode of the season we go!!!

im having a blast using traditional art media as a hobby honestly, its a nice change from digital art (i love digital art too, but you know).

Follow me on my ART TIKTOK to see more livestreams!

Hello everyone!

i'm back!

for the past months i tried a different thing with this account (i think you all noticed), i trusted it to my old marketing team (we have a new team now), and honestly they never understood tumblr...all posts flopped basically.

So i removed most of them, and decided that tumblr is supposed to be something PERSONAL, like a blog really, not instagram. So i took the account back, and now i will only be posting things my way.

I'm still working on my comic ATNOMEN and my PATREON, so i dont have as much time to draw other stuff like the old times, but i will always update it when i have something worth it!

So, this time, i bring you a Belle sketch i did while livestreaming on my newest ART TIKTOK (follow me there, i plan to make at least one livestream a week with sketches like that).

Im using traditional art like a hobby, its something different to do other than drawing on the ipad all day!!! watercolors and markers is what i plan to use!

[ENG] Hello Heathens!! Atnomen updates will be officially back this wednesday, and its already available to all Priestess (8$) Patrons on P4tre0n!! i hope all of you enjoy what i have planned for you this third season of Atnomen! 😉

[ENG] What he sees x what she sees 🤭

Eyes of a wolf -

Gave prince Adam from Beauty and The Beast a well deserved remake, beard and all. Its an outrage hes baby faced honestly....