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I love my Fullmetal miis
When Iâm about to read a juicy ass fic but then see that itâs in first person pov
Strange Affections
ino takuma x fem!reader. summary: reader and ino have playful fights.
âWHY are you calling me maâam?? how old do you think I am??! Were the same age forââ, You pulled his beanie off forcefully before smacking it against his shoulder, againâ âGodsââ and again, âSakeâ!â
âWhatâ stop it-!!! Youâre hurting meââ Ino tried to shield himself, knowing that it didnât hurt that much, not really. âStopâStop!!â He winced when you grabbed his ear. You finally loosened your grip on him, letting him free. You abruptly bought your fist up to warn him and he flinched. What a loser.
A brief moment of silence passes before he says, âGranny.â With a disgustingly wretched smile, before attempting to bolt. âYouââ you grabbed his brown locks in pure livid rage, pulling him back and putting him in a headlock, âSay sorry now.â He paled.
He struggled against your grip, âTAKUMAâsay sorryâ!!!!â You yelled. âHey!â Youâre so aggressive!â He whined, âFINEâ! Iâm sorry let goââ
He dramatically gasped for breath, holding his neck. âYoâ I nearly tasted death!!â He said exasperatedly. âDonât be a baby.â You scoffed. âIâm the baby? Iâm not the one that gets offended when getting referred to as maâam! You have serious issues lady!â
âAre you hurt?â You asked after a minute of silence, feigning nonchalance and tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. A wicked grin bloomed across his face, before contorting into a pout. âSo much⊠owieeee.â âEw. Good.â You replied back with a grimace on your face.
Gojo and Nanami walked out of the convenient only to be greeted with bickering. âYour subordinate is attacking mine, are you going to reprimand her?â Nanami asked apathetically watching the two fight from afar. âNahhh.â Gojo dismissed far too quickly, waving his hand.

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For safety measures, I guess lol
It would be fun to do something like this with other characters, like there's a new cover every month, with Roy, Risa, Ling, etc., but something tells me that I'm going to fuck up hard.
I finished this one out of pure enthusiasm from the fact that I finally managed to draw the sole properly.
For safety measures, I guess lol
i love my husband đ«

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Hey guys! As someone who has lived through pancreatic cancer and whose anniversary it is today, I would like you to PLEASE share this information! Cancer of any kind is a major warning sign that you should take seriously! Please get your checkupsâŒïžâŒïž
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Okay since no one's gonna say it and their children are unnamed, Ed and Winry would name their daughter Trisha and their son Yuriy after Ed's mom and Winrys dad.
And Roy would name his first born son Maes.
Thank you and goodnight.
just as sweet as the day you were brought home đ happy bday yuji đ
Ino x reader whoâs a special grade?
amazing
he is so amazed by you. he loves watching you fight, you look so cool. he himself has been working hard to become a first grade.
he watches you fight lower grade curses like they're dirt on your shoes. it's incredible to him. he loves getting sent on missions with you.
he also knows you tend to be overprotective of him when you're on missions together, so he'll let you handle the low grade curses and just admire you while you do it.
he loves telling you how strong you are, and admitting his admirations for you. he's like your own little cheerleader when you train together. he loves bragging to other people about how strong you are too. nanami getting an earful from him consistently.
nanami also admires your talent, but he's a little sick of hearing about you all the time. of course, he's kinda whenever he talks to you, but he sometimes has to gently guide ino away from the topic of you. he does find the puppy love that he has for you pretty sweet tho.
he gets pissed off for you when the higher ups send you on insane missions to fight special grade curses. you and gojo often vent to each other about how annoying long distance missions can be.
also you and ino hate being away from each other, and long distance missions make it hard to sleep without the other.
he loves sparring with you. he lives for when you take him down (he knows hes not nearly as strong as you). he finds it so hot when you're on top of him and have him on his back.
he loves admiring you from a distance as well. he's willing to watch you spar with yuta from afar, finding you both so powerful. he also finds your sparring matches with gojo to be pretty cool too. the two strongest sorcerers fighting it out is pretty freaking sick to him.
he's also such a comfort when you just need to relax after long missions. willing to let you flop into his arms whenever you need to from exhaustion. throwing on your favorite show for background noise and letting you just sleep on him.
he loves cuddling with you, he likes being the little spoon, but he's also so down to be the big spoon when you need it. he likes being held by your muscular arms tho.
he's just so full of love, and loves you with all of his heart. he can be a little overwhelming at times if youâre not used to touch, be he's such a love bug.
anyway, hope you enjoyed!
blind to love
sokka x reader (gn!reader [fem. leaning]) [getting together, mild crack, fluff, jealousy, confessions, first kiss] summary: you and sokka are both very affectionate people, and there isn't anything wrong with that. a conversation with aang shifts your perspective, and for some reason, you think avoiding sokka will do wonders for your relationship. spoiler alert: it doesn't. warnings: probably some fem!terms, jealousy, mild arguments, reader avoiding sokka, tame sexual joke(s), maybe ooc (i haven't written for avatar in a LONG while), reader is fucking stupid, oblivious reader, misunderstandings, maybe spelling errors, no use of y/n, second person word count: 7.6k (yo..flip that around....) note: i've always been a sokka girl.. HE'S SO BAD i haven't watched the movie i'm waiting for actual release but oughhh ignore any canon inconsistencies because of that i wrote this in likeee one day i love him i am working on my other fics i swear ALSO i will take requests for avatar...... just make sure to check over the rules okay enjoy baiii
Yours and Sokkaâs relationship was platonic.
Very platonic. As platonic as it could possibly get. So platonic, in fact, that you had never even thought of dating him or anything silly like that.
(Well. Maybe that last part was kind of a lie. But it had only been once or twice, back when you were stupid teens trying to figure out how to save the world.)
You, personally, thought that it was obvious.
Apparently, it wasnât.
âIâm pooped.â Sokka sighs loudly, leaning heavily on your back as he peers over to glance down at Toph, who stood before you, crossing her arms.
âWhat distinguished vocabulary you possess.â You reply, smiling lightly as you reach up and pat blindly at his arm.
âThanks. I try.â
âOh, I can tell.â
âCan you?â âOf course.â
He hums happily. âI appreciate it.â
Toph clears her throat loudly. You turn your attention back to her quickly, an apologetic tone in your voice.
âSorry, Toph. What were we talking about?â
âNothing important.â Her eyes narrow slightly as she stares right at you, although not quite at your eyes. âSokka.â
âToph. Wonderful to see you, as always.â
âCanât say the same.â She replies, deadpan. For a moment, Sokka jostles against your back, an offended noise leaving his lips before you lightly jab an elbow into his side. He gets it after a moment.
âAh!â He perks up, grabbing your shoulders and shaking you quickly. âHa! I get it! Good one, Toph! Real knee-slapper!â
Toph lets the faintest smirk appear on her face.
âIâm sure we all got it.â She says, leaning back on her heels. âWhat do you want?â
âCanât I say hi to my friends?â Sokka tilts his head, his cheek brushing against your ear. âIs that a crime, Toph? Am I going to get arrested?â
âItâs a crime when itâs the two of you.â
âHuh?â You raise an eyebrow. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
âOh, nothing.â She waves a hand dismissively. âEverything.â
You turn back to exchange a look with Sokka, who shrugs back at you, just as, if not more, confused.
âOkay.â Both of you say in unison as you look back at her.
âUgh. Donât do that. Thatâs weird.â
âWell, I wasnât lying when I said I was just stopping by to say hi.â Sokka stretches, taking a step back from you. You miss the warmth that came with him. âGot things to do, people to see, yada yada.â
âIâm sure you do.â Toph responds, raising an eyebrow. âBut with all of your impending duties, you just had to come say hello?â
âHow could I not? I heard very familiar voices and I couldnât resist.â Sokkaâs hand finds its way to your cheek, pinching it lightly and tugging before letting it go. He knows better than to try that with Toph. He learned the hard way.
âOh, we know what you canât resist.â Toph cackles. You donât get it. You turn to Sokka, a questioning look on your face, but once again, he looks just as clueless.
âUhâŠsure.â He smiles, patting your cheek where heâd just pulled.
You laugh softly, swatting away his hand. âAww, well, we appreciate it.â
âI donât.â Toph interrupts.
âYou definitely do. I can feel it in your bones.â Sokka declares confidently.
âMy bones?â
âOh, yeah. Iâve developed bone bending. I can detect what you truly feel. Of course, Iâve always had this ability. Say goodbye to being used as a lie detector, Toph. Iâm the new big deal, and heart rate wonât matter this time. This is all in the bones. You canât fake bones.â
âBone bending, huh? Enlighten me.â You grin, shifting your weight onto one leg as you turn to focus your attention on him.
âIâd love to.â Sokka beams back. âNow, this all started way back whenââ
âWell, Iâm sure youâd love to, but werenât you just plagued with âthings to do and people to seeâ?â Toph cuts in.
Sokka looks thoughtful suddenly, like it had slipped his mind completely. âYouâre totally right. Bone bending just gets me so distracted. Iâm very passionate about it, you see. Itâs kind of my whole thing.â
You snort, shaking your head. Sokka looks utterly delighted as he takes a few more steps backward.
âAlright, see you guys later. Donât miss me too much.â
âWeâll try not to.â You reply happily. He puts a hand to his lips and loudly blows a kiss to the two of you, spinning on his heel and happily whistling something off-tune.
âI canât stand you two.â Toph complains as Sokka leaves. You know that her volume is always loud enough for everyone around to hear. Sokka turns his head back, just barely, to stick out his tongue.
âJealous!â He calls, and then heâs gone. You laugh and wave at his back as he goes.
âWhat?â You ask as you look back towards Toph, whose expression can be described as nothing but disgusted. âWhat?â
She scrunches her nose, fanning under it like sheâs trying to get rid of a painful odor. âI would say âyou know whatâ, but you donât, which is what makes this worse.â
You blink. Okay. Vague. Thank you, Toph.
âI hate lovebirds.â She continues, walking forward. As she passes you, she hits your arm. In turn, you wrap your other arm around her shoulders and press a kiss to her head.
âGet well soon?â You try as she playfully shoves you off.
âI should be saying that.â
As she goes, she mumbles something about idiot boys and idiot girls that she surpassed in intellectual ability. You didnât dare to doubt her.
Recently, sheâs been doing things like that. Unclear words that could rival proverbs of ancient past and riddles that would make anyoneâs head spin. Sickened looks and scoffs and odd comments. And it was only when you and Sokka would interact.
Weird.
You didnât think there was anything to warrant the behavior, but Toph was a little difficult to understand sometimes, so you didnât really think much of it.
And then Zuko would flash weird looks when Sokka would wrap an arm around your shoulder and Katara would stare when you leaned against him.
Which was also weird.
Everyone had their own lives, now that youâd all grown up. You werenât a bunch of (pre-)teens worrying about the fate of the world anymore. You had more normal but tiresome responsibilities, which meant not seeing each other as often.
But the times you were all together, all you would get were funny looks.
And you werenât stupid. You knew that it was for a reason, but you truly couldnât understand why.
So, of course, you decided to consult your beloved friend who would never keep you from the truth.
The Avatar himself.
âAang! Hey, Aang!â You call, waving wildly at the retreating flash of yellow and orange you know and love.
Aang stops in his tracks, turning around with a thousand-watt smile already lighting up his face.
âGee, youâre excited!â He notes, grabbing your forearms as you slow to a stop in front of him. âWhat could I have done to deserve that?â
Sometimes, you catch a glimpse of the little boy youâd met all those years ago. Itâs the same with Toph. It melts your heart and makes you sad, knowing how quickly time slipped by, how tall and strong and wonderful the kids you knew got.
âI need advice. Help. A talk. Whatever.â You shake your head.
âWhatâs going on?â Aangâs eyebrows furrow slightly as he glances down at you. âNothing badâs happened, right?â
âOh, no, nothing like that.â You correct, rubbing at your cheek lightly.
The two of you sit down on a nearby bench, your foot tapping against the ground quickly. You slam a hand down on your knee to make it stop. Aang raises an eyebrow.
âOkay. UhâŠwhy is everyone acting funny?â
Aang thinks about it for a moment. âThey are? Whoâs everyone?â
âToph. Zuko. Toph. Katara. Toph. Have I mentioned Toph?â
âNo, I donât think you have.â
After a beat, the two of you erupt into giggles. It feels oddly childish for how old you are now, but it feels good to relax.
âSeriously, though.â You clear your throat. âThey just keep saying weird things and casting judgmental looks. Have I secretly been declared the enemy of all?â
âNot that I know of?â Aang shrugs, leaning back against the back of the bench. âDo they justâŠalways do it?â
âAlways? No, no. ItâsâŠitâs only when Sokkaâs around.â
Aang freezes. His eyes widen slightly and his lips pull back into a faint grimace, but youâre too busy letting your words take over to notice.
âAnd I donât even get it at all! What could possibly be the reason for all the funny behavior, huh? Itâs not like Sokka and I have been acting differently. If anything, I think weâve been acting the exact same this whole time. As normal as we possibly could be. I havenât said or done anything out of the ordinary, not that I know of, so whatever warrants this has to beââ
âOkay, okay, okay.â Aang raises his hands, cutting you off. âI think I see the frustration.â
âDo you?â You ask, exasperated. You slump back against the bench.
âDefinitely.â
The look on his face looks strained, like heâs trying to hold back an awfully pained expression. It only makes your worries worse.
âWhat?â You ask desperately. âDonât beat around the bush like Toph does. Iâll cry.â
âYou wonât cry.â Aang says simply. âUhâŠwhere to startâŠâ
Thatâs a terrible beginning to an explanation. That means thereâs a lot to go over and you were in some deep trouble.
You wait not-so-patiently for him to continue.
âSokkaâŠandâŠyouâŠâ He begins slowly, clasping his hands, âare veryâŠclose.â
â...yes.â You nod back just as slowly. âArenât we all?â
âWellâŠyeah. But there are different levels of being close.â
âSure.â You agree. âLike you and Katara.â
âRight! Like me and Katara.â
âRight. So the problem isâŠ?â
Aang bites the inside of his cheek. âThe problem isâŠthat you and Sokka are very close.â
âYou said that already!â You complain. âWhatâs so wrong with that!â
âThereâs nothing wrong with it. Itâs just that weâŠareâŠwonderingâŠaboutâŠthe extentâŠof your relationship!â
The pauses he includes almost make you want to strangle the words out of him. Instead, you take a deep breath and try to collect your thoughts. The extent of your relationship? Thereâs only one thing you can come up with to explain that.
âWeâre not fucking.â
âI didnât say you were!â Aang cries, a faint hue of red dusting his cheeks like he wasnât the one to insinuate that.
âThen what were you saying?â
âI was saying that maybe you and Sokka are a little closer than everyone else is!â
âIâŠguess?â Your eyebrows knit together. âNot really, though, right?â
âEhhâŠâ Aang trails off, glancing away.
âWhat?â You pry, leaning forward. âSay it. I wonât say anything.â
âEhhâŠâ He repeats, turning his head completely around.
âAang!â You grab his face and snap it back around. âStop avoiding the topic!â âIâm just trying to think about how to word this!â
âJust say it straight up! I wonât say anything!â He mumbles something under his breath that sounds suspiciously like âyou willâ but you ignore it for his actual input instead.
âLetâs seeâŠokay. Youâre veryâŠcomfortable around Sokka, right?â âIâm comfortable around everyone.â You respond.
âThatâs different.â
âNo itâs not. Iâm the same with everyone. Arenât I?â You try to think back on it.
âIâd say youâre a bit more affectionate with Sokka.â
âAffectionate how?â
âWellâŠyou knowâŠthe basics.â
âSuch asâŠ?â
Aang clears his throat. âUhâŠyou guys hug a lot?â
âI hug everyone. Thatâs not weird. You hug everyone. Is it weird to hug people, Aang?â
âNo!â Aang shakes his head. âHugging isnât abnormal. But you kiss him, too.â
âOn the cheek. Thereâs nothing wrong with kissing people on the cheek, or anywhere else.â You cross your arms. âI kiss everyone, too. I kiss you on the cheek. I kiss Katara on the cheek. And Zuko and Toph.â
Aang runs a hand down the side of his face. âRight. You do.â
âI do. So, whatâs the problem?â
âItâs just thatâŠyouâŠkiss Sokka on the cheek like I kiss Katara on the cheek.â He snaps his fingers, leaning forward once heâs made the connection.
âUhâŠâ You close your eyes, picturing the four of you side by side. âBut you and Katara are together.â
âYesâŠâ Aang nods supportively.
âSokka and I arenât together.â
âRightâŠâ
âSo how would I kiss him that way if weâre not together?â
âExactly!â Aang claps. âYouâre close to him in a way that Katara and I are close, except you arenât together.â
It takes a moment for you to realize what heâs getting at. Once you do, your entire body seems to heat up.
âWait. Wait, wait, wait.â You shake your head so hard you might rattle your brain. âSoâyouâre saying that everyone is acting weird because Sokka and I act like weâre a thing?â
âBasically?â
âBut weâre not!â
âYou could be?â Aang tries. âI mean, do you want to be with Sokka?â
Loaded question. Your mind shortcircuits, your heart skipping a beat as the idea firmly plants itself in your head. You and Sokka? You and Sokka?
Itâs not like it was a completely foreign idea. You see where Aangâs coming from, but also, thatâs Sokka. Sokka, whoâs been the same with you since the day you met. Sokka, whoâs been by your side for years and never said a word about it. Sokka, who youâve watched get and lose partners over the span of your journey together.
He wasnât ugly. Quite the opposite, really. You could admire that without having a silly crush on him.
ButâŠbut you did like him. Kind of a lot. That didnât mean it had to be in that way.
StillâŠyou did get a lot happier when he was around. And you were more comfortable with his presence and letting him place a hand on you or an arm around you. Youâd let anyone do that, but you suppose that maybe you wouldnât be as ecstatic and content with it if it had been Katara or Toph instead.
Those were feelings, though. Normal feelings. You think. Youâre not quite sure, actually. So what were all the weird looks for then? Did the others find your relationship odd, or did theyâŠ
âHonestlyâŠeveryone thought you guys were dating.â Aang cuts off your train of thoughts as if reading your mind. âI mean, thatâs just what it looks like.â
âFor how long?â
âHuhâŠI donât know. Itâs looked like youâve been dating for years.â
âYears?â You repeat increduously. It canât have been that long that the two of you had beenâŠugh. This was hurting your head. You still hadnât answered Aangâs question.
I mean, do you want to be with Sokka?
What would that entail, anyway? With what Aangâs saying, nothing would change. Except the presence of actual kisses, and maybe waking up with him, and living together andâ
Okay. That got too real too fast. Your face flushes and you turn away slightly. Aangâalert, lovely, and too observant for his (your) own good, Aangâcatches on instantly.
âYou do!â He cries, overjoyed. âYou do want to be with him!â
You shake your head quickly, but he enthusiastically points at your leg. âLook at that speed! You only do that when youâre really nervous!â
True to his word, your leg was bouncing at the speed of light. You slam both of your hands down on your knee to make it stop, your eyes wide. âNot so loud!â You hush him, despite the fact that you were probably being just as loud.
âSorry, sorry!â He whispers, leaning in to grin at you. âBut you do like him!â
âIâŠmaybe?â The roar of emotions in your heart implied a more honest sentiment.
âYou do. SoâŠtalk to him.â
âI canât just talk to him.â
âSure you can! Heâd get it.â
âHow would you know? He thinks this is all normal.â
âNo way he does. Sokkaâs not that stupid.â
âDoes that mean I was stupid for thinking so?â
âI didnât say that! I just meant that heâs probably having an epiphany right now, too.â
âIs he?â You raise an eyebrow. âAnd you would know that how?â
âKatara wanted to talk to him earlier.â He shrugs.
Crap. Okay. So the two of you were being cornered and told exactly whatâs going on between you both. Definitely comforting.
âWhat do I do? Aang, guide me through this, now.â You lean in closer, eyes darting around like Sokka might pop out of any corner.
âJust talk to him. Itâs not like heâs a stranger anymore. Youâre never afraid to speak your feelings. SoâŠjust go for it.â
âThatâs not clear enough!â âIt doesnât have to be. Do you want this turning point of your life to be pre-planned and rehearsed?â
âIâŠguess not.â
âExactly! Itâll be more authentic and successful if you just lead with your heart and go for it.â
âI canât just do it now!â
âThen donât. Sleep on it. Let yourself grasp the lines of your emotions, then ask to see him, and go!â
âWhat if he hates me for it? What if he really thinks that this was all friendly?â
âHe wonât. Trust me.â
âHow would you know?â
âYou know who knows Sokka the best?â
It doesnât take a second to reply. âKatara.â
âExactly. Their sibling bond is really strong. And Katara is completely convinced that he really loâlikes you.â The stutter goes unnoticed.
âAre you sure about this?â You chew on your bottom lip. âWhat if everything gets messed up?â
âIt wonât. I promise. Even if the impossible happens, you and Sokka have been friends too long to let this damage you in any way. It wonât change things.â
âI donât know. This is pretty big.â
âBigger than defeating the Fire Lord?â
You crack a smile. âMaybe not.â
âDefinitely not.â
A long, deep breath mostly calms down your nerves. You nod slowly, leaning back and looking around.
âOkay. Iâm going toâŠthink about this. Sleep on it.â
âGood.â Aang nods back. After a moment, he looks back at you. âI think you guys would be really good together.â
âReally?â
âReally. Youâre like two halves of the same person. Youâre both better and more complete together.â
âAww, Aang. Youâre so sweet.â You smile, pinching his cheek. He laughs softly and pushes your hand away.
âIâm serious. Youâre one of my best friends. You deserve to be happy, and I think Sokka would help with that.â
You might actually cry now. You donât hesitate to wrap your arms around his shoulders and hug him tightly. It takes less than a second for Aang to reciprocate, squeezing you so tightly you might lose your breath.
Neither of you say a word. You donât need to.
After a few seconds of silence, Aang breaks it.
âAlso, weâd pretty much basically be siblings if you two got marrââ
âAang!â
â
You werenât lying to him when you said that youâd actually think about it.
You did think about it. You slept on it that night and dreamt about it. You ate breakfast the next morning thinking about it. You worked and thought about it. You took a walk and thought about it. You talked to Zuko and thought about it.
In fact, it hadnât left your mind once.
Because the moment the realization was planted in your brain, you werenât able to let go at all.
You were lucky to not encounter Sokka for the majority of the day. You might have died if you did.
Now, the problem was that idea carried over into the next day. And the next day. And the next. Until it had been nearly a week since your eye-opening talk with Aang, and you had barely interacted properly with Sokka since.
It was stupid to think that no one would notice. It was kind of obvious.
Really obvious.
Toph and Sokka are sitting together and talking? Great! Youâll sit down next to Toph and let her lay her head on your lap while you let them mostly speak.
Katara and Sokka are walking together? Lovely! Youâll let Katara stand in the middle and act as a barrier while you try to grasp the overwhelming feelings he brings.
Everyone is hanging out after dinner? Fantastic! Zuko can take your weight as you lean against him and try not to fall asleep.
Aang, too smart for his own good, did not allow you to use him as a wall.
He caught you on day six, pulling you aside.
âSoâŠwhat did we talk about?â Aang asked, raising an eyebrow teasingly.
âTo talk to him, yeah, yeah. Iâm thinking right now, okay? Canât a person just think?â
âNot like this! Youâre not even trying to act normal anymore.â
âJust give me a couple of more days. Iâll get there. Promise.â
You were now closing up on day seven, and you still had no idea what to do.
You wanted to talk to him about it. Of course you did. But the idea of actually having to face him and talk about something so personal felt soâŠweird. You just didnât want to have to do it. Not now, at least.
Except you did want to talk to him. You didnât know how, but you really did want to. You were good at talking, just going with the flow, so why did this mess you up so bad? Ugh.
Night was falling, and you werenât feeling any more tired than you had a couple of hours ago. Youâre smart enough to know when youâre not going to get any sleep. So, obviously, you have to take a nighttime stroll instead to clear your head.
That would help. Walking always helped, even if you drowned in your own thoughts first before letting yourself be pulled out.
You all were staying in a relatively small village in a relatively large house together. Did that make it harder to avoid him? Yes. Did it make it more suspicious? Yes. Which is exactly why you should have gone out on a walk ages ago.
Well, you canât change the past now.
Itâs not too lively outside. Things are dying down, and most people are retreating to their homes after a long day of work. A couple of them greet you with tired smiles as you pass by, which you return with double the energy. Waves and calls of good nightâs take up most of your initial excursion, leaving you no room to think until you get to the very edge of the village.
Itâs quieter out there. The moon shines down on you, peeking through dark clouds that might bring about rain later. Youâre not too sure about the forecast.
As you make your way along the perimeter, you try to gather your thoughts, you really do. Theyâre just as much of a jumbled mess as they were way back when you first figured out what the two of you truly were. Or, tried to figure out, at least.
What you do know is that you like Sokka. Like like, bordering onto actual love, which is a terrifying thought. How could you have been in love with him for all this time and not know? Scary. Youâd like to stick to like like instead, just for now, just so that you donât implode.
You donât know if he likes you back. Aang swears on his life that he does. You want to believe him, but doubt always makes its presence known, no matter how much you try to push it down. You canât force yourself to believe it, but you can try. For now, youâre just going to think about this logically.
He might like you back.
SoâŠhow to bring it up? Something tells you that âHey Sokka, I talked with Aang and I realized that Iâve liked you for a while now, you should let me be your girlfriendâ wonât really work.
You could be really sappy about it and have a nice long speech prepared. Or you could go out on a whim and say something simple.
Neither sounds very appealing to you. You want something meaningful, but like Aang said, not forced. You want it to matter.
You donât even notice the figure standing in front of you until you crash right into him, too focused on staring into nothingness. Apologies are already spilling from your lips.
âNo, no, itâs okay.â The man reassures, grabbing your shoulders to stop you from tripping over yourself. âAre you okay?â
âYeah, yeah, I am. Sorry again. Iâm totally fine. I really donât know why Iâsorry.â You respond, trying to shove down the embarrassment that comes with nearly knocking over a stranger you definitely should have seen coming.
âNo harm done, promise.â He reassures. His hands have not yet left your shoulders, and when he notices that, he quickly drops them like heâs been burned. âYou must have been deep in thought, huh?â
You offer a shrug, rubbing your arm. âYeah, something like that.â
âLove troubles?â He asks. You startle, taking a step back. He laughs and tilts his head. âIâll take that as a yes.â
âIâm not that obvious. Iâm notâŠam I?â You ask desperately, nearly hissing as you lean forward, your voice hushed in fear of someone else nearby overhearing.
The man offers you a comforting grin. âTo me, maybe. Iâm not too sure about anyone else.â
âSo you know about love troubles.â
âWoah, woah, woah. Letâs not go accusing a guy without even asking his name!â The man raises his hands in surrender.
âAhâŠyouâre right. Sorry. May I have the name of the gentleman who I nearly knocked over?â
âWhy, of course. Iâm Lee.â
You do not believe that for a second, but Lee was a pretty popular name. You let him off the hook.
âWell, Lee. I suppose weâre both having our own love struggles.â
âMaybe we are.â He offers a one-armed shrug. âI think weâll get past it.â
âI sure hope we do.â
Itâs weird, the concept of mildly opening up to a guy youâve never seen before and likely never will, but thatâs also comforting. Heâll forget all about you at some point, and you him, so you wonât have to worry about gossip spreading. No one will care.
Before you can do something stupid like dump your entire lifeâs story on this guy, he speaks first.
âI think that you might have a name as well.â Lee asks, shifting his weight as he leans on his leg, a little closer.
âI might.â You joke.
âAnd that name isâŠ?â
You open your mouth to reply, but when your name is said, itâs not your voice that responds.
It comes with a heavy arm around your shoulders, firmly planted behind your head, completely wrapping around your body. It comes with a warmth youâre very familiar with and a scent that can only be matched to one man you know.
âIâve seriously been looking for you everywhere. I mean, I nearly had to start checking under everyoneâs beds, and I donât really want to know what Iâd find under Zukoâs.â
Sokka.
Okay. Awkward. Lovely. Youâre kind of afraid.
Lee looks a bit taken aback, his eyes widening. His gaze meets yours and he mouths âlove?â to you, to which you breathe out and nod.
Sokka catches this instantly.
âWhat was that?â He asks, squinting. âA secret code? That was weird.â
Lee coughs. âUhâŠwe were just talking.â
âRight.â Sokka nods, stretching out the vowel as he raises an eyebrow and looks between Lee and you under his arm. âCool. Well, weâll be going now, alright? Bye.â
He turns you right back around, his arm guiding your body and forcing you to follow after him. You turn your head back to look at Lee, who smiles at you. You look back front, then back at him again, to which he forms a heart with his hands and a thumbs up.
Your cheeks flush pink. Sokkaâs free hand plants itself on the top of your head, swiveling it back to face your front.
âWhyâare you blushing?â Sokka cuts himself off, sounding absolutely scandalized. He lifts up your face and appears to analyze it, his fingers grasping your jaw.
âNo.â You deny pathetically.
âHoly bison, you are.â He shakes his head. âHold on. What was going on back there? Who even was that? Why were you out so late? Was that yourâŠyour secret lover?â
His voice spikes in pitch, just like it would back when you were teens and his voice would crack. This was really embarrassing now.
âThat wasâŠnotâŠmy âsecret loverâ. I donât have a âsecret loverâ.â You correct, reluctantly pulling his hand down. âI just went for a walk.â
âUh-huh. And you just happened to stumble upon a handsome guy down there and spark conversation.â
âThat is exactlyâa what guy?â You nearly shriek.
âDonât act innocent. I can see right through your ruse.â Sokkaâs arm does not loosen around your shoulders as you continue to walk.
âWhat ruse?â
âThe one where youâre trying to convince me that you werenât sneaking out to see a guy.â
âI wasnât doing that.â
âThen what were you doing?â
âWalking.â
âWalking. Right. That didnât look like walking.â
âWell, it was. Until I accidentally bumped into him.â
âBumped into him!â His grip on your shoulder tightens. âI guess you stumbled right into his arms, too!â
âThat did not happen.â You frown. âWhy are you making stuff up?â
âIâm coming to plausible conclusions.â
âYou arenât.â
âI am.â
âYou werenât even there!â
âExactly! Who knows what else went on before I got there? Did you exchange poetry? Recite haikus to the stars?â
âNone of that happened!â
âOf course not. So Iâm just supposed to believe that you havenât been avoiding me and seeing some villager for the past week.â
Before you can try to refute his claims, he shushes you, his finger pressing against your lips.
âAnd donât even try to deny the avoiding part. Iâm not stupid. You can attempt to cover up seeing him, but you canât pretend you havenât been running away from me.â
His finger leaves your lips, and you fall silent. He was right. You were avoiding him, just not for the reason he thinks.
âIâŠwas notâŠseeing Lee in the village.â
âBut you were avoiding me.â
You chew on your bottom lip slowly. âIt wasnât avoiding.â
âIt most certainly was.â
âI just wouldnât call it that.â âI would.â âI wouldnât.â
âWell, then what would you call it?â
â...taking some time to myself?â
Sokka frowns. âReally? Of course, that doesnât apply to Katara, or Toph, or Aang, or Zuko. Just me.â
Right. If anything, you had doubled your levels of affection with the rest of your friends. You swallow thickly, trying to find the words.
âMaybe I needed a bit of time from you.â
Why did you say that? Why would you say that? You canât even try to take it back.
Sokka falls unusually silent. The only sound is the fall of your syncretized footsteps against the soft earth.
âWhy?â
You barely hear it. You probably wouldnât have if you hadnât been listening for something, anything to leave his lips.
âNothing important.â You were making some really bad decisions.
âIt was important enough to give me up.â
âI didnât give you up.â
âIt sure feels like you did.â
You donât have a response for that. Sokka sighs.
âListen.â He starts, his fingers flexing against your shoulder. âI donât care if youâre seeingâŠâLeeâ...in the village. That doesnât matter to me. WhatâIâm talking right now, wait, you can defend yourself laterâwhat matters to me is that you stopped finding me to find him.â
âThatâs not what this is. You keep bringing Lee up, but heâs not the reasonââ
âThen what?â Sokka interrupts, albeit not harshly. Itâs soft when it shouldnât be, which is why it stops your words despite the lack of violence in them. It just soundsâŠdefeated.
What do you say now? That you have feelings for him and instead of dealing with them like an adult, youâre acting like a teenager with a crush that will never be reciprocated? That youâre practicing what itâll feel like if he rejects you?
Itâs stupid. You know he wonât do something drastic like lash out or insult you if you say something. You know heâs not like that. You know that youâre both better than that. But your mind just keeps jumping to all of these horrible ideas, and you have no idea what to believe and what not to.
You think that you should start with your heart.
âI talked to Aang a while ago.â
Sokka doesnât say anything. He nods slowly, like its encouragement to keep going. You do.
âA week ago.â You continue. You know that he knows thatâs when this whole thing started. âI wanted to know why Toph was acting so strange that day.â
âYeah. That was weird.â He replies simply, his mind clearly elsewhere. You donât know if thatâs good or not.
âAndâŠwe talked.â You conclude, nodding along like youâd just revealed the secrets of the world.
Sokka waits for you to keep going. When you donât he looks down at you, his eyebrows furrowed.
âThatâs it?â He scoffs. âThat doesnât explain anything! What did you talk about.â
âThatâs private information.â
âSo why would you tell me that?â
âI donât know! Thatâs kind of what led to this whole thing, okay?â
Sokka takes a deep breath. âOkay. Okay, letâs start over.â
âStarting over. Got it.â
âYouâre avoiding me.â âIf thatâs the word we have to use.â âIt is. Something happened, and youâre avoiding me. Aang and you spoke about something, and youâre avoiding me.â
â...yeah.â âOkay. So what was that âsomethingâ?â
There was no use trying to beat around it now. You need to man up and spit it out. Thatâs right. Youâre a grown adult. You can face your feelings.
âWeâŠare close, arenât we?â
Sokka stiffens for a moment, but he nods. âYeah. Iâd say weâre pretty close.â
âMore so than normal?â
âUhâŠletâs define normal?â
âI donât know. Like the way I am withâŠToph?â
âToph canât be used as an example for normal.â
You roll your eyes. âOkay, Sokka. Whatever. What Iâm trying to say isâŠis thatâŠAang let me know that weâreâŠlike him and Katara.â
âWe are nothing like those losers.â Sokka puffs up his chest.
âSokka.â âSorry. Continue.â
At least you know that heâs not really pissed at you. He wouldnât joke around if he was. Thatâs a good sign.
âIt means that everyone thinks weâre a thing.â
He stops in his tracks for the first time since your conversation began.
âA thing? Like a couple kind of thing?â He repeats, the disbelief coating his voice clearly.
âYeah. Like a couple.â
âHuh.â His nose scrunches up. âSoâŠyou found that outâŠand you decided that you couldnât be seen around me anymore lest Lee find out?â
âNo!â You cry, swatting at him. âStop bringing him up! I donât even know him!â
âWhat am I supposed to think?â Sokka bites back.
âYouâre supposed to believe me!â
âIâm trying!â âIt sure doesnât seem like it!â
His arm finally drops from your shoulders as he covers his face and groans. âOkay. Fine! You donât know who Lee is. I believe you. But you avoided me for some reason.â
âI told you the reason.â
âPeople think weâre a couple. YouâreâŠembarrased, and you decide to stay away from me so that they donât think that anymore.â
âThatâs not it.â âWell, thatâs what Iâm hearing right now.â
Itâs your turn to cover your face and groan. âItâs not that part of it.â
âThen which part?â âIâll tell you if you stop asking questions.â You uncover your face just in time to catch him zipping his lips.
Is this it? Do you just say it straight up, now?
âI justâŠneeded some time to think about theâŠextend of our relationship.â You breathe out. âThatâs all.â
âSoâŠyou wanted to reflect on what we truly were.â
âYeah.â
âAnd you came up withâŠ?â
âIâŠdonât know.â You confess. âI donât know.â
Sokka exhales slowly. Is that a bad sign? Maybe.
âWeâreâŠfriends.â He says.
âWe are.â You repeat hollowly.
âRight. SoâŠthatâs cleared up, then.â
âI donât think itâs that simple.â You say before you can even think about it.
Sokkaâs breath hitches. He stays silent for a moment. âYeah. I didnât think so, either.â
So you were both on the same page there. You agreed that there was more to it than friendship. ThatâsâŠgood. Hopefully.
âWas it only because you needed to think about what we were?â Sokka asks.
âWhat?â âYou avoiding me. Was it just because of that?â
âIâŠyeah?â
âSo it wasnât that youâŠyou hated the idea of being with me and had to distance yourself to stop the assumptions?â
âWhat? No! No, that wasnât it at all. I just needed to think about it.â
Your outburst takes him by surprise. Once the words register, his raised eyebrows lower into an expression that looks more relieved than anything.
âOkay. Good to know.â He wets his lips. âAndâŠand youâre being honest about that guyââ âHow many times do I have to say it?â You groan. âI donât know him! I bumped into him and we spoke for a little bit. He has his own love troubles to navigate.â
You try to ignore the fact that you called whatâs going on between you âlove troublesâ so blatantly. You know he caught onto it. You know he knows that you know. Neither of you say anything about it.
It was kind of annoying, the way he just kept going back to Lee like he wasâ
Holy shit.
âOh.â You say simply, turning to face him completely. âYouâreâŠjealous. Youâre jealous.â
âWhaâwhat?â Sokka splutters, taking a step back, his hands raised as he shakes his head vigorously. âMe? Jealous? Of that guy? No way!â
âYou are!â You protest, taking a step forward to make up for the distance that heâs putting between you two. âThatâs why youâre so pissy!â âIâm not pissy!â âYou so are! I get it! I get it now! Youâre so upset because I was with him!â âIâm upset that youâre pretending to not know me anymore!â âItâs doubled because of him!â âSo what?â Sokka turns it around suddenly, taking a step forward with a sudden surge of confidence. âHuh? So what if I was upset? I have a right to be! You start avoiding me, and then I go out for a walk to clear my head, and I find you all buddy-buddy with some random guy all alone at night, and what am I supposed to think of that, huh?â
You gape at him, but itâs obvious that heâs not done.
âThe only thing I can think is that youâve found a new guy to replace me or something, either as a friend orâor something more, and I havenât even been able to have an actual conversation with just you in a week and here you are just all over this guy like heâs the best thing youâve ever seen andâugh!â
A hand flies up to dig his fingers into his scalp. âWhatever. Whatever. Forget it. Itâs stupid.â
His incoherent mumbles and pacing that leads him away from you snap you out of your stupor. âWait. Wait! Sokka, hold on!â
Sokka stops, slowly turning around to face you.
âItâsâŠitâs not stupid. Itâs not. Iâm sorry. Iâm the stupid one. I donât know why I avoided you like that for so long. I should have just been straight up with you and done things like an adult. Iâm sorry for making you feel like I was casting you aside or seeing someone else or anything along those lines. Really.â
The two of you are standing face to face, yours angled slightly upwards to meet his eyes. Sokkaâs fists clench and unclench. Silence suffocates you until he closes his eyes and breathes out.
âItâs fine. You donât have to apologize or anything. Iâm sorry for jumping to conclusions and accusing you without just asking first.â
âI guess I still have some growing up to do.â You scratch the back of your neck sheepishly.
âI think we all do.â Sokka replies. âBut thatâs the fun of it.â
âSometimes.â
âSometimes.â
When you fall silent, itâs much less awkward this time. Still, you know that itâs not the end of your conversation.
âSoâŠyou were jealous.â You bring up again.
âAre you going to let that go anytime soon?â
âIâll think about it.â You smile, but thatâs not the reason you brought it up. âWhy?â
âWhy? Maybe because you were talking to a guy I didnât know. Alone.â
âYou called him handsome.â
âHe kind of is. Alright, how was I supposed to feel seeing you talking to a handsome guy I donât know all alone?â
âThe others wouldnât have reacted the same way.â
Sokka huffs. âNo. They wouldnât.â
âItâs different, then.â
âYeah, itâs different with you. Itâs always different with you.â
You stare at him with wide eyes. Sokka meets them for a moment, then grows flustered and turns away.
âIâŠI do like you, okay? Is that what you wanted to hear?â He mumbles.
âLike me? OrâŠlike like.â
A quick hesitance. âThe second one.â
âHuh.â
âYeah, huh.â
SoâŠAang was right. It takes a moment for your brain to catch up, but once it does, it becomes a complete mess. Your body performs about a hundred actions at once, including overheating, fidgeting fingers, rapid blinks, and nervous twitches.
âAre you going to say anything, or are you going to leave me hanging?â Sokka asks, his own nervousness concealed under a confident demeanor that youâve long since been able to see through.
You nod, your lips parting. Here it is. This is your chance to say something, to tell him how you feel, how you want more and how youâ
âI love you.â
âŠ
You did not mean to say that. It was true, it always had been, and your heart had known that, which is why it took over instead of your brain. But you were supposed to start off slow and sweet, not jump straight into it.
Before you can even apologize for the way it made both of you freeze, Sokkaâs lips parting in shock and yours quivering as if unable to take the recoil of the confession, he moves.
In an instant, his hands fly up to cup both sides of your face, his thumbs resting on your cheeks as he pulls you up to meet him halfway.
His lips are slightly chapped, contributing to a vague rough feeling thatâs drowned out by the overall gentleness that comes with the kiss. Itâs a simple press of lips to lips, his perfectly slotting in against yours. His hands stay firmly planted on your face, and your hands come up to rest on his chest in turn. You tilt your head slightly, but the moment you make a move, he snaps back.
His eyes are blown wide, a regretful expression on his face that scares you into believing that heâd realized that he didnât actually like you or something. He backs up, his hands slowly falling from your face. âCrap. Sorry. Was that too soon? That was too soon. Sorry, I should have asked, Iââ
You grab him by the collar of his shirt and tug him back down again. His hands shoot up, and then quickly find a place on your waist. In turn, you loop your arms around his neck. Itâs not any more rushed than the last one. Heâs savoring you with a gentleness you didnât think youâd ever experience. He doesnât push hard, just enough to make a imprint that you canât easily get rid of.
This time, you pull back, making sure to keep your arms around him. His eyes flutter open and he looks at you. Differently. Itâs fond, and while heâs looked at you like that before, thereâs something so loving in the way his gaze softens that it practically turns you to mush.
âWe could have done that a week ago.â He whispers to you.
âGuess weâll have to make up for missed time.â You respond, reaching up to press a kiss to his cheek, lingering there for a moment longer than necessary.
âI like the sound of that.â Sokka smiles, dipping down to steal another kiss.
BONUS
âSoâŠwere you lying when you said you didnât care I was out with Lee?â You ask as you walk back to the house, Sokkaâs arm wrapped tightly around your side.
âOh, yeah. I was lying straight through my teeth. I was going to cry and everything.â He grins back, swooping down and pressing a quick kiss to your head as you cross the threshold.
As you turn, you hear something shatter. You jump slightly, your head swiveling to find the source as Sokka pulls you back and his shoulders tense.
âYouâŠyou did it!â Aang cries, a shattered glass at his feet. He sounds suspiciously on the verge of tears. âI canât believe it!â
âYou didnât believe in me?â You tease, relaxing as you rest your head on Sokkaâs shoulder.
âNot at all.â Aang jokes back. âBut hey, Iâm happy for you. Even if nothingâs really changedâ
He was right. The only thing different about you guys was that you could kiss him on the lips. Still, itâs not like youâd want it any other way.
âIâm happy, too.â You reply with a soft smile. Sokka beams, grabbing your chin and kissing you again.
You donât think heâd get bored of that anytime soon.
You wouldnât, either.
fin.

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sokka x reader (gn!reader [fem. leaning]) [getting together, mild crack, fluff, jealousy, confessions, first kiss] summary: you and sokka are both very affectionate people, and there isn't anything wrong with that. a conversation with aang shifts your perspective, and for some reason, you think avoiding sokka will do wonders for your relationship. spoiler alert: it doesn't. warnings: probably some fem!terms, jealousy, mild arguments, reader avoiding sokka, tame sexual joke(s), maybe ooc (i haven't written for avatar in a LONG while), reader is fucking stupid, oblivious reader, misunderstandings, maybe spelling errors, no use of y/n, second person word count: 7.6k (yo..flip that around....) note: i've always been a sokka girl.. HE'S SO BAD i haven't watched the movie i'm waiting for actual release but oughhh ignore any canon inconsistencies because of that i wrote this in likeee one day i love him i am working on my other fics i swear ALSO i will take requests for avatar...... just make sure to check over the rules okay enjoy baiii
Yours and Sokkaâs relationship was platonic.
Very platonic. As platonic as it could possibly get. So platonic, in fact, that you had never even thought of dating him or anything silly like that.
(Well. Maybe that last part was kind of a lie. But it had only been once or twice, back when you were stupid teens trying to figure out how to save the world.)
You, personally, thought that it was obvious.
Apparently, it wasnât.
âIâm pooped.â Sokka sighs loudly, leaning heavily on your back as he peers over to glance down at Toph, who stood before you, crossing her arms.
âWhat distinguished vocabulary you possess.â You reply, smiling lightly as you reach up and pat blindly at his arm.
âThanks. I try.â
âOh, I can tell.â
âCan you?â âOf course.â
He hums happily. âI appreciate it.â
Toph clears her throat loudly. You turn your attention back to her quickly, an apologetic tone in your voice.
âSorry, Toph. What were we talking about?â
âNothing important.â Her eyes narrow slightly as she stares right at you, although not quite at your eyes. âSokka.â
âToph. Wonderful to see you, as always.â
âCanât say the same.â She replies, deadpan. For a moment, Sokka jostles against your back, an offended noise leaving his lips before you lightly jab an elbow into his side. He gets it after a moment.
âAh!â He perks up, grabbing your shoulders and shaking you quickly. âHa! I get it! Good one, Toph! Real knee-slapper!â
Toph lets the faintest smirk appear on her face.
âIâm sure we all got it.â She says, leaning back on her heels. âWhat do you want?â
âCanât I say hi to my friends?â Sokka tilts his head, his cheek brushing against your ear. âIs that a crime, Toph? Am I going to get arrested?â
âItâs a crime when itâs the two of you.â
âHuh?â You raise an eyebrow. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
âOh, nothing.â She waves a hand dismissively. âEverything.â
You turn back to exchange a look with Sokka, who shrugs back at you, just as, if not more, confused.
âOkay.â Both of you say in unison as you look back at her.
âUgh. Donât do that. Thatâs weird.â
âWell, I wasnât lying when I said I was just stopping by to say hi.â Sokka stretches, taking a step back from you. You miss the warmth that came with him. âGot things to do, people to see, yada yada.â
âIâm sure you do.â Toph responds, raising an eyebrow. âBut with all of your impending duties, you just had to come say hello?â
âHow could I not? I heard very familiar voices and I couldnât resist.â Sokkaâs hand finds its way to your cheek, pinching it lightly and tugging before letting it go. He knows better than to try that with Toph. He learned the hard way.
âOh, we know what you canât resist.â Toph cackles. You donât get it. You turn to Sokka, a questioning look on your face, but once again, he looks just as clueless.
âUhâŠsure.â He smiles, patting your cheek where heâd just pulled.
You laugh softly, swatting away his hand. âAww, well, we appreciate it.â
âI donât.â Toph interrupts.
âYou definitely do. I can feel it in your bones.â Sokka declares confidently.
âMy bones?â
âOh, yeah. Iâve developed bone bending. I can detect what you truly feel. Of course, Iâve always had this ability. Say goodbye to being used as a lie detector, Toph. Iâm the new big deal, and heart rate wonât matter this time. This is all in the bones. You canât fake bones.â
âBone bending, huh? Enlighten me.â You grin, shifting your weight onto one leg as you turn to focus your attention on him.
âIâd love to.â Sokka beams back. âNow, this all started way back whenââ
âWell, Iâm sure youâd love to, but werenât you just plagued with âthings to do and people to seeâ?â Toph cuts in.
Sokka looks thoughtful suddenly, like it had slipped his mind completely. âYouâre totally right. Bone bending just gets me so distracted. Iâm very passionate about it, you see. Itâs kind of my whole thing.â
You snort, shaking your head. Sokka looks utterly delighted as he takes a few more steps backward.
âAlright, see you guys later. Donât miss me too much.â
âWeâll try not to.â You reply happily. He puts a hand to his lips and loudly blows a kiss to the two of you, spinning on his heel and happily whistling something off-tune.
âI canât stand you two.â Toph complains as Sokka leaves. You know that her volume is always loud enough for everyone around to hear. Sokka turns his head back, just barely, to stick out his tongue.
âJealous!â He calls, and then heâs gone. You laugh and wave at his back as he goes.
âWhat?â You ask as you look back towards Toph, whose expression can be described as nothing but disgusted. âWhat?â
She scrunches her nose, fanning under it like sheâs trying to get rid of a painful odor. âI would say âyou know whatâ, but you donât, which is what makes this worse.â
You blink. Okay. Vague. Thank you, Toph.
âI hate lovebirds.â She continues, walking forward. As she passes you, she hits your arm. In turn, you wrap your other arm around her shoulders and press a kiss to her head.
âGet well soon?â You try as she playfully shoves you off.
âI should be saying that.â
As she goes, she mumbles something about idiot boys and idiot girls that she surpassed in intellectual ability. You didnât dare to doubt her.
Recently, sheâs been doing things like that. Unclear words that could rival proverbs of ancient past and riddles that would make anyoneâs head spin. Sickened looks and scoffs and odd comments. And it was only when you and Sokka would interact.
Weird.
You didnât think there was anything to warrant the behavior, but Toph was a little difficult to understand sometimes, so you didnât really think much of it.
And then Zuko would flash weird looks when Sokka would wrap an arm around your shoulder and Katara would stare when you leaned against him.
Which was also weird.
Everyone had their own lives, now that youâd all grown up. You werenât a bunch of (pre-)teens worrying about the fate of the world anymore. You had more normal but tiresome responsibilities, which meant not seeing each other as often.
But the times you were all together, all you would get were funny looks.
And you werenât stupid. You knew that it was for a reason, but you truly couldnât understand why.
So, of course, you decided to consult your beloved friend who would never keep you from the truth.
The Avatar himself.
âAang! Hey, Aang!â You call, waving wildly at the retreating flash of yellow and orange you know and love.
Aang stops in his tracks, turning around with a thousand-watt smile already lighting up his face.
âGee, youâre excited!â He notes, grabbing your forearms as you slow to a stop in front of him. âWhat could I have done to deserve that?â
Sometimes, you catch a glimpse of the little boy youâd met all those years ago. Itâs the same with Toph. It melts your heart and makes you sad, knowing how quickly time slipped by, how tall and strong and wonderful the kids you knew got.
âI need advice. Help. A talk. Whatever.â You shake your head.
âWhatâs going on?â Aangâs eyebrows furrow slightly as he glances down at you. âNothing badâs happened, right?â
âOh, no, nothing like that.â You correct, rubbing at your cheek lightly.
The two of you sit down on a nearby bench, your foot tapping against the ground quickly. You slam a hand down on your knee to make it stop. Aang raises an eyebrow.
âOkay. UhâŠwhy is everyone acting funny?â
Aang thinks about it for a moment. âThey are? Whoâs everyone?â
âToph. Zuko. Toph. Katara. Toph. Have I mentioned Toph?â
âNo, I donât think you have.â
After a beat, the two of you erupt into giggles. It feels oddly childish for how old you are now, but it feels good to relax.
âSeriously, though.â You clear your throat. âThey just keep saying weird things and casting judgmental looks. Have I secretly been declared the enemy of all?â
âNot that I know of?â Aang shrugs, leaning back against the back of the bench. âDo they justâŠalways do it?â
âAlways? No, no. ItâsâŠitâs only when Sokkaâs around.â
Aang freezes. His eyes widen slightly and his lips pull back into a faint grimace, but youâre too busy letting your words take over to notice.
âAnd I donât even get it at all! What could possibly be the reason for all the funny behavior, huh? Itâs not like Sokka and I have been acting differently. If anything, I think weâve been acting the exact same this whole time. As normal as we possibly could be. I havenât said or done anything out of the ordinary, not that I know of, so whatever warrants this has to beââ
âOkay, okay, okay.â Aang raises his hands, cutting you off. âI think I see the frustration.â
âDo you?â You ask, exasperated. You slump back against the bench.
âDefinitely.â
The look on his face looks strained, like heâs trying to hold back an awfully pained expression. It only makes your worries worse.
âWhat?â You ask desperately. âDonât beat around the bush like Toph does. Iâll cry.â
âYou wonât cry.â Aang says simply. âUhâŠwhere to startâŠâ
Thatâs a terrible beginning to an explanation. That means thereâs a lot to go over and you were in some deep trouble.
You wait not-so-patiently for him to continue.
âSokkaâŠandâŠyouâŠâ He begins slowly, clasping his hands, âare veryâŠclose.â
â...yes.â You nod back just as slowly. âArenât we all?â
âWellâŠyeah. But there are different levels of being close.â
âSure.â You agree. âLike you and Katara.â
âRight! Like me and Katara.â
âRight. So the problem isâŠ?â
Aang bites the inside of his cheek. âThe problem isâŠthat you and Sokka are very close.â
âYou said that already!â You complain. âWhatâs so wrong with that!â
âThereâs nothing wrong with it. Itâs just that weâŠareâŠwonderingâŠaboutâŠthe extentâŠof your relationship!â
The pauses he includes almost make you want to strangle the words out of him. Instead, you take a deep breath and try to collect your thoughts. The extent of your relationship? Thereâs only one thing you can come up with to explain that.
âWeâre not fucking.â
âI didnât say you were!â Aang cries, a faint hue of red dusting his cheeks like he wasnât the one to insinuate that.
âThen what were you saying?â
âI was saying that maybe you and Sokka are a little closer than everyone else is!â
âIâŠguess?â Your eyebrows knit together. âNot really, though, right?â
âEhhâŠâ Aang trails off, glancing away.
âWhat?â You pry, leaning forward. âSay it. I wonât say anything.â
âEhhâŠâ He repeats, turning his head completely around.
âAang!â You grab his face and snap it back around. âStop avoiding the topic!â âIâm just trying to think about how to word this!â
âJust say it straight up! I wonât say anything!â He mumbles something under his breath that sounds suspiciously like âyou willâ but you ignore it for his actual input instead.
âLetâs seeâŠokay. Youâre veryâŠcomfortable around Sokka, right?â âIâm comfortable around everyone.â You respond.
âThatâs different.â
âNo itâs not. Iâm the same with everyone. Arenât I?â You try to think back on it.
âIâd say youâre a bit more affectionate with Sokka.â
âAffectionate how?â
âWellâŠyou knowâŠthe basics.â
âSuch asâŠ?â
Aang clears his throat. âUhâŠyou guys hug a lot?â
âI hug everyone. Thatâs not weird. You hug everyone. Is it weird to hug people, Aang?â
âNo!â Aang shakes his head. âHugging isnât abnormal. But you kiss him, too.â
âOn the cheek. Thereâs nothing wrong with kissing people on the cheek, or anywhere else.â You cross your arms. âI kiss everyone, too. I kiss you on the cheek. I kiss Katara on the cheek. And Zuko and Toph.â
Aang runs a hand down the side of his face. âRight. You do.â
âI do. So, whatâs the problem?â
âItâs just thatâŠyouâŠkiss Sokka on the cheek like I kiss Katara on the cheek.â He snaps his fingers, leaning forward once heâs made the connection.
âUhâŠâ You close your eyes, picturing the four of you side by side. âBut you and Katara are together.â
âYesâŠâ Aang nods supportively.
âSokka and I arenât together.â
âRightâŠâ
âSo how would I kiss him that way if weâre not together?â
âExactly!â Aang claps. âYouâre close to him in a way that Katara and I are close, except you arenât together.â
It takes a moment for you to realize what heâs getting at. Once you do, your entire body seems to heat up.
âWait. Wait, wait, wait.â You shake your head so hard you might rattle your brain. âSoâyouâre saying that everyone is acting weird because Sokka and I act like weâre a thing?â
âBasically?â
âBut weâre not!â
âYou could be?â Aang tries. âI mean, do you want to be with Sokka?â
Loaded question. Your mind shortcircuits, your heart skipping a beat as the idea firmly plants itself in your head. You and Sokka? You and Sokka?
Itâs not like it was a completely foreign idea. You see where Aangâs coming from, but also, thatâs Sokka. Sokka, whoâs been the same with you since the day you met. Sokka, whoâs been by your side for years and never said a word about it. Sokka, who youâve watched get and lose partners over the span of your journey together.
He wasnât ugly. Quite the opposite, really. You could admire that without having a silly crush on him.
ButâŠbut you did like him. Kind of a lot. That didnât mean it had to be in that way.
StillâŠyou did get a lot happier when he was around. And you were more comfortable with his presence and letting him place a hand on you or an arm around you. Youâd let anyone do that, but you suppose that maybe you wouldnât be as ecstatic and content with it if it had been Katara or Toph instead.
Those were feelings, though. Normal feelings. You think. Youâre not quite sure, actually. So what were all the weird looks for then? Did the others find your relationship odd, or did theyâŠ
âHonestlyâŠeveryone thought you guys were dating.â Aang cuts off your train of thoughts as if reading your mind. âI mean, thatâs just what it looks like.â
âFor how long?â
âHuhâŠI donât know. Itâs looked like youâve been dating for years.â
âYears?â You repeat increduously. It canât have been that long that the two of you had beenâŠugh. This was hurting your head. You still hadnât answered Aangâs question.
I mean, do you want to be with Sokka?
What would that entail, anyway? With what Aangâs saying, nothing would change. Except the presence of actual kisses, and maybe waking up with him, and living together andâ
Okay. That got too real too fast. Your face flushes and you turn away slightly. Aangâalert, lovely, and too observant for his (your) own good, Aangâcatches on instantly.
âYou do!â He cries, overjoyed. âYou do want to be with him!â
You shake your head quickly, but he enthusiastically points at your leg. âLook at that speed! You only do that when youâre really nervous!â
True to his word, your leg was bouncing at the speed of light. You slam both of your hands down on your knee to make it stop, your eyes wide. âNot so loud!â You hush him, despite the fact that you were probably being just as loud.
âSorry, sorry!â He whispers, leaning in to grin at you. âBut you do like him!â
âIâŠmaybe?â The roar of emotions in your heart implied a more honest sentiment.
âYou do. SoâŠtalk to him.â
âI canât just talk to him.â
âSure you can! Heâd get it.â
âHow would you know? He thinks this is all normal.â
âNo way he does. Sokkaâs not that stupid.â
âDoes that mean I was stupid for thinking so?â
âI didnât say that! I just meant that heâs probably having an epiphany right now, too.â
âIs he?â You raise an eyebrow. âAnd you would know that how?â
âKatara wanted to talk to him earlier.â He shrugs.
Crap. Okay. So the two of you were being cornered and told exactly whatâs going on between you both. Definitely comforting.
âWhat do I do? Aang, guide me through this, now.â You lean in closer, eyes darting around like Sokka might pop out of any corner.
âJust talk to him. Itâs not like heâs a stranger anymore. Youâre never afraid to speak your feelings. SoâŠjust go for it.â
âThatâs not clear enough!â âIt doesnât have to be. Do you want this turning point of your life to be pre-planned and rehearsed?â
âIâŠguess not.â
âExactly! Itâll be more authentic and successful if you just lead with your heart and go for it.â
âI canât just do it now!â
âThen donât. Sleep on it. Let yourself grasp the lines of your emotions, then ask to see him, and go!â
âWhat if he hates me for it? What if he really thinks that this was all friendly?â
âHe wonât. Trust me.â
âHow would you know?â
âYou know who knows Sokka the best?â
It doesnât take a second to reply. âKatara.â
âExactly. Their sibling bond is really strong. And Katara is completely convinced that he really loâlikes you.â The stutter goes unnoticed.
âAre you sure about this?â You chew on your bottom lip. âWhat if everything gets messed up?â
âIt wonât. I promise. Even if the impossible happens, you and Sokka have been friends too long to let this damage you in any way. It wonât change things.â
âI donât know. This is pretty big.â
âBigger than defeating the Fire Lord?â
You crack a smile. âMaybe not.â
âDefinitely not.â
A long, deep breath mostly calms down your nerves. You nod slowly, leaning back and looking around.
âOkay. Iâm going toâŠthink about this. Sleep on it.â
âGood.â Aang nods back. After a moment, he looks back at you. âI think you guys would be really good together.â
âReally?â
âReally. Youâre like two halves of the same person. Youâre both better and more complete together.â
âAww, Aang. Youâre so sweet.â You smile, pinching his cheek. He laughs softly and pushes your hand away.
âIâm serious. Youâre one of my best friends. You deserve to be happy, and I think Sokka would help with that.â
You might actually cry now. You donât hesitate to wrap your arms around his shoulders and hug him tightly. It takes less than a second for Aang to reciprocate, squeezing you so tightly you might lose your breath.
Neither of you say a word. You donât need to.
After a few seconds of silence, Aang breaks it.
âAlso, weâd pretty much basically be siblings if you two got marrââ
âAang!â
â
You werenât lying to him when you said that youâd actually think about it.
You did think about it. You slept on it that night and dreamt about it. You ate breakfast the next morning thinking about it. You worked and thought about it. You took a walk and thought about it. You talked to Zuko and thought about it.
In fact, it hadnât left your mind once.
Because the moment the realization was planted in your brain, you werenât able to let go at all.
You were lucky to not encounter Sokka for the majority of the day. You might have died if you did.
Now, the problem was that idea carried over into the next day. And the next day. And the next. Until it had been nearly a week since your eye-opening talk with Aang, and you had barely interacted properly with Sokka since.
It was stupid to think that no one would notice. It was kind of obvious.
Really obvious.
Toph and Sokka are sitting together and talking? Great! Youâll sit down next to Toph and let her lay her head on your lap while you let them mostly speak.
Katara and Sokka are walking together? Lovely! Youâll let Katara stand in the middle and act as a barrier while you try to grasp the overwhelming feelings he brings.
Everyone is hanging out after dinner? Fantastic! Zuko can take your weight as you lean against him and try not to fall asleep.
Aang, too smart for his own good, did not allow you to use him as a wall.
He caught you on day six, pulling you aside.
âSoâŠwhat did we talk about?â Aang asked, raising an eyebrow teasingly.
âTo talk to him, yeah, yeah. Iâm thinking right now, okay? Canât a person just think?â
âNot like this! Youâre not even trying to act normal anymore.â
âJust give me a couple of more days. Iâll get there. Promise.â
You were now closing up on day seven, and you still had no idea what to do.
You wanted to talk to him about it. Of course you did. But the idea of actually having to face him and talk about something so personal felt soâŠweird. You just didnât want to have to do it. Not now, at least.
Except you did want to talk to him. You didnât know how, but you really did want to. You were good at talking, just going with the flow, so why did this mess you up so bad? Ugh.
Night was falling, and you werenât feeling any more tired than you had a couple of hours ago. Youâre smart enough to know when youâre not going to get any sleep. So, obviously, you have to take a nighttime stroll instead to clear your head.
That would help. Walking always helped, even if you drowned in your own thoughts first before letting yourself be pulled out.
You all were staying in a relatively small village in a relatively large house together. Did that make it harder to avoid him? Yes. Did it make it more suspicious? Yes. Which is exactly why you should have gone out on a walk ages ago.
Well, you canât change the past now.
Itâs not too lively outside. Things are dying down, and most people are retreating to their homes after a long day of work. A couple of them greet you with tired smiles as you pass by, which you return with double the energy. Waves and calls of good nightâs take up most of your initial excursion, leaving you no room to think until you get to the very edge of the village.
Itâs quieter out there. The moon shines down on you, peeking through dark clouds that might bring about rain later. Youâre not too sure about the forecast.
As you make your way along the perimeter, you try to gather your thoughts, you really do. Theyâre just as much of a jumbled mess as they were way back when you first figured out what the two of you truly were. Or, tried to figure out, at least.
What you do know is that you like Sokka. Like like, bordering onto actual love, which is a terrifying thought. How could you have been in love with him for all this time and not know? Scary. Youâd like to stick to like like instead, just for now, just so that you donât implode.
You donât know if he likes you back. Aang swears on his life that he does. You want to believe him, but doubt always makes its presence known, no matter how much you try to push it down. You canât force yourself to believe it, but you can try. For now, youâre just going to think about this logically.
He might like you back.
SoâŠhow to bring it up? Something tells you that âHey Sokka, I talked with Aang and I realized that Iâve liked you for a while now, you should let me be your girlfriendâ wonât really work.
You could be really sappy about it and have a nice long speech prepared. Or you could go out on a whim and say something simple.
Neither sounds very appealing to you. You want something meaningful, but like Aang said, not forced. You want it to matter.
You donât even notice the figure standing in front of you until you crash right into him, too focused on staring into nothingness. Apologies are already spilling from your lips.
âNo, no, itâs okay.â The man reassures, grabbing your shoulders to stop you from tripping over yourself. âAre you okay?â
âYeah, yeah, I am. Sorry again. Iâm totally fine. I really donât know why Iâsorry.â You respond, trying to shove down the embarrassment that comes with nearly knocking over a stranger you definitely should have seen coming.
âNo harm done, promise.â He reassures. His hands have not yet left your shoulders, and when he notices that, he quickly drops them like heâs been burned. âYou must have been deep in thought, huh?â
You offer a shrug, rubbing your arm. âYeah, something like that.â
âLove troubles?â He asks. You startle, taking a step back. He laughs and tilts his head. âIâll take that as a yes.â
âIâm not that obvious. Iâm notâŠam I?â You ask desperately, nearly hissing as you lean forward, your voice hushed in fear of someone else nearby overhearing.
The man offers you a comforting grin. âTo me, maybe. Iâm not too sure about anyone else.â
âSo you know about love troubles.â
âWoah, woah, woah. Letâs not go accusing a guy without even asking his name!â The man raises his hands in surrender.
âAhâŠyouâre right. Sorry. May I have the name of the gentleman who I nearly knocked over?â
âWhy, of course. Iâm Lee.â
You do not believe that for a second, but Lee was a pretty popular name. You let him off the hook.
âWell, Lee. I suppose weâre both having our own love struggles.â
âMaybe we are.â He offers a one-armed shrug. âI think weâll get past it.â
âI sure hope we do.â
Itâs weird, the concept of mildly opening up to a guy youâve never seen before and likely never will, but thatâs also comforting. Heâll forget all about you at some point, and you him, so you wonât have to worry about gossip spreading. No one will care.
Before you can do something stupid like dump your entire lifeâs story on this guy, he speaks first.
âI think that you might have a name as well.â Lee asks, shifting his weight as he leans on his leg, a little closer.
âI might.â You joke.
âAnd that name isâŠ?â
You open your mouth to reply, but when your name is said, itâs not your voice that responds.
It comes with a heavy arm around your shoulders, firmly planted behind your head, completely wrapping around your body. It comes with a warmth youâre very familiar with and a scent that can only be matched to one man you know.
âIâve seriously been looking for you everywhere. I mean, I nearly had to start checking under everyoneâs beds, and I donât really want to know what Iâd find under Zukoâs.â
Sokka.
Okay. Awkward. Lovely. Youâre kind of afraid.
Lee looks a bit taken aback, his eyes widening. His gaze meets yours and he mouths âlove?â to you, to which you breathe out and nod.
Sokka catches this instantly.
âWhat was that?â He asks, squinting. âA secret code? That was weird.â
Lee coughs. âUhâŠwe were just talking.â
âRight.â Sokka nods, stretching out the vowel as he raises an eyebrow and looks between Lee and you under his arm. âCool. Well, weâll be going now, alright? Bye.â
He turns you right back around, his arm guiding your body and forcing you to follow after him. You turn your head back to look at Lee, who smiles at you. You look back front, then back at him again, to which he forms a heart with his hands and a thumbs up.
Your cheeks flush pink. Sokkaâs free hand plants itself on the top of your head, swiveling it back to face your front.
âWhyâare you blushing?â Sokka cuts himself off, sounding absolutely scandalized. He lifts up your face and appears to analyze it, his fingers grasping your jaw.
âNo.â You deny pathetically.
âHoly bison, you are.â He shakes his head. âHold on. What was going on back there? Who even was that? Why were you out so late? Was that yourâŠyour secret lover?â
His voice spikes in pitch, just like it would back when you were teens and his voice would crack. This was really embarrassing now.
âThat wasâŠnotâŠmy âsecret loverâ. I donât have a âsecret loverâ.â You correct, reluctantly pulling his hand down. âI just went for a walk.â
âUh-huh. And you just happened to stumble upon a handsome guy down there and spark conversation.â
âThat is exactlyâa what guy?â You nearly shriek.
âDonât act innocent. I can see right through your ruse.â Sokkaâs arm does not loosen around your shoulders as you continue to walk.
âWhat ruse?â
âThe one where youâre trying to convince me that you werenât sneaking out to see a guy.â
âI wasnât doing that.â
âThen what were you doing?â
âWalking.â
âWalking. Right. That didnât look like walking.â
âWell, it was. Until I accidentally bumped into him.â
âBumped into him!â His grip on your shoulder tightens. âI guess you stumbled right into his arms, too!â
âThat did not happen.â You frown. âWhy are you making stuff up?â
âIâm coming to plausible conclusions.â
âYou arenât.â
âI am.â
âYou werenât even there!â
âExactly! Who knows what else went on before I got there? Did you exchange poetry? Recite haikus to the stars?â
âNone of that happened!â
âOf course not. So Iâm just supposed to believe that you havenât been avoiding me and seeing some villager for the past week.â
Before you can try to refute his claims, he shushes you, his finger pressing against your lips.
âAnd donât even try to deny the avoiding part. Iâm not stupid. You can attempt to cover up seeing him, but you canât pretend you havenât been running away from me.â
His finger leaves your lips, and you fall silent. He was right. You were avoiding him, just not for the reason he thinks.
âIâŠwas notâŠseeing Lee in the village.â
âBut you were avoiding me.â
You chew on your bottom lip slowly. âIt wasnât avoiding.â
âIt most certainly was.â
âI just wouldnât call it that.â âI would.â âI wouldnât.â
âWell, then what would you call it?â
â...taking some time to myself?â
Sokka frowns. âReally? Of course, that doesnât apply to Katara, or Toph, or Aang, or Zuko. Just me.â
Right. If anything, you had doubled your levels of affection with the rest of your friends. You swallow thickly, trying to find the words.
âMaybe I needed a bit of time from you.â
Why did you say that? Why would you say that? You canât even try to take it back.
Sokka falls unusually silent. The only sound is the fall of your syncretized footsteps against the soft earth.
âWhy?â
You barely hear it. You probably wouldnât have if you hadnât been listening for something, anything to leave his lips.
âNothing important.â You were making some really bad decisions.
âIt was important enough to give me up.â
âI didnât give you up.â
âIt sure feels like you did.â
You donât have a response for that. Sokka sighs.
âListen.â He starts, his fingers flexing against your shoulder. âI donât care if youâre seeingâŠâLeeâ...in the village. That doesnât matter to me. WhatâIâm talking right now, wait, you can defend yourself laterâwhat matters to me is that you stopped finding me to find him.â
âThatâs not what this is. You keep bringing Lee up, but heâs not the reasonââ
âThen what?â Sokka interrupts, albeit not harshly. Itâs soft when it shouldnât be, which is why it stops your words despite the lack of violence in them. It just soundsâŠdefeated.
What do you say now? That you have feelings for him and instead of dealing with them like an adult, youâre acting like a teenager with a crush that will never be reciprocated? That youâre practicing what itâll feel like if he rejects you?
Itâs stupid. You know he wonât do something drastic like lash out or insult you if you say something. You know heâs not like that. You know that youâre both better than that. But your mind just keeps jumping to all of these horrible ideas, and you have no idea what to believe and what not to.
You think that you should start with your heart.
âI talked to Aang a while ago.â
Sokka doesnât say anything. He nods slowly, like its encouragement to keep going. You do.
âA week ago.â You continue. You know that he knows thatâs when this whole thing started. âI wanted to know why Toph was acting so strange that day.â
âYeah. That was weird.â He replies simply, his mind clearly elsewhere. You donât know if thatâs good or not.
âAndâŠwe talked.â You conclude, nodding along like youâd just revealed the secrets of the world.
Sokka waits for you to keep going. When you donât he looks down at you, his eyebrows furrowed.
âThatâs it?â He scoffs. âThat doesnât explain anything! What did you talk about.â
âThatâs private information.â
âSo why would you tell me that?â
âI donât know! Thatâs kind of what led to this whole thing, okay?â
Sokka takes a deep breath. âOkay. Okay, letâs start over.â
âStarting over. Got it.â
âYouâre avoiding me.â âIf thatâs the word we have to use.â âIt is. Something happened, and youâre avoiding me. Aang and you spoke about something, and youâre avoiding me.â
â...yeah.â âOkay. So what was that âsomethingâ?â
There was no use trying to beat around it now. You need to man up and spit it out. Thatâs right. Youâre a grown adult. You can face your feelings.
âWeâŠare close, arenât we?â
Sokka stiffens for a moment, but he nods. âYeah. Iâd say weâre pretty close.â
âMore so than normal?â
âUhâŠletâs define normal?â
âI donât know. Like the way I am withâŠToph?â
âToph canât be used as an example for normal.â
You roll your eyes. âOkay, Sokka. Whatever. What Iâm trying to say isâŠis thatâŠAang let me know that weâreâŠlike him and Katara.â
âWe are nothing like those losers.â Sokka puffs up his chest.
âSokka.â âSorry. Continue.â
At least you know that heâs not really pissed at you. He wouldnât joke around if he was. Thatâs a good sign.
âIt means that everyone thinks weâre a thing.â
He stops in his tracks for the first time since your conversation began.
âA thing? Like a couple kind of thing?â He repeats, the disbelief coating his voice clearly.
âYeah. Like a couple.â
âHuh.â His nose scrunches up. âSoâŠyou found that outâŠand you decided that you couldnât be seen around me anymore lest Lee find out?â
âNo!â You cry, swatting at him. âStop bringing him up! I donât even know him!â
âWhat am I supposed to think?â Sokka bites back.
âYouâre supposed to believe me!â
âIâm trying!â âIt sure doesnât seem like it!â
His arm finally drops from your shoulders as he covers his face and groans. âOkay. Fine! You donât know who Lee is. I believe you. But you avoided me for some reason.â
âI told you the reason.â
âPeople think weâre a couple. YouâreâŠembarrased, and you decide to stay away from me so that they donât think that anymore.â
âThatâs not it.â âWell, thatâs what Iâm hearing right now.â
Itâs your turn to cover your face and groan. âItâs not that part of it.â
âThen which part?â âIâll tell you if you stop asking questions.â You uncover your face just in time to catch him zipping his lips.
Is this it? Do you just say it straight up, now?
âI justâŠneeded some time to think about theâŠextend of our relationship.â You breathe out. âThatâs all.â
âSoâŠyou wanted to reflect on what we truly were.â
âYeah.â
âAnd you came up withâŠ?â
âIâŠdonât know.â You confess. âI donât know.â
Sokka exhales slowly. Is that a bad sign? Maybe.
âWeâreâŠfriends.â He says.
âWe are.â You repeat hollowly.
âRight. SoâŠthatâs cleared up, then.â
âI donât think itâs that simple.â You say before you can even think about it.
Sokkaâs breath hitches. He stays silent for a moment. âYeah. I didnât think so, either.â
So you were both on the same page there. You agreed that there was more to it than friendship. ThatâsâŠgood. Hopefully.
âWas it only because you needed to think about what we were?â Sokka asks.
âWhat?â âYou avoiding me. Was it just because of that?â
âIâŠyeah?â
âSo it wasnât that youâŠyou hated the idea of being with me and had to distance yourself to stop the assumptions?â
âWhat? No! No, that wasnât it at all. I just needed to think about it.â
Your outburst takes him by surprise. Once the words register, his raised eyebrows lower into an expression that looks more relieved than anything.
âOkay. Good to know.â He wets his lips. âAndâŠand youâre being honest about that guyââ âHow many times do I have to say it?â You groan. âI donât know him! I bumped into him and we spoke for a little bit. He has his own love troubles to navigate.â
You try to ignore the fact that you called whatâs going on between you âlove troublesâ so blatantly. You know he caught onto it. You know he knows that you know. Neither of you say anything about it.
It was kind of annoying, the way he just kept going back to Lee like he wasâ
Holy shit.
âOh.â You say simply, turning to face him completely. âYouâreâŠjealous. Youâre jealous.â
âWhaâwhat?â Sokka splutters, taking a step back, his hands raised as he shakes his head vigorously. âMe? Jealous? Of that guy? No way!â
âYou are!â You protest, taking a step forward to make up for the distance that heâs putting between you two. âThatâs why youâre so pissy!â âIâm not pissy!â âYou so are! I get it! I get it now! Youâre so upset because I was with him!â âIâm upset that youâre pretending to not know me anymore!â âItâs doubled because of him!â âSo what?â Sokka turns it around suddenly, taking a step forward with a sudden surge of confidence. âHuh? So what if I was upset? I have a right to be! You start avoiding me, and then I go out for a walk to clear my head, and I find you all buddy-buddy with some random guy all alone at night, and what am I supposed to think of that, huh?â
You gape at him, but itâs obvious that heâs not done.
âThe only thing I can think is that youâve found a new guy to replace me or something, either as a friend orâor something more, and I havenât even been able to have an actual conversation with just you in a week and here you are just all over this guy like heâs the best thing youâve ever seen andâugh!â
A hand flies up to dig his fingers into his scalp. âWhatever. Whatever. Forget it. Itâs stupid.â
His incoherent mumbles and pacing that leads him away from you snap you out of your stupor. âWait. Wait! Sokka, hold on!â
Sokka stops, slowly turning around to face you.
âItâsâŠitâs not stupid. Itâs not. Iâm sorry. Iâm the stupid one. I donât know why I avoided you like that for so long. I should have just been straight up with you and done things like an adult. Iâm sorry for making you feel like I was casting you aside or seeing someone else or anything along those lines. Really.â
The two of you are standing face to face, yours angled slightly upwards to meet his eyes. Sokkaâs fists clench and unclench. Silence suffocates you until he closes his eyes and breathes out.
âItâs fine. You donât have to apologize or anything. Iâm sorry for jumping to conclusions and accusing you without just asking first.â
âI guess I still have some growing up to do.â You scratch the back of your neck sheepishly.
âI think we all do.â Sokka replies. âBut thatâs the fun of it.â
âSometimes.â
âSometimes.â
When you fall silent, itâs much less awkward this time. Still, you know that itâs not the end of your conversation.
âSoâŠyou were jealous.â You bring up again.
âAre you going to let that go anytime soon?â
âIâll think about it.â You smile, but thatâs not the reason you brought it up. âWhy?â
âWhy? Maybe because you were talking to a guy I didnât know. Alone.â
âYou called him handsome.â
âHe kind of is. Alright, how was I supposed to feel seeing you talking to a handsome guy I donât know all alone?â
âThe others wouldnât have reacted the same way.â
Sokka huffs. âNo. They wouldnât.â
âItâs different, then.â
âYeah, itâs different with you. Itâs always different with you.â
You stare at him with wide eyes. Sokka meets them for a moment, then grows flustered and turns away.
âIâŠI do like you, okay? Is that what you wanted to hear?â He mumbles.
âLike me? OrâŠlike like.â
A quick hesitance. âThe second one.â
âHuh.â
âYeah, huh.â
SoâŠAang was right. It takes a moment for your brain to catch up, but once it does, it becomes a complete mess. Your body performs about a hundred actions at once, including overheating, fidgeting fingers, rapid blinks, and nervous twitches.
âAre you going to say anything, or are you going to leave me hanging?â Sokka asks, his own nervousness concealed under a confident demeanor that youâve long since been able to see through.
You nod, your lips parting. Here it is. This is your chance to say something, to tell him how you feel, how you want more and how youâ
âI love you.â
âŠ
You did not mean to say that. It was true, it always had been, and your heart had known that, which is why it took over instead of your brain. But you were supposed to start off slow and sweet, not jump straight into it.
Before you can even apologize for the way it made both of you freeze, Sokkaâs lips parting in shock and yours quivering as if unable to take the recoil of the confession, he moves.
In an instant, his hands fly up to cup both sides of your face, his thumbs resting on your cheeks as he pulls you up to meet him halfway.
His lips are slightly chapped, contributing to a vague rough feeling thatâs drowned out by the overall gentleness that comes with the kiss. Itâs a simple press of lips to lips, his perfectly slotting in against yours. His hands stay firmly planted on your face, and your hands come up to rest on his chest in turn. You tilt your head slightly, but the moment you make a move, he snaps back.
His eyes are blown wide, a regretful expression on his face that scares you into believing that heâd realized that he didnât actually like you or something. He backs up, his hands slowly falling from your face. âCrap. Sorry. Was that too soon? That was too soon. Sorry, I should have asked, Iââ
You grab him by the collar of his shirt and tug him back down again. His hands shoot up, and then quickly find a place on your waist. In turn, you loop your arms around his neck. Itâs not any more rushed than the last one. Heâs savoring you with a gentleness you didnât think youâd ever experience. He doesnât push hard, just enough to make a imprint that you canât easily get rid of.
This time, you pull back, making sure to keep your arms around him. His eyes flutter open and he looks at you. Differently. Itâs fond, and while heâs looked at you like that before, thereâs something so loving in the way his gaze softens that it practically turns you to mush.
âWe could have done that a week ago.â He whispers to you.
âGuess weâll have to make up for missed time.â You respond, reaching up to press a kiss to his cheek, lingering there for a moment longer than necessary.
âI like the sound of that.â Sokka smiles, dipping down to steal another kiss.
BONUS
âSoâŠwere you lying when you said you didnât care I was out with Lee?â You ask as you walk back to the house, Sokkaâs arm wrapped tightly around your side.
âOh, yeah. I was lying straight through my teeth. I was going to cry and everything.â He grins back, swooping down and pressing a quick kiss to your head as you cross the threshold.
As you turn, you hear something shatter. You jump slightly, your head swiveling to find the source as Sokka pulls you back and his shoulders tense.
âYouâŠyou did it!â Aang cries, a shattered glass at his feet. He sounds suspiciously on the verge of tears. âI canât believe it!â
âYou didnât believe in me?â You tease, relaxing as you rest your head on Sokkaâs shoulder.
âNot at all.â Aang jokes back. âBut hey, Iâm happy for you. Even if nothingâs really changedâ
He was right. The only thing different about you guys was that you could kiss him on the lips. Still, itâs not like youâd want it any other way.
âIâm happy, too.â You reply with a soft smile. Sokka beams, grabbing your chin and kissing you again.
You donât think heâd get bored of that anytime soon.
You wouldnât, either.
fin.
BLUE TURQUOISE HAIR - kashimo hajime V
CHAP 4 <- prev - next -> tba
a/n : Saito isn't actually gojos dad name but i just wrote it like that for the sake of this fic
! MEIMEI ISNT THEIR AUNT BTW LMAOAOA just in case u think so
shii finna go down next chapter lowkey ehe he
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