Z0mbieboy27

As a persecutor I’m gonna be honest I do nottt like how some people (mostly seems to be those that aren’t persecutors) kind of baby actually persecutors?? Obviously I agree that I wouldn’t want to be forced into dormancy or called an “evil alter” or something but a lot of the arguments I see are just

“Persecutors are just defending themselves!! They are probably just scared, be patient with your persecutor headmates!!! Help them recover!”

Which can totally be true, but this completely ignores the persecutors that are just. Like that. The persecutors that genuinely want to cause harm for no other reason than why the hell not. I dont like how people say all persecutors HAVE to heal like they’re some child.

Ignoring the fact that I am a child, what if I dont want to get better?

Some people need to accept that there is not good in everybody and u cannot change people for the better

- the most horrible migraines you can think of

- body dysphoria

- CONSTANT denial

- the pain of having to figure out who new alters are and how they got there

- not being able to tell even the people closest to you cause of how much it’s been sterotyped

- the Disorder Police(TM) coming for you the millisecond you stray from the stereotypes

(tw silly self take claiming)

I'm my OWN Disorder Police (TM)

Oh we have fictives? Oh I'm sorry we are the ONLY system not allowed to have those!

Hm.. amnesia? Sorry we're just secretly lying to ourselves we actually DO remember!

"you switch tho"? Literally it's just me like being weird or something idk!! My mental illness isn't real

Trauma? Well I don't haveremember any so like I'm fine

Amnesia? My memory is great!! What are you talking about?

Amnesia? No such thing, I have the memory of an elephant

I don't want gear to be "acceptable" I want it to be normal.

Wruff?

Dog like behaviors I have:3

eating to fast, like I genuinely need a slow feeder matt TvT

no traffic awareness? I give drivers heart attacks nearly every day + will probably nvr get a license

whenever I hear no, doesn't matter what context, it always gives me kinda bad feeling

I've slept on the floor my entire life and used to feel uncomfortable sleeping in beds

I used to only have my mattress on a floor bc I liked it better

I would sneak bowls upstairs to drink water out of my whole life

I used to eat dog food as a kid and convinced my parents to let me (it is human safe! you CAN eat dog food!)

I'll probably add to this later:3

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